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finally done with my workload today, decided to slap some colors on an old kannao doodle!

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Surprise Byakuya attack

My favourite annoying rich kid whose entire talent is being an annoying rich kid <3

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me because I have an unhealthy addiction to characters being evil

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"I want to be a dragon."

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sometimes a trans headcanon is 5 pages of careful textual analysis and reasoning and sometimes it's "i know this doesn't make sense but it's my favourite character and i get to decide the gender" and sometimes you have both within the same media and that's beautiful.

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Bird Right and Michael Edgelord

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pokèmonize yourself!!!!

spin this wheel to see your pokemon type

spin this one to see how you'll look like

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Yesterday was a nightmare so I was busy but happy late 2/2, here's a peak into my mind when it happened, along with me going "Oh don't do this, game please don't do this" in my head over and over again. I also kept fully zoning out during the Maruki fight because of it

Going into P5R basically fully blind was an interesting time

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I still exist if anyone is wondering I'm just mainly focusing on my OCs right now which I don't post about on tumblr because I'm unsure if people here would care about seeing them much, as well as just being busy with life and such

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shitpost

@aphantomdweeb

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@uncleasriel I can't comment on tumblr so hi

I'm referencing the False Reality Ending, which we don't see much of him in that section but to get the point of my post across I'm talking about how Akechi seems like in that reality compared to his real self from what we see of him in it. I'm not talking about Akechi during the third semester playable content

Something I think about a lot with Maruki's perfect reality thing in terms of Akechi is how like, defanged he is for lack of a better term. I know Maruki's actual reasoning for things like that is just that his perfect reality removes a lot of the trauma from people, so they would inherently act differently, but to me it ends up just pushing the idea of "you can't be happy the way that you are"

It's reflected in a lot of the characters honestly, since a lot of their trauma didn't happen or is covered up by the reality none of them are themselves. Aspects of their personality caused by the hardships they faced no longer exist

Sumire is also a big example of this. I could talk a lot about Sumire but in relation to this topic, again her perfect reality being one where she is not herself (literally) and doesn't have any of the past trauma or experiences that made her who Sumire is just pushes that idea even more, not even getting into how it also reinforces her own negative ideas about herself by Maruki doing that

In the perfect reality, Akechi and Sumire are both different people than who they actually are, so it's really not a reality in which they are happy, is it? "You're too broken of a person to ever be happy while being who you are" is the message that gets sent across to me, whether or not Maruki intended that

Sumire is Kasumi now, a happy and determined person who isn't bitter and angry and overwhelmed with grief about the death of her sister, a person who doesn't hate herself and a person who doesn't have those experiences. Someone who now never has the chance to explore who she really is and grow and face her struggles head on, someone who will never get to learn that she is worth more than she grew up believing, replaced by the sister who she always felt was better then her

Akechi is now a cheerful and kind person, a reflection of his Detective Prince act, who is no longer resentful and lonely, no longer traumatized from all the actions he had to take throughout his life and someone who could've found happiness if he just had more time. Someone who had people who accepted the parts of him that would make most view him as unworthy of affection, the less palatable person who longed for someone to want him, as he is, replaced by a version of him that's seen as easier to love

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Undoing

I appreciate how they are still writing Jinx as a person in season 2. I was a bit worried that they were going to change to writing her as purely evil after the end of season 1 so I really like that they didn't

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Happy 11/20, like last special shuake day here is my (summed up) reaction

I say summed up because I also just sent messages like "Akechi... what's going on with you" for like an hour

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Pssst

Hey, are you an artist or writer with WIPs?

Come here... I got a secret for you pssst come ‘ere

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In another life, I would've loved doing laundry and taxes with you.