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My visa limit is 2500 and if I can pay it off I'll probably lose my card.

I need to pay this off as well as pay for medication and food at the very least.

Any help would be appreciated be it donations, commissions, buying from my store or what have you.

It's stressing me out to the point its making me physically ill which is only triggering more flares in my conditions that I really don't need.

If I'm accepted into uni I'd like to not have so much credit card debt let alone only being able to use that by the upcoming fall semester. I'd like to be able to go to my classes instead of rotting in bed but without medication and with all this stress I'm honestly scared wherever I get heatstroke this summer it'll just kill me before that.

There are a lot of things available on my kofi, it accepts PayPal and stripe among others both of which I have accounts set up with.

Examples of my art exist on @spirits-art and on my Instagram cassderolo.

I offer tarot readings, art prints, sensory friendly (pride) bracelets and more.

Seriously anything helps my situation right now.

It's rare that I do any drag shows, it's be nice if I got book once a month but it's more like once in a blue moon ATP. I'm trying to get booked for more, they pay decently especially with tips from the audience. But only for a side gig.

Still out of a job and job hunting, wish me luck I suppose.

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Any other dead bodies feel like mourning themselves... both as, I wish I'd gotten a fuller life, I wish it was more than this, I feel sorry for myself, but also as in - I want to give myself a proper funeral. I want to make myself comfortable so I can rest easy. I want my loved ones to tell me how important I was to their lives. I want to sleep... I want to be laid to rest... why am I being dragged around like this

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Well now that I’m dead, food and the thought of it makes me sick. I’m still planning to eat though.

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Cotards Syndrome/Delusion emojis

there are two different versions , one for Undead/Death/Decomp delusions and one for Not being real/Parts of you not being real delusions as both fall under cotards !

we were going to also add in one for delusions of immortality ( fun fact: that’s what we have! ) but decided that would be best to be put in a diff post !!

-Violet(wrote the post), Vee and Canine(drew the emojis)

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So when will my body stop sending pain signals

I know it's falling apart I'm just waiting for it to be over

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zombiegender lesbian, zombiegender gay, zombiegender bi, and zombigender transhet flags!

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My inbox is open and waiting! Come ask a vamp!

Don't worry, I don't bite.

Looking forward to hearing from all ghouls, mansters, "normies" and anyone in-between!

Ask whatever you'd like or just come hang out and chat! Count fabulous is around here somewhere too.

You can also support my art on @/spirits-art.

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Cotards Syndrome/Delusion emojis

there are two different versions , one for Undead/Death/Decomp delusions and one for Not being real/Parts of you not being real delusions as both fall under cotards !

we were going to also add in one for delusions of immortality ( fun fact: that’s what we have! ) but decided that would be best to be put in a diff post !!

-Violet(wrote the post), Vee and Canine(drew the emojis)

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   ＠ Dragon - coded

One who has dragon - like traits, gives " dragon " vibes, or is otherwise dragon - coded! Please change this definition to best suit yourself!

This can include any & all kinds of dragons!

Requested by @casserole01

[Plain text start: Dragon-coded. One who has dragon-like traits, gives "dragon" vibes, or is otherwise dragon-coded! Please change this definition to best suit yourself! This can include any and all kinds of dragons! Requested bt casserole01 .Plain text end]

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bjdzombic

alternatively: balljointedzombiedollic, zombjdollic

a gender that feels connected to zombie ball-jointed dolls. may relate to a feeling of gender envy from their appearance or being a dollkin who identifies with xenogenders.

if this resonates with you, i've also put together some related pronouns:

doll/patch/decay/sewn/stitch/undead/zzz ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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Nascimezombie

a term system for being (a/an) zombie since one came into existence, whatever that means to the user! this can apply to any part of one's identity (gender, orientation, alterhumanity, etc)!

On the list tonight~ @accessmogai [tagging]

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Hello!

🦇🥀 Vampire Aroace (spec) flag.

For aroaces who either ID with vampgender/vampgender variations, like vampires, or have a connection to Vampires. Can also be used by aroace introjects whose source(s) is a vampire of course.

Some tags below are for reach.

Aroace-spec exclusive.

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Happy pride month !! ♡

I've been seeing a LOT of lesbians thirsting over vampires so I introduce my take(s) on a vampbian flag! (Both flags above are just diff versions. Wasn't 100% sure of what I was going for!)

Sorry if these look similar to other flags. I plan to make vampfemme and vampbutch flags probs!

Can be used by: vampgender lesbians, vampire fictives/introjects who are lesbians, and most importantly the lesbians who want a hot lesbian gf! (Or just like vampires)

I encourage all sapphics and achilleans to make vampire flags or flags abt anything they like! 🫶🏽

As always tags for reach

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Ambihuman

(Am- be- human)

A term for those who fall outside of the binary of either being human or nonhuman. This could because of many reasons for example:

* A shapeshifter whose scope of mimicry is so complex that most of the time they are either both, or, not human and human.

* A person who is physically non-human but is mentally human (or vise-versa) and cannot place themselves on the binary.

* A person who doesn’t quite feel human or non-human

* A person who is void of any identity so they aren’t anything.

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Vampire-Incarnate

A term for those who identify with the term Vampire-Incarnate, a Vampire in human form, or a Vampire represented in the ultimate or most extreme form. This is meant as an alterhumanity term, but can be used for any purpose one would like (such as gender, general purposes, and more).

Original -Incarnate Coining Post (link) - @cannispouse

Taglist :: @mewgai @floraeth @jiiamp @rwuffles @the-astropaws @smilepilled @vampitsm @catboy-autism @silliette @bluecube-coins @discrophy @vampire-overlord @twiiibee @scaredymischeviouskitty

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Zombie-Incarnate

A term for those who identify with the term Zombie-Incarnate, a Zombie embodied in flesh, a Zombie in human form, or a Zombie represented in the ultimate or most extreme form. This is meant as an alterhumanity term, but can be used for any purpose one would like (such as gender, general purposes, and more).

-Incarnate Coining Post (link) - @cannispouse

Taglist :: @mewgai @brittlehare-shopping-center @floraeth @jiiamp @rwuffles @the-astropaws @smilepilled @vampitsm @catboy-autism @silliette @bluecube-coins @discrophy @vampire-overlord @twiiibee

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   ＠ Monsterous

One who considers themselves, identifies with / as, or otherwise connects to being a monster due to being seen as one.

Requested by anonymous. Posted by an anonymous facet. See also: Monstrosity.

The flower used is a black dahlia, because theyre used to represent evil & dishonesty!

[Plain text start: Monsterous. One who considers themselves, identifies with/as, or otherwise connects to being a monster due to being seen as one. Requested by anonymous. Posted by an anonymous facet. See also: Monstrosity(link). The flower used is a black dahlia, because theyre used to represent evil and dishonesty! .Plain text end]

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