phightingconfessions

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really big trigger/content warning for mentions of suicide /srs

also long rant of mod medkit crashing the hell out /hj

I don't have any goddamn clue what's going on, I woke up, deleted a post that scythe didn't know he wasn't suppose to answer, and now we have an ask saying someone is gonna kill themself if we post anything about it

I????

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. I DON'T HAVE A GODDAMN CLUE WHATS GOING ON.??

WHY ARE WE CONSTANTLY GETTING PULLED INTO THIS SHIT??? WE'RE NOT THE GODDAMN BLOG FOR THIS.

Honestly, I'm just gonna say it. You guys are absolute agony to fucking deal with. Every single day now we've gotten asks that stir up shit and we don't know what to fucking do about it but delete posts and try to move on and continue being the silly funny blog I WANTED to be a mod for.

Being moderators on this goddamn blog is ruining our mental health and we don't know what the hell to do about it because we can't fucking control y'all. We don't know who's bad and who's good because we get so much conflicting information from people in our asks. We get accused of supporting horrible shit when we've been victims of it; we're just trying to fucking get by and sometimes we're just unaware of shit because we're people who don't look into every little fucking thing.

I'm so goddamn tired of being part of this blog and having to wake up and deal with all of this community's bullshit.

I HATE BEING HERE. WE HATE BEING HERE.

I hate the fact that we've been now told TWICE or more times, that people were on the edge of killing themselves because everyone thinks we fucking know everything and we're 'incredibly important, popular people'. We aren't. We aren't goddamn robots. We don't fucking know anything of what's going on.

And to the guy who sent us that ask about killing themself if we post anything about it all, WE DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW THEY WERE ACCUSING YOU BECAUSE NONE OF US FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING. Neither of us know how to look past anon shit or however you guys are finding people behind the asks. Neither of us were being told fucking anything until this morning. You all act like we fucking know everything when we barely fucking look into it because we are ALREADY stressed enough and don't need all of this drama channel ass shit weighing on us.

I'm not entirely mad at the person who said this, nor am I trying to yell or berate them, but if you're this unstable. PLEASE get some professional help and take a break from the internet. It'd do wonders, I'd know.

We're also not supporting fucking anything. I don't support anything anyone who has submitted an ask on this fucking blog. I might agree with opinions or have my own stance, but I am not fucking supporting them, defending them, or 'trying to give them a platform'.

I so badly want to just leave this blog and let it fucking die out and I know Scythe does to. It would be replaced in like two days anyways if we did.

That being said, I'm gonna close the fucking ask box for a few days and let me and Scythe have a break. Y'all figure your damn selves out.

I hope no one gets hurt. Don't fucking harass anyone for anything. I swear to the fucking gods, you all would make everything worse.

To anyone who's been trying to avoid the drama and keep the blog like it used to be: Thank you.

To anyone who's been worrying about us and telling us to take a break: Thank you.

We might be back in a few days.

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yall wtf happened, who was a zoo </3

yall keep talking about them but I havent seen them on the blog </3

- Always Watching Anon

i don t fuckin gknow /hj

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I self ship with Katana and Hyperlazer I also ship them together I kind of just want to be their third

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motherfucker taking my ask because i took too long yammering /silly

sometimes whenever the enemy team is losing really badly in conquer (im talking like a quarter or less of my team's points by the last minute or so), i'll purposefully stay off the point to try and let them catch up a bit even if its technically throwing

because to me, neither steamrolling nor being steamrolled is very fun

this is nice thing actually i love people that allow others to have a little joy and whimsy :))

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sometimes whenever the enemy team is losing really badly in conquer (im talking like a quarter or less of my team's points by the last minute or so), i'll purposefully stay off the point to try and let them catch up a bit even if its technically throwing

because to me, neither steamrolling nor being steamrolled is very fun

this is nice thing actually i love people that allow others to have a little joy and whimsy :))

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Oh wait I actually follow this blog already. I remember when I first made the blog I just follow spammed everyone who had phighting in their user, that would explain it. Yikes. Kinda Awkward.

Anyway I'm gonna actually confess something if y'all don't mind. I remember seeing someone complain that you shouldn't play as Hyperlaser/Medkit if you can't land headshots. That's an Absolute Lie. As long as you have average skill aim You Can Play.

I don't land headshots that much as Medkit but I still get to 1k-3k healing or hit some of my Hyperlaser ults. Even if your aim is awful you can play them, just have fun man that's all that matters.

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I can safely say I know how to play everyone except ban hammer and Katana (The 2 tanks)

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goodbye phighting hot takes hello phighting confessions /j

but for reals people seems to share their hot takes here after the zoo went off anon for no reasons yall this is a light hearted blog not hot takes

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no hate to the mods though

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Genuine questions do y'all block proshippers?

YES, we don't support that bullshit.

it doesn't stop them from finding the blog though i think. there's a lot of people who are able to send asks despite me having them blocked

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btw, just letting ya'll know

you're all free to still confess ship stuff here until things are decided, we most likely won't ban ship stuff, but we'll see what happens

i just won't post any confessions about subgraft or anything kinda similar at the moment for my head so it doesn't combust /silly

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Dp you know that a lot of fandoms start to fall apart because ship discourse?

Like, I'm fine with bio ships. I don't shim them with anyone but I'm fine with them.

I don't know enough about Lord Pwnations or Carnage to ship them with anyone. I don't ship them with each other based on the info I have, tho.

But like yelling at each other and sending death threats over fictional characters is just dumb.

Yes. Some ships are bad, but instead of telling them to die, you should talk to them about why this is bad. Or! Better yet! Just scroll past and pretend you didn't see anything. It's what I do with ships. I'm not a big fan of.

I think we should just respect all non problematic ships. Allow people to talk about them, and if someone doesn't like the ship, they can just ignore it.

Yes, I'm aware that ignoring something is hard. But ignoring a ship is way easier than ignoring someone, making your life worse.

THIS!!! GO OFF, KING /gender neutral

I personally just have ships that make me uncomfortable blocked via the tags or I block the people that ship them You can easily just apply the "dni rule" without harassing people. Harassing people doesn't do shit but make both of you exhausted and stress other people out around you.

You can have your opinions, you can have your stances, you can do whatever the hell you want where it won't stress other people the fuck out. <3

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I just opened Tumblr thinking how fandoms usually have confession blogs on tumblr. I found y'all but What the hell is happening Are You Guys Okay. Insert that one picture with a pizza guy entering a house on fire. Please you need a break from whatever is happening here/srs

we do but we're shackled to this damn blog and we've been trying to not crash out /hj

also hello medkitsmacker what a nice username i'm treated so beautifully by this fandom /silly

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i don’t think shipping should be outright BANNED but you could tag it if you don’t already, that way people who aren’t interested can just block that tag

i know some of the other mods did, i think, but scythe never really does it ?? so i just...never did it

i'll talk to scythe about it though

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do not give the zoophile a platform

IM CONFUSED WHO THE HELL THE ZOOPHILE EVEN IS ?????????????? /SRS

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Like half of your guys' blog is shipping stuff, I dont think deleting all the ship confessions or banning shipping entirely because someone misread/misinterpreted a wiki page is the best idea... </3

/nm of course

yeahh. shrugs

look, man, i'm tired and stressed and just letting the reigns go on ya'll at this point /silly

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I would say it's okay for shipping stuff to be here, because in general there was never a discourse around ships, it's the ones that involve biografts are mostly....heated.

i mean yeah, i doubt we'll do anything, but it's good to have a thought of how you guys and we feel about it as a topic /gen

im also just so goddamn tired </3