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[he wasn’t sure how to respond. He just looked at his cup like it wronged him, a slight movement in the liquid making him remember his permanently shaky hands. A side effect from his low but persistent tension.]

Yeah… No one besides you knows. At least out here. I just always got too choked up when I try to tell it to anyone else, so I stopped trying. Kristen says I need therapy. I say I need caffeine, and to stop thinking about high school.

[with Grian, he just said what felt right. He was a lot less choosy with his words, did think of carefully curated responses based on what anyone else said.]

Grian: mind a visit?

Ph1Lza: you’re always welcome over Mate

Ph1Lza: Everything alright?

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[he hummed, sitting on the counter. He always hummed the same, a quick low note.]

How am I different? I know about it all. Maybe a lot more than they do, but I don’t know how much of your childhood you’ve told to that lot.

[he always felt the need to separate his and Grian’s childhood. Just never felt like he deserved to say he lived through as much Grian did.]

Grian: mind a visit?

Ph1Lza: you’re always welcome over Mate

Ph1Lza: Everything alright?

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Of course.

[he slid one mug over, taking a comforting drink of his own. It was a warmth that settled into his bones the way it only could this late as night.]

Any specific reason for this sudden visit…?

[he probably failed at masking the concern in his voice, but that was okay. He was allowed to be worried about his older brother.]

Grian: mind a visit?

Ph1Lza: you’re always welcome over Mate

Ph1Lza: Everything alright?

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In the kitchen!

[he had just been making tea, being unable to sleep he figured he might as well enjoy the midnight stars with a nice cup. He also figured Grian might enjoy some. His less pigmented portions of skin were very blatant at the moment, he was too tired to shift them. Also too tired to fall asleep.]

Grian: mind a visit?

Ph1Lza: you’re always welcome over Mate

Ph1Lza: Everything alright?

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Grian: mind a visit?

Ph1Lza: you’re always welcome over Mate

Ph1Lza: Everything alright?

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"Not even Philza is safe from the gay roleplay"???

Philza "manwhore" Minecraft has never been safe from the gay roleplay

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[ he figures since he's already off server, he could stop by. he sits upon the ledge of a building he doesn't know, talons kicking idly. ]

sooooo... what's all that about your wife being a god or whatever?

[ he's pretty sure if she was a watcher he would have been able to tell but, well, he'll ask just to make sure. ]

I wifed death. Pretty simple mate. I met her after I died to the baby zombie, and well, now we’re married. One good thing came from dying in hardcore I guess.

[he shrugged, looking up from where he’d been feeding the wolves. So many wolves.]

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@motherdeathscrowmesssages

I think about him a lot

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character flaws meme;;

Flaws. We all have them. Even our muses. In fact, they often make for better, more engaging characters. Send a symbol to learn about one of my muse’s weaknesses!

🙊what would my muse say their biggest flaw is

⧱ what really is my muse’s biggest flaw

🤳name three physical imperfections my muse has (birthmarks, gray hairs, muscular definition, etc)

🙈what’s my muse’s biggest blind spot?

🍰what’s my muse’s guilty pleasure?

😰when my muse is stressed, how do they act out?

💚what does my muse get envious over?

🚫what is one thing my muse wouldn’t want someone else to know about them?

🛌my muse’s biggest nightmare

✍️does my muse have a learning disability?

🎒what was my muse’s worst subject in school?

🙅‍♂️what does my muse feel insecure about?

👾what was my muse’s childhood bogeyman?

🙉what are two things that make my muse uncomfortable in conversation

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Soft OC Asks

🌹 Where in the world does your OC feel most at home? Is there any reason why? If it’s not the place they were born, where were they born? Is there a certain somebody that makes them feel at home where ever they may be? What does home mean to them?

🍄 What are your OCs favourite snacks? Their favourite comfort food which always cheers them up when they’re down? Favourite meal to make? Do they enjoy baking and cooking and are they any good in the kitchen?

🍁 Where does your OC go when they need to have some time to themself? Would they ever have their own “comfort corner” filled with all the things they like? Do they have a favourite spot outside that feels like its theirs and theirs alone?

🍂 Does your OC enjoy hugs? What do they do as a show of affection for: their friends, their family, their significant other(s) or for strangers? Over all what are they like with recieving affection from others?

🌻 What little things do they notice about people or the world around them that make them happy? What tiny little treasures do they find in the normal every day that makes the world seem a little brighter for them?

🌾 Describe your OC through the eyes of someone absolutely head-over-heels in love with them

💐 How does your OC handle being unwell or forced to rest in bed? Who cares for them and in what ways? Does your OC enjoy being doted on or are they a terrible patient? Reversed: is your OC good at taking care of others who are ill or in need?

🌿 What way does your OC show that they care without using words? What way do others show your OC that they’re cared about without using speech?

🌳 What is your OC’s favourite way to relax after a stressful day? Do they have a favourite book to curl up with? A hobby? Or do they have a nice bubble bath and have an early night to bed?

🌲 How deeply does your OC feel? Are they typically empathetic or do they have a hard time connecting with others in this way? What are they like when offering support and comfort to someone they care for?

🌺 What does your OC do to calm down when they’re scared or after a nightmare? Do they have any special comfort items or need to be reassured by a specific person? How do they handle this if they’re alone?

🌸 What are some of their favourite things and why? List as many as you can think of!

🥀 How would your OC decorate a notebook or journal? What kind of things are written in there? Could you give an example of a nice entry?

🌼 Who are this characters friends and found family? How did they meet, how long have they been friends for, could they ever be something more than just friends? What do they look for in a friend or a romantic partner?

Questions for You!

💫What is your favourite fact about this character and why?

☄️ Does this OC deserve better treatment from you? Do you make them suffer just a little bit too much? Be nice to them!

🌠 On a scale of 1 - 10 how Baby is your OC? BONUS when asking this question rate the OC yourself as see if the reply matches up!!

💦 If you as the writer could erase one traumatic event from this OC’s life what would it be and why?

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Well thank you my love.

[she kissed her on the cheek, knowingly leaving a small lipstick print.]

[her foundation had all but disappeared, which wasn’t good considering there was a syndicate meeting. It didn’t matter when she was a he, and had facial hair, but she couldn’t shift to hide her vitiligo, which was obvious when she was smooth faced, if she had her wings hidden, which she was doing because the dress she had on didn’t have holes, nor did she want to make them. So now it was a matter of where the hell was her foundation?!]

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Just looked, there is one just theres no posts

Thank you though!

You’re welcome! Enjoy your day!

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HI OOC RQ PLEASE IS THERE A TOMMY MAILBOX YET OR WOULD I BE ABLE TO BE THE TOMMY MAIL BOX

I’m like Ninety percent sure there is, but you can check the affiliates list- it should be below the cut on my pinned post-

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@motherdeathscrowmesssages

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Every time I see giant goddess Kristin this is all I can think

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@motherdeathscrowmesssages

I will get on my knees for you.

PHILZA AND MUMZA HEHE LOVE THEM SO I HAD TO DO THIS TREND LMAO

Ref under cut!

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Anti-honesty hour. Ask me anything and I will respond with blatant lies.

This actually sounds hilarious

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Did anyone hear something? Maybe an ant? It’s pretty quiet up here, just enjoying my drink.

[he continued to drink his drink, pouring more when he finished it. He’d had enough alcohol for now though.]

every day that you don’t drink water, your snail’s speed? increases a point.

by the way.