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"Maomao, are your freckles applied or real?" Xieren's gaze is perhaps uncomfortably piercing, tilting her head and leaning into the other girl's personal space; she's set aside her delivery pack, the small order of her family's goods that was to be given to its buyers placed with care on a nearby seat. "If it's some type of makeup, will you teach me when I've finished bringing my items to the other staff? They're very cute. I'd like to try that."

maomao doesn't know how to tell her the true reason why she applies freckles to her face every day; it's a method of protection, warding off men and women alike who mistake beauty for consent. she softly sighs, ignoring how close xieren's face is to her own. it's not like she isn't used to having her personal space ignored.

"fine, fine, i'll teach you. but do note that this will drastically change your natural appearance." her words are cut and dry, void of any emotion. "there's a........ reason why i apply them every single day."

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shidou has a lot of guilt that burns deep inside of him. he failed to save so many people, failed to save his own wife.... and eventually failed to even save mahiru. he probably let amane kill him bc of that.

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starter for @tsukkiakarii !!!!

maomao never imagined this would happen. first, she was given the role of an attendant of this temple, and now.... she wasn't even human anymore. she was still adjusting to this, this oddly caring nature from a creature who should have eaten her for a tasty snack (though, considering the levels of her body containing various poisons, she highly doubted lady kokushibou would have enjoyed eating her all that much).

"you summoned me, lady kokushibou." a polite bow followed the usual greeting. she could use the other's real name since they were alone. purposefully ignoring the aching in her stomach. maomao would eat when she was given the permission. that was the rule. "what are your orders?" straight to the point, but what else was she to say? if she spoke out of turn.... she still managed to retain her fear, it seemed.

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it's been........ quite a long time since gyutaro has visited this place. daki's busy with a client today, so he decided he would see how everyone's been doing. after all..... he feels restless with nothing to do. obsessively, he scratches at his face even as he approaches, but he quickly shapes up once the elder upper moon greets him.

"ah, well... 's been a bit since i've been here. ya know, i missed this place." quietly reminiscing, he almost forgets to answer her question. "ah, that'd be lovely. don' worry about anythin' special, y'know i've never been a picky eater." he takes a deep breath and flashes a crooked smile, no matter how awkward it feels to bare those permanently-yellowed teeth of his. ".....thank ya, for everythin'."

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"ah, you've visited; it's been so long."

yet her pleasure is clear--though the two siblings had left the nest dōma brought them to so long ago, kokushibō still enjoys when they return. she remembers their first night well, fledgling demons with no one but each other.

"dōma is with our daughters, but this is your home still. shall i have food brought to you?"

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@miraculpa sent a message: "Oh, it's...it's old, don't worry. Accident after an illness." They tilt their head, somewhat embarrassed: but then, Tatli wasn't expecting Maomao to appear so suddenly, much less while they were adjusting their clothes -- a finger points to the scarring on their leg, a clumsy wrapping thing like a child's poorly tied ribbon, but the pinkish hue instead belongs to silken strands of healed flesh. "It's kind of ugly, so I cover it."

unprompted / maomao & tatli

what kind of illness would cause that, maomao thinks, but doesn't say aloud. though she wishes to analyze it, it isn't exactly her place. she looks the servant up and down for a moment; a foreigner she doesn't recognize — a new victim of the kidnappings? she wouldn't be surprised in the least. she softly sighs, nodding her head.

"i wasn't even gonna ask." she may be speaking improper, but since she isn't around a certain eunuch or any of the courtesans, maomao doesn't feel the need to watch herself. "but... if that ever bothers you, come to me. i'm an apothecary — i have plenty of remedies i could offer you." she feels obligated to offer that kindness, at the very least. "i'm maomao, if you ever feel the need to seek me out."

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help why is twtrp feeling more welcoming dsnjdnjdfnj

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so. i've been working on muse docs and i realized something.

mahiru and shinya banba have completely different personalities, but they share a body because. DID.

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"curious..... tell me more!" johanna just wants to understand the intricacies of what @miraculpa is, as someone who seeks knowledge, they can't help but desire to know more and more. // starter call.

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"sengoku-chan..." miku frowns, noticing a sour look on @schxdenfreude's face. "what's wrong? did something happen today?" usually, nadeko is happy, so seeing her pop into the sekai with such a melancholic expression on her face makes the vocaloid upset to see. what exactly has her so down today? // starter call.

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"i know you're fussy and think you can do this yourself, but listen to me, @memnori." mami says, taking kyoko's injured hand into hers. "sometimes, being brave means asking your mentor for help."

mami knows what it's like. at one time, she felt like she could do everything herself, but in her case, she had no other choice but to do it alone. she wants kyoko to know that it's okay to depend on her in times like these. mami wants to help kyoko through this suffering.

"now, take a deep breath, kyoko. this might sting." // starter call.

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✨ making a fresh starter call! ✨ like this if you want one from me!! i'm probably gonna randomize it, but if you have a muse or two in mind, that would be extremely helpful!! i might be slow with it because i need to do some important stuff to prepare for the convention but!!! i will do my best to get to all of them, i promise you!!

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aaand now the desktop theme is finally set up!! i've had this blog since april and yet i never set up the desktop theme why FDFNFNJ

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also i fixed up the carrd!!

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shidou. go. brr.

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Gimme stuff for Yuno on @meltingtemperature while I try to get to starters here today......

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feelings like love, they always felt ick / cause the moment you have it, it changes on you, no?