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Happy Holidays, don't torture yourself with "required" family visits to save yourself from misery

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And I don't want a never-ending life I just want to be alive While I'm here

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it's good that we're saying "i don't feel guilty about pleasure im not Catholic" but we also need to start saying "i don't feel self-righteous about being overworked I'm not Puritan"

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Update: She's now literally told me not to go to church after I had a massive panic attack in her office

My therapist has decided I literally have PTSD from church so yay for that validation I guess 🙃🙃🙃

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FOR THE LAST TIME

👏 APOSTASY is the rejection of a faith after having professed it;

👏 HERESY is selective belief in only some of the tenets of a faith one professes, or belief in tenets contrary to those of a faith one professes;

👏 BLASPHEMY is derogation of the honour due to God.

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you ever get surprised by your own recurring issues. like come on man. I thought we were past this.

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I'm not catholic—of course I don't feel guilty for experiencing pleasure! << is protestant and feels guilty for experiencing rest

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My therapist has decided I literally have PTSD from church so yay for that validation I guess 🙃🙃🙃

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I've got the windows open in my apartment while I watch last night's Fundie Fridays and I'm really worried a neighbor is going to walk by and just hear Allie Beth Stuckey and think I'm watching her because I agree with her 🙃🙃🙃

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You will know heartache Prayers that don't work And times of bitter circumstances But I still believe in second chances

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I forget who it was, but I went down a rabbit hole of reading escaped FLDS books in the early days of covid, and I remember one of the women mentioning how in her early days after escaping one of the ways she earned money was sewing costumes for Big Love. I loved learning that little tidbit of how they were getting accurate costumes from someone who knew exactly what she was doing AND supporting someone who had escaped.

Re-watching Big Love for the first time since like, 2008 and it is wild how the Brown family basically recreated this family's house set up years later right down to the desert back yards lol

Also I'm living for how the show treats it all like a warning from the very first episode, they introduce Short Creek-esque communities, child marriage, and have information/statistics about mormon polygamy right before the credits