See the description in the first π₯ post! jeahhh I am back, back again! don't know the rest of the song... once this blog are closed, but these hard and dark times are gone. i hope you don't have miss me too much, but honestly you did.... okay maybe a short description: I -> 21 -> autism -> posts over the journey of my life 𧬠and π. blog is closed again! lol! doesn't see this comig, am I right? haha i see it... see the closed post on the last post. I love this blog so much β€οΈ! many things started right here and my life changes al lot, because of it.
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
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Snails over snails ππππππ
A few days ago there was a naked snail π in our garden πΉπΊ and she looked like a snake πβ.
I really loved her but more did not happen until....
A friend of mine become a snail mother ππ€±πΌ!

I think she can take care of this snails, because she isn't a bird πποΈ....
Here was the moment where my snail obsession started.
My obsession ended today, when I met this cute little snail π π₯°.

She was sooooo cute, that I make some photos of her and start to study her look.
Then I smoked in the garden and looked to the stars ππ . When I go back into the house π‘ I go through the dark π without light but with a voice in my head π£οΈ. Right before the door I stept on something and hear a crack....
Well...

But at least she was cute....
After this cracking moment my snail π obsession ended.
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Because every picture is a picture from the universe
i'm curious, if u want rb this with why you chose your url!
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Wait these is actually the picture blog, not the ,,stwwtwtfua"-concept...
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Lol I am back again and I am going to rerereremake this hole ,,show the world who the fuck you are" -concept. Again. Jeah I know, but funny isn't it?
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Ok I decided to close this blog again.
Not because it's a bad blog. No more the opposite is happen. I write many things down and the blog has done for what I create him. He gives me a room for my expressions and the opportunity to let things go. Oh and I let many things go and new things happen. I am finally mostly happy, even when I am alone and often I am even more happy, when I have time alone for my self. So I won't over use this blog, because he doesn't deserve something like that. Just close and let this bottle flow in the ocean. Oh and you don't know how my other blogs named, because I only write my last blog in the current one and write a few people the new name. But don't give up, when you seen them, you will know that there are from me and you will know, that you're found the next bottle.
So the last time I close this blog, it was out of the wrong reasons and I want a appropriate end and here it is.
So thank you really much my loved pictures-from-the-universe blog, you give me so muchβ€οΈ
There are no ends and no beginnings, just energy and dimensions. I do not lost something, I win new things and can go new ways, through the universe.
Thanks for your attention and don't forget that we are all in the universe and part of the universe and every picture you took is a picture of the universe and made out of the universe and for not a single moment differated from it.
Auf Wiedersehen,
Louis β€οΈβοΏ½οΏ½π
(these are my favorite emojies for this blog, but every time, I see them together, I start to feel sick, getting dizzy and want to throw up... No joke.)
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I got my own sim!!! Finally, after all this time, I am back!!
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I wrote rap songs.... I wrote for literally 4 hours rap songs. My head hurts and I feel very confused, about reality.
Now I am trying to sleep but everything spin and I feel overloaded. But hey after my times as an archer πΉ and author π I thinks it's time to try myself as an rapper.
Oh and don't get confused, I don't stop with archery and writing, I can reuse these parts of my personality whenever I want, but I think I will collect a few others for an while, because these things can be very helpful.
Bye
Louis
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First day, first post. (1.january) I don't have that much to say. I decide to stop smoke weed, until I want to smoke again, what's possible in the next few weeks, but honestly I just want to make a break for a moment. It makes fun to fly inside your thoughts and look at all these detailed physical models, but I have autism, so I can do this all time, without drugs. It also helps me sometimes by learning, but its like learning on extreme level and for longer time, it's not healthy I think and I want to explore ,,normal learning". I mean I learn all the time, so probably nothing will change. Oh the main reason I smoke so often is because I often feel alone but I don't think that I am really alone. So there was a time, when this was true, but these time isn't today and friends are better than weed. I don't know if I smoke, for fun when I am with friends, but at the moment I don't think so.
Bye
Louis π
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Wtf these post belongs to pictures-from-the-universe
But hey, who cares, because all your base are belong to us!!!!
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But I am to lazy to rewrite the description
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Welcome to my Christmas special post π―:
,,Oh Christmas tree π, oh Christmas tree π,
The teacher hit me until I'm blue and green",
(sound better in germanπ)
Is a Christmas song, my dad had always sing.
Today's Christmas was like all the Christmases in the last, don't know, 10 years.
So I decide to scip some parts of the first part, to meet a very good friend of mine and then I help by the preparations and after that, I lay on the couch ποΈ for an while, because I got dizzy π΅ and tired π© (jeah emojies!!, Or like a friend of mine would maybe say: ahahahagahah!, But honestly I would say that...) So ahahahgahahab! Did you see that I just copied behavior and I like it, because hahahgaaha is freaky funnyππππ.
I love my autismπ₯°ππΉ
Okay so the second part began and everyone of my family starts to have some mental crises and starts to yell at each other and to me (don't know I barely understand why they are how they are, but nobody show self protection behavior and I'm sorry, nobody can help you when you doesn't help yourself (my trainer always say this and it helps a lot to get strong)
So I go to my current flat and take a grave light with my. It was the time of the evening where it's getting darker and darker but don't forget, that today is the longest night π in the year and from now on the days getting longer and longer and finally we have summer again!
I walk from one side, inside the graveyard and place the lighted candle on my dads grave and cry a little bit. I remember that I wish me earlier that day from an fallen eyelash a happy Christmas for me and then I instantly shamed a little bit for myself because I don't wish it for all the people around me, but I realized that it was to late, because the wish was taken and even my try to reply myself can't change this...
So I walk out of the graveyard, througt the other gate and from there over the parking spots on the fieldways.

Here starts everything.
At first π₯, I don't know where I want to go, I only now that I don't want to go back to all the conflicts and fighting.
One time, as a kid, I run away, from our house in france, because everybody are screaming and fighting with each other and it was a very good feelings to run away from them. So I build a little shelf in the forest but I don't had something to cover me and nothing to eat so I go back home in the evening and I feared it a lot to go back, because I know how the situation was, when I left and I know what they say to each other and I just try to do so if nothing changes, until I have to come back in a broken world. When I come back after a few hours, nobody is fighting more and sitting instead of that, peacefully together and talk, but for me it was the same situation like bevor. There is no way to insult each other so hard and then just forget about it. So jeah the same situations happens over and over and nobody cafes about it. Years after years they fighting, insulting each other, screaming, yelling and say things, you don't say to people who you love and nobody cares. They say that this is normal, that I have to understand that people are like this and do stuff like this because they have a hard time. I literally had fear for my family, but it's important to know for me that it's just my own view and I have to think about that people are different. I had 4 times the same ,,dialog" with my mother. She repeats 4 times the same messages with different storys and why the fuck does nobody care about, that I have found all primenumbers, except 3 of them, until 71??? I found them all and doesn't make a single failure but hey why did I don't want to play a ,,happy" family game with the others?
I don't want to be with you in the same situations every year again and again, where you are LITERALLY scream at each other until somebody starts to cry and this isn't the point where you stop. This is not okay and this is no place I want to be, when I don't have to be there.
I accept that this is only my own personal view and I accept that I feel like I feel, but there is nothing wrong the way I feel, you behavior is the reason I sit as long away from you as I can and the reason I wear headphones and try to outblend you. I don't want your gifts, when you want something for them, then they are no gifts! This isn't how a gift work. It isn't a way to buy my love. I can only love, who knows me and this isn't the fall. The only thing that happened is that everybody told me where I am and how I feel and doesn't allow any failures of me and nail me on every word I say.

Commititanses

The silent guard

The emperor

Standing together

ErlkΓΆnig

Silence
The end
Louis πβ€οΈ
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Literally every of his pictures are touching my soul. He's my most favorite artist in history and I can look at his art all day, but honestly I can't, because it would make me ways to nervous π΅π΅π΅π΅ and now I want to end this post because I get a little bit anxious π°π£
Bye β€οΈ
Louis π
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I won, but I think I start a new game now.
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He has autism too and he is an author, so I have a little bit fear to get one, because it's not an ,,regular" job, but he gets it and I can get it too.
Louis π
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