“Intimacy is scary, and it makes people helpless, since deep hurt can be inflicted by the independent choices of someone else; so, as with other forms of helplessness, people respond by seeking control through anger. People never dispel their own insecurity by controlling someone else or making that person suffer, but many people try — and try again.”
I wanna know that I'm the only thing you want. Where I don't have to worry but you're always there for me. I want the love I so desperately fight for. I want you and I want you to want me the same way I want you. I'm wide awake next to you and you're the only thing I can think about. After everything we've already been through I know for sure I love you.
When people walk away from you, let them go. You shouldn’t have to talk them into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, and coming to see you … because if they really cared about you in the first place, they would not be going anywhere.
It's been a really long time since I've been on here. I don't really post much because I don't really have much to say. I used to reblog things but what's the point. Anyways it happens to be New Years and I'm still getting drunk chilling with Tesla. I'm tired of being alone. Everyone I try with fucks me over in the end. I give that person everything. I try to make them my everything but no one can return that same kind of commitment. My soul hurts and yearns to be loved. I really look forward to this year. I'm sure I'll be going at it alone. Hopefully I'll end up in Albuquerque or Denver by summers end. I doubt I'll clean up anytime soon. In truth that is probably my biggest problem. 2016 could have not been a worse year so henceforth this year can only be better. Best wishes from my lonely soul to you. Happy New Year's.