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cw: sexual stuff
Bpd culture is knowing someone only wants you for sex, but letting them not know that you鈥檙e repulsed by sex and so they talk to other people to fulfill their sexual desires that you can鈥檛 give them that. So now you want to completely cut them off but if you do that you鈥檒l have nobody else- 馃Ψ
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馃尭Pretty girls suffer from severe mental illness馃尭
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BPD traits culture is hoping they would die so bad. And begging for their love few moments later
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BPD culture is I should be desensitized to it by now, this is just another tuesday for me, why does it still hurt just as much as it did years ago? Why haven't I gotten used to it?
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Something i'm really struggling with as a concept now that i'm teying to recover from avpd and forming close relationships is that, by virtue of being human, i WILL fuck up. And i have to pick up what i broke and act in order to fix it instead of giving up, deciding that i'm irredeemable and hiding in a hole somewhere for the rest of my life. And obviously that's my first instinct, but i know i have to actually work through that and it's e x h a u s t i n g. I have no clue how regular people do this, BUT I'LL GET THERE ONE DAY
Credit to @roachie-paradise for the wonderful sticker
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What鈥檚 your worst case of paranoia?
I keep thinking people are following me. That there鈥檚 cameras constantly on me.
Today I was out on a drive, looked around and swore every single person was staring at me with some horrid look and a shit-eating grin on their face.
I constantly feel that the entire world hates me. I don鈥檛 even know what to do anymore.
..How am I supposed to live the rest of my life like this?
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I know even in death I will think of you
For my soul knows it has found its other half
I am yours eternally my dear
My sweet little obsession
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Doctors should snark at each other more, be a bit mean. Not for no reason, mind you. But if five doctors blow me off about symptoms and doctor number six FINALLY runs actual tests and gets a diagnosis, I think it should be Doctor Six's right to call up the other five and tell them they're lazy pieces of shit. That should be socially encouraged. Those first five doctors clearly can't listen to patients, but maybe another doctor might finally get to them.
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being suicidal is weird because you can cheer up for a day or two and then it hits you again out of nowhere
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"This person has a secret onlyfans!" "This artist does NSFW commissions!" "This author writes porn on the side!" I cannot begin to tell you how swag and awesome that is.
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shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation
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your username. love it. gives off a cool vibe I can't explain (honestly your whole blog gives off the cool vibes but sheesh)
I would love to ellaborate but the magic vanishes afterwards so i dont :P
Thank u very much! I appreciate it.
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me remembering i have a name and body and people know me:
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