pilotoflowers
pilotoflowers
Hi I'm fat and want to die ♥️
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Height: 5'2| SW: 230| CW: 221| GW: 200| UGW: dead| Bitchy| 16| She/Her
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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Body check 🙂
SW: 238
CW: 219
GW: 200
UGW: Anything under 150 currently I think that's a good overall goal to have currently.
Q: Am I happy with my current weight?
A: Well no not exactly but I will say it's a lot better than almost 240.
Q: Anything I could change about my diet?
A: Cut back on my soda consumption. Diet sodas still expand the stomach and make you hungrier. So definitely could cut back quite a bit on soda consumption. I also could get back in the direction of going sugar free I think that'd be a good one for me.
Q: Anything I could change about my exercise?
A: Well considering my leg I can't physically run for long but I can walk so maybe if I did longer walks I could boost that calorie loss. I could do quite a bit more weights at home and do some more yoga and stretching as well. Do more at home workouts. I think with a calorie consumption of 200-400 a day I think burning about 500-600 a day would be hella good for me 🙂
Sorry to make this so long guys. I just wanted to hold myself accountable and make this a lil more extensive. Have a good day and please be safe
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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Did ya girl binge after a 49 hour fast? Yes she fucking did. Does ya girl care right now? No not really. I did my best given I haven't done that in almost a year and so for me to push past 2 days like it was nothing I think deserved 4 days worth of food? Am I gonna be regretting it in the toilet rapidly coming out of both ends? Yeah. Once again do I care? No not necessarily. Have a good day and please be safe
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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Like or repost if you wanna see the vid of me breaking my 49 hour fast 🙂
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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and I OOP and I OOP and I sksksksksksksksksk
Reblog this if no one knows about your tumblr. Literally no one.
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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I have two bedtime moods:
“It’s only 8 pm and I feel like I’m gonna pass out on my feet.”
“Wait when did it become 3 am?”
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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my sleep schedule is nonexistent atm
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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for @milkinkq
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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me while crying and self harming: i'm probably still faking it
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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me: *is a living train wreck*  yaaas!!! stay hydrated guys! life is so beautiful we are all beautiful always smile at strangers and eat healthy :)
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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reblog to lose 15lbs by april 30th♡
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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Leonard Cohen, from Selected Poems
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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Me: Back to my old ways✌️
My brain: It’s kind of a look💁‍♀️
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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fasting for as long as I can for as many times as I can. Currently at 24 hours.
Does anyone else feel like quarantine is a chance to lose mad weight? I feel like I was given a chance to focus on weight loss without my friends worrying about what/if i’m eating.
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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"I'm not Hungry "
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pilotoflowers · 5 years ago
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“Skip dinner wake up thinner.” BITCH I SKIP EVERY MEAL AND I’M STILL A LARD ASS WTF YOU MEEEAAAAN
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