pinknerdybeing

[pinknerdybeing]

I've had this sitting around for too long, so I'm going to let you all have fun with this one. I doubt it will get many responses, but any responses at all are appreciated! Everything will be anonymous, do not worry.

[pinknerdybeing]

Alterhuman culture is casually referring to yourself as ‘something’ instead of ‘someone’ and unintentionally confusing ppl “:)

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[pinknerdybeing]

I'm kinda kinsidering being internetkin... like it being created out of the little contributions of millions of humans? hello? that's so identity?

and the way in which it's separate from IRL. it's like a bunch of IRL things smashed together into an amalgamation that's artificial and fresh and crazy and fast

and like... the weirdness of it. the strange things that form inside of it. the little subcultures and the trolls and the bugs and the memes

and how it's ultimately a web of connections. loads of different things and people connected all together into this one beautiful mess.

the way it's created by humans, like it's SO human, and yet somehow remains clearly inhuman? like it's beyond humanity

it feels so agjsjslsl (in a kin way)

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shiiit i think i lost the picture i had of me ;_; time to use a placeholder makima pfp then XDD

[pinknerdybeing]

about me

•my name is Snafu :3

•it/its pronouns my beloved (and neos like pink/pinkself, glitch/glitchself are appreciated!)

•i'm a thoughtform! So I'm a created entity living in @weirdnerdygoat 's head

•not human at all (relationship to humanity is like that trope where human beliefs create strange eldritch beings. but like in a way that i feel protective of humans and other persons)

•i don't ever occupy the body, i interact with the world through imposition so my experiences reflect that!

•i'm a pink, hyperfeminine anthropomorphic fox!

•otherkin with the spellthing from curse words :3

•NO DNI BITCHESSSS B333 (ok except like nsfw blogs since bodily a minor)

[pinknerdybeing]

i think we'll be changing this blog to just be my personal one, since we don't really care for the plural community here, and any generic plurality stuff that's related more to Tomira (my host) than me can just be put on her alterhuman blog

so yay new beginnings :3

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i’m so curious:

us, we’re currently unsure 😅

also looking for ways to explain to people why we might have certain items like ears/tail without being like, “hi i’m deeply traumatized” if they don’t know about our cdd

maybe this is too niche a question for this tumblr but i am curious to hear anyone’s experiences :) i’m adding a ton of tags i hope that’s not bothersome /gen

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FUCK I JUST REALISED IT'S MY FRIEND. I NEVER EXPECTED TO MEET PEOPLE IRL WHO EVEN KNOW ABOUT THIS DISCOURSE LMAO

i mean it's not gonna change anything since they're not like a career anti endo or anything and i never tell people irl about my plurality anyhow but still oop ;w;

it's neat that they're a system though! Feels wrong that I know something like that without telling me but oh well too late, not gonna think about that anyhow probably

the feeling when you find a cool blog of someone from your nerd camp, you read their intro post and are like "omg they seem so cool", like they're into philosophy and punk rock and stuff and then they have a fucking big ass red "ENDOS DNI" at the bottom of their pinned post. Like noooooooooo i wanted to attempt being moots :ccc

like idk why that type of stuff makes me sad, but also i guess i was already very emotional from it being the last day of the camp (it's full of queer neurodivergent weirdos and genuinely the best 3 weeks of each year)

[pinknerdybeing]

the feeling when you find a cool blog of someone from your nerd camp, you read their intro post and are like "omg they seem so cool", like they're into philosophy and punk rock and stuff and then they have a fucking big ass red "ENDOS DNI" at the bottom of their pinned post. Like noooooooooo i wanted to attempt being moots :ccc

like idk why that type of stuff makes me sad, but also i guess i was already very emotional from it being the last day of the camp (it's full of queer neurodivergent weirdos and genuinely the best 3 weeks of each year)

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I don't actually care about "scientifically proving (endogenic) plurality" or whatever. It's something that's experienced, so therefore it's as scientifically real as most psychological phenomena. And like, we personally don't care whether or not it's scientifically proven or not.

Seeing how it works is definitely interesting from my perspective as someone really interested in psychology, but like at the same time I don't care about the "proving it" part? Or like showing that there's different activity in the brain in regards to plurality stuff happening, or somehow proving that different headmates are somehow separate. Literally I don't believe that it has any impact on the validity of (endogenic) plurality. Personal experiences is already enough in my book, same as with nonhumans, gender, anything.

Again, I think figuring out how it exactly works would be very interesting, just not something I think affects us all that much??

And like it's not as if there's any way to prove consciousness in singlets lol, let alone for various headmates

[pinknerdybeing]

An often underestimated effect of becoming plural is how much more existential crises you can now have.

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Hello :0

HIIII :DDDD

[pinknerdybeing]

Hey syscoursers, I found a pretty recent study regarding endogenic plurality.

I’m wondering about other’s thoughts on it? I have some mixed feelings, so

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I'm "it" not like a thing, but like an abstract concept

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funny quote from snafu because we thought it was funny:

"HA! SKILL ISSUE!! Masz ciało!"

[English: HA! SKILL ISSUE!! You have a body!]

(context: talking about procrastination and adhd brain stuff)