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I tried to be good for you

I really did

Yet I always end up failing

The tears you shed

are all because of me

Why cant you just understand

That I am no good for you

No matter how hard I try

There is always someone else

that can make you smile so bright

brighter than I could ever

I believe that if I held you tight

My love would magically show

but I held too tight that you crushed

in my arms

It was a slap to my face

that I had to let you go

let you go to someone else

Someone who could hold you gently

as if you were a delicate flower

I tried so hard to be that someone

but I cant

And Im sorry

I'm sorry I caused you so much pain

So much shedded tears

and I hope someone can wipe them away

because you deserve to smile so bright

brighter than I could ever

~ Little Piper

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The ink spills red

Creating words of dread

Skin splitting

allowing the words to flow

As wounds are reopened

again

each promise destroyed

as ink drips

from the skin

and as more spills

less you feel

Until it all fades black

then you wake up again

~ Little Piper

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A cloth

Forever covering my eyes

Your beauty is no longer

All I have are memories

but those soon fade

I still hear your smooth voice

As you describe the sea

I don't know its beauty

nor do I remember it

but the way your words flow

it creates a new beauty in my mind

And as you speak

I start to believe

that maybe

the blindfold isn't so bad

as long as you are by my side

speaking about the beauty that you see

~ Little Piper

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I'm in love with you

how I wish I could say

but I know you don't feel the same

You wonder why I'm so bad at relationships

its cause they're not you

They don't smile like you

They don't laugh like you

They don't talk like you

They don't make me feel the way you do

but I can't tell you this

I have to watch you have others

Others that hurt you

Others that will never be good enough for you

I have to listen when you come to me

Crying when they don't know how to love you

how I wish I could say

I am in love with you

with you're beautiful eyes

how the light shade of green reminds me of grass

When the sun shines on them

how the tiny hint of yellow in them tell me that

You are the Sun I need in my life

I am in love with You

But you don't feel the same

And that's okay

~ Little Piper

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Near yet far

We are like puzzle pieces

We fit together perfectly

but we don't stay

because a puzzle is no fun

once its complete

Our red string of fate

connects us

yet it's too tangled for us

to stay with one another

We have deep emotion

for one another

yet

We just don't seem to stay

~ Little Piper

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Why

Why doesn't it last

When do the loving words

turn sour

When does the love fade

It always happens

No one stays together

When did the butterflies disappear

When did the romance die

A street light slowly flickering

until it goes out

Just like everyone's love

When did the love fade

Why

~ Little Piper

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Photos always highlight the beauty

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I was a moth

Always chasing after the light

Only to be burned

but you

You saw me as the sunflower

and because of this

it made me see

that you

You were my sun

~ Little Piper

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Darkness

It's all I see

It's calming

but it's scary

why won't the

light shine

where is the

light

Wait I

think my

Savior is coming

But

why does it look

So Terrifying

I can't move

Someone please

Help

~ Little Piper

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Tell me a lie

Tell me that

Im not trapped

inside the walls

of my mind

Tell me that

I'll survive

another day

that there is

Still hope

even if it's

All lies just

Tell me

~ Little Piper

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Light

That's what I see

But I don't feel

warmth

Like everyone says you're supposesed to feel

Instead I feel

Cold

So cold it burns

My lips turn blue

The water coming from my eyes crystal

Something is pulling

me

I'm dragged deeper inside

Until the light turns

Dark

~ Little Piper

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Does it hurt to lose someone

Are you crying because you lost them

or is it because

You lost a part of yourself along with them

They're gone

They're gone

They're not coming back

They left you in this cruel world

alone

It used to be you and them against the world

now its just you

sad

lonely

you

Does it hurt to lose a part of yourself

~ Little Piper

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These words swallow me whole

I'm afraid to speak

Someone could hear me

No one can hear me

As i scream a silent scream

Into the darkness that surrounds me

Words can't save me now

~ Little Piper