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they call be sand unsdertale because im having a bad time
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today is not my lucky day is it
#first the fire alarms go off all night long and keep me from sleeping and now there was a Big Ass Spider in the house#I don’t like. hate spiders necessarily. I’m not quite arachnophobic either#but this was too big to be inside. too big wayyyy too big not a fan at all#I was the one who brought it outside because I am so cool and so very brave but not a fan of that guy.get outta here asap#idk what kind it was but I do not like it#not a brown recluse because those fellas aren’t around here but it was Big and Slightly Fuzzy and I Really Dislike It#funny how I will cry of joy over wasps but am repulsed by a spider doing absolutely nothing. real good logic there#‘hmmm this is an insect known for being aggressive and territorial. awesome.’#‘hmmmm this is a spider who is just standing there. I do not approve of this guy’
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one of these days I will burn to death in a fire because I will assume the fire alarms are a false alarm like always. follow for more morbid predictions fueled by 5 am anger and rage over those stupid fucking alarms that haven’t stopped for an hour
#this is only half a joke this nearly happened once shittttt#‘rrrghh. sounds like the neighbors have been smoking inside again. what a bunch of—‘ Oh Wait Their Stove Exploded I Should Get Out Maybe#insomnia evilposting#thismsort of counts. I definitely can’t sleep that’s for sure#so worried I’m just gonna keep blotting this out and then an actual fire will break out and I’ll be none the wiser#but that is called ocd so I should try to calm down maybe#if i start crankyposting tomorrow you know why. hana needs beauty sleep to not be angry all the time
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head hurt, this is evil I think
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Trying to look for a Summer job and. hoo boy. I’m screwed aren’t I. All the options I’m seeing are “camp counselor” “lifeguard” “fast food assistant” do you understand how these are the exact opposite of who I am as a person. I do not like young children nor am I any good with them, and I am extremely scared of germs, which young children tend to have in copious amounts. I am not a strong swimmer and going underwater triggers my fight or flight response (shoutout to that one swimming teacher who decided the best course of action was to force me to go underwater anyway and i spent the rest of the day feeling sick and shaky and Even More scared of going underwater than I was before, very good job you did there). I have extreme social anxiety to the point of being mute in some cases and can’t stand up for more than an hour or two at a time without passing out. That leaves me with the option of Absolutely Nothing and continuing to be broke as hell
#I’ve complained about this before but I’m still petty. and still looking for a part time job#I guess I don’t Need a job but I desperately want one. I need SOME sort of structure in my life I am floating aimlessly with no direction#and why not be honest I want the money. economy is bad and I need to get ahead of things while I have the chance yknow?#my family is by no means broke but I have Things I want that cannot be Reasonably Afforded at this point#i require material objects for my hobbies. grins. I’ve resorted to doing underpaid commissions for my siblings lmao#commissions which I Have Not Even Started on. whoops#iam soooo fuckinh ready for the real world (I’m NOT)
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can’t wait to fail my standardized tests 🦅🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥
#gifted kid to burnt out teenager who can’t do basic algebra due to crippling anxiety pipeline goes hard#I probably won’t fail honestly they are very easy most of the time but keyword being most of the time#but like#this isn’t most of the time I have never been so consistently tired and foggy in my LIFE#im like?? constantly fatigued no matter what this is not good#I’m hoping hoping hoping that getting into coding Maybe helped restart some of my basic math functions. maybe#i hear coding helps with problem solving skills which is a big part of math so here’s hoping (coughs up blood)#I am so fucking glad I’m homeschooled because public school would squash me like a bug in a matter of hours#even on the loosest of schedules I am STRUGGLING 🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥IM SO SMART IM SO TALENTED YAAAAAYYYYAAUAUUUGHHHHHHHHHH#fucking DIES TO DEATH i need to brush up on my math IMMEDIATELY or i will be doomed#(merrily prancing in a field of flowers) I will probably have to repeat a grade (spins around gleefully) FUCK#where is all this academic pressure coming from. heh. me. yyeah I’m the only one who’s being hard on myself#like damn I can’t even blame anyone this is a Me Problem through and through isn’t it#me when I’m not literally perfect at everything all the time:
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ignore yesterday’s historic crashout we good now
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fun thing they don’t mention about autism is that it can make medications Not Work Right and it’s super super fun and it ffeels like my bones are trying to escape my body
#love it when the silly meds do the exact opposite of what they’re supposed to do#‘this will help you focus 🥰🥰’ my attention span is currently that of a goldfish#I can barely type this without getting distracted I am DYING OVER HERE#I am simultaneously hyper aware of everything and also so extremely spacey
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can’t sleep as usual but at least there’s this image I found earlier so it’s ok
#insomnia evilposting#what is this you may ask? I do not know either#like I seriously don’t know I fell down a rabbit hole and didn’t bother actually looking at what I was seeing#i don’t know who that guy is or why Lincoln is there or what’s going on#but I’ve been quoting it all day. time to right on my script#i love finding random obscure images to use as reaction images#I am not tired this is awful awful no good I’m so mad#I’m on sleep meds that are supposed to knock you out but i guess not. too cool for it to work (DIES)#so normal and okay!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!#welp. time to right on the ol’ script
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sp tired this is not fair
#opposite of insomnia evilposting this is I. can’t stay awake bc I couldn’t sleep last night evilposting#utrffgvhhh
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Yayayyqyqyqywy more evil distressim dreams uuuyayyyyy I, so toredm
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I loooooove having dreams where I’m forced to have long hair and wear dresses it is so fun and awesome and not mildly distressing at all
#insomnia evilposting#sort of….goes into the general category of Evil Sleep Stuff#besides I can’t sleep AGAIN waaauuughhh#don’t wanna fall asleep I’ve had those dreams. for the last 2 nights in a row#they’re not nightmares per se but i just feel so gross within them eeuughghgg#I hate being trans. grins. this is hell I think#and according to some people I know. heh. that’s where I’m goinh#that or I’m too young to know or that it doesn’t matter bc I’ll always be a girl anyway#ppl are sooooo supportive yeehaw m gonna explode
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feels like I’m shedding my bones
#insomnia evilposting#so insanely tired but it’s kike I can’t stercg ebtiug#need someone to rip my legs out of position and wring them out#it’s like that tension before you stretch but it never ever goes away#it doesn’t hurt it doesn’t do anything but it is there and it keeps me up every night#awwwaaaughhh m so tired
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damn I seriously got zero irl friends huh
#that sounds depressing but eh it’s the way it be sometimes (all the time) (have not had irl friend in over 5 years it’s so okayitsofine)#it’s almost funny that I’m not sad about it bc I’m so used to it lmao#so I have no idea if I’m even sad about it I am very desensitized to the matter#oh yeah having no friends? what about it is that how Everyone is#technically. TECHNICALLY I have one but they are now a long distance friend and it’s been almost 6 years since I’ve seen em so. Yknow#wonder what it’s like. wonder if it’s fun or not I actually got no idea#this all sounds So fucking depressing but it’s a genuine question for me najojnjsojnssno idk what it’s like maybe it’s awesome#I’m just too cool for everyone else (COPING) (EVERYONE THINKS IM RUDE AND I’M SOCIALLY INCOMPETENT OH NO OH NO OH N)#I’ve got a nasty nasty case of resting bitch face I think. it certainly seems that way anyway#that combined with selective mutism is a recipe for people not approaching me i assume. heh. they can’t handle the hana swag
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The insomnia daylight savings time combo goes hard
#insomnia evilposting#IIIIII FUCKINH HATE THISSSSSSXRFCUFCGGFCHCHGHGJV#TOO HOT!!! LEGS ARE SO SORE!!! FEES LIJE MY BODY IS IMPLODING
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sighs wearily. miss you little sleep medication
#insomnia evilposting#I know it’s only like 10 pm but I can tell. no sleep for lil ol me#shouldn’t have taken that stupid nap earlier. always a bad idea no good#I did what I had to do to survive!!! but I am paying the price now#at least there is always old reliable. relaxing Nintendo music compilations. my saving grace
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