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[planethibiscus]

omg I almost forgot to mention! do you mind if you could to mouthwashing headcanons where they’re jealous over reader ? Tysm

SELFISH ♱ MW

Jimmy is obviously at the top of this list. He is a narcissistic lover who sways between seeing you as the only one worthy to stand by his side as a near equal or a lowly bitch who's his god given right. Because of this he's easy to make defensive, and when Jimmy gets defensive he gets offensive. Jimmy will take it out on everybody: you, the perpetrator, and himself. It's an overall miserable experience for all parties involved. You'll be expected to make it up to him afterwards too, because one way or another it was your fault.

Curly can't help but to get jealous. You're the perfect partner and God does it piss him off and make him so, so sad to see that other people are realising that too. His jealousy fills him with the drive to compete for you, because you deserve someone who will compete, so his anger is never taken out on anybody but himself. He eagerly tries to show off the best version of himself to you without being too overwhelming, but there's only so much that he can do without giving away his big fat inappropriate crush.

Anya just feels so insecure watching you interact with other people. It doesn't matter how illogical it is, what matters is that she feels like shit. She's much better at dealing with it if you're in a relationship, but if you're not? God it's awful to watch you spend time with other people when you probably never think about her at all. Meanwhile she's biting her finger joints until the pink skin around them is bruised, trying to take her stress out on something other than her pen to avoid bursting another ink cartridge all over herself.

Swansea is more jealous of you than he is of other people, but he does get a bit gatekeepy about who deserves to be around you and who doesn't. You're a sweet, lovely person and you should only be surrounded by people who will nurture that. That's why he almost never interacts with you on purpose, but if he sees another asshole coming by to dampen your day then he's about to get real with them. Swansea is the king of standing a moderate distance away from you whilst warding off anybody he deems a weirdo.

Daisuke is certainly insecure but he could never take it out on you. He values your opinion of him far too much to risk making a scene, and he's really worried that he'll come off as controlling or douchey if he tries to pry you away from anyone. You can have your pick of anybody you want, and he's certain that everybody wants you. How could they not?! You're so awesome! He'll just have to stick by your side to make sure that no one is making any moves on you. No need to be mean to you about issues that are all his own. He has enough self confidence at least to think that you won't go for Swansea.

A/N: take care anon ᯓ★

[planethibiscus]

Can you do general headcanons for a Yandere Daisuke from Mouthwashing?

I kinda just wanna see him evil lol

Posted! 🩷

[planethibiscus]

Yandere daisuke headcanons? Sorry I got really hyperfixated on mouthwash

YANDERE DAISUKE

TWS: general obsessive behaviours.

Yandere Daisuke's song is SWEET TOOTH by CAVETOWN.

PERSONALITY

Daisuke is an obsessive, delusional and remorseful yandere. One that's absolutely smitten with being in love with you.

His obsession stems from a place of reverence. He sees you as this perfect person who is everything he didn't know he wanted. It's such a coincidence that he'd ever get to meet you out of the billions of other people in the world that it almost feels like fate is trying to throw him a bone. Maybe you're made for eachother, he hopes so.

But it's also influenced by insecurity. There's this sense of urgency behind every second of his life now that he's met you. He's stuck between the fear of getting rejected and the urge to lock you down before this trip ends and you walk back out of his life forever. He can't waste this amazing opportunity now that he's met you, so he overthinks every little microism and interaction he might have with you in a neurotic way.

Daisuke's delusions are connected to his fanatical mannerisms. You are his dream person, so you can do no wrong. You're incapable of any deliberate transgression and if somebody is upset at you then it's entirely their fault for misunderstanding. He's happy to play mind games. If he ever catches himself disagreeing with you then he'll try to convince himself that you're right. You could tell him that 2 + 4 is 10 and he'd spend hours trying to prove your equation for you on Swansea's whiteboard. You could kick him in the nuts and he'd still tell you it was hilarious whilst curled up on the floor and crying.

He's an absolute enabler. This means that if you want something he's the first one to comply. He's the definition of a yes man, he'll never say no because he's just lucky to even be invited along! He wants to show his support, and it definitely has nothing to do with how frightened he is that maybe you won't like him back if he ever has a different opinion. He's scared of coming across as a controlling guy because you won't be into that, right? He figures that his best shot of wooing you is to act just like you, because you're the coolest person he knows.

His remorse comes from struggling with his emotions. When he gets jealous it destroys him because being difficult and angry is the antithesis of his regular personality. He feels ashamed and scared of these new bad emotions, and knows on a deeper level that at least those ones aren't healthy. He's never felt so deeply for another person and it's beautiful, he's so grateful for it, but he's worried that he won't be able to keep it together and might hurt you in the process.

When he's really thinking about it, he's aware of how dependent he is on you. You make him feel so good, the best he's ever felt in his whole life. But then you also make him feel absolutely horrible when you aren't near or paying him enough attention. Sometimes he's scared that you won't be into a super sappy guy like him...

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HANGING OUT

Daisuke is absolutely the type of guy to use the yawn and stretch method when he's sat next to you, except he's always too chicken to actually follow through. He wants to put his arm around you so badly, but he'll get to the pinical of his fake yawn and realise that he's much too scared to actually make a move on you. He'll try again and again and end up stuck like that, with his arms raised in the same spot and repeatedly side eyeing you until you wonder just how tired this guy is. Then after an embarrassingly long stretch he'll let them flop down again, dejected.

He really, really likes to match you. Whether it be the amount of steps you're taking to get to a place, the particular way that you swing your arms when you're walking, maybe the tempo of your breathing. You're more likely to notice how he picks the same food item as you whenever you're in the lounge, but if you ever ask about it he'll just laugh and insist that it's his favorite too! Unless it's not your favorite, then it's actually his second favorite, and your favorite is his favorite.

He also mimics your body language because he once saw online that parroting behaviour can make someone like you. He crosses his legs when you cross your legs, shifts in his seat and leans on his hands the way that you do too. He copies the things that you say and uses them like a kid who's just learnt how to swear.

Daisuke likes to see you having fun far too much to ever justify pulling you away from the group, but he will try to get alone time with you whenever he can. This leads to awkwardly meeting you in the hallways and coincidentally taking his breaks at the same time that you are. Sometimes you might see him peeking in through the window of whatever room that you're working in, and when he notices that you've caught him he'll try to act like he was just walking past. He'll duck his head back and then stiffly pass the door again just to try and sell it.

He's very performative for you. He's the type of guy to jump in front of whatever he perceives a threat to you. This could be a bug or someone twice his size. He will comically roll up his sleeves and try to crack his neck, maybe even uttering a dead serious "let me take care of this, babe." even if he won't win. Anything for your attention and a chance to display his devotion.

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LOVING YOU

Daisuke's love language is messy. He's a big fan of all of them, but if they were going to be put on a list then it'd probably go:

Acts of service.

Quality time.

Physical affection.

Words of affirmation.

Gift giving.

He enjoys physical touch a lot. He likes to always have a hand on you if you've given him the green light for physical contact. It helps with his separation anxiety. His hands can never be still even if they're on you though. He'll use your hand like a stress toy, squeezing and fidgeting with it, swinging it around, pulling and stretching out your fingers until you ball your fist up.

But of course just being around you means everything to him as well. That's why quality time is higher on the list.

Unfortunately on the Tulpar he doesn't have a lot of free time to spend with you. He counts down the hours on the clock until he can next see you, eager for the opportunity to say "I need to use the bathroom" to Swansea again so that he can wander the hallways and try to peep on whatever room you're working in.

Because of the free time issue and the fear of making you uncomfortable with unwanted physical touch, he finds that the best way to show his affections is through acts of service. He'll hold open doors by waving his arm through the sensor repeatedly even if you're at the opposite end of a hallway, he'll be the first to answer any question you ask like "what time is it?" and he'll make you a coffee when Swansea is waiting for his own, but it's going cold because Daisuke is searching the ship for you instead.

He's more comfortable giving compliments than receiving them because he's not used to being praised, but that's not to say he doesn't adore it if you do. Just don't expect him to know how to accept a compliment. He's going to hit every single one back at you with a "nooo, you're way better-" like you're playing a tennis match.

Gift giving is at the bottom, but only because he can't give you anything on the Tulpar. He'll try to sneak you pilfered packets of sweetener if you'll accept them, but if you don't want those then there's not much he can offer you. If you were on earth then he'd spend all of his allowance on pretty things for you. Snacks, trinkets and dates too if you'd go on one with him. He'd like to take you thrifting one day. He'd also like to marry you, but that's a little later down the line.

A/N: thank you for requesting! I've gotten a handful of yandere Daisuke requests so I wanted to post this fast and high quality. I'm a slow writer because I work a lot irl and when I have free time I'm often too tired to think, let alone write. I hope this was good. Lots of love <3

[planethibiscus]

Hiii !! I was wondering if you could do some jealous Yandere hcs (similar to the ones you did for until dawn) but with mouthwashing? Ty!!

JEALOUSY ⬤ MW

Jimmy is a vengeful and miserable man. He envies reader as they are, for who and what they are, no matter their situation. He's never satisfied, always wanting what he doesn't have. If he doesn't have you then it's all he can think about. When he finally does get you though, it still won't be enough. He'll adapt his victim complex to begin envying you instead of fully appreciating you. Oh how "good" you have it with him. You're so fucking lucky and yet you have no idea. Woe is Jimmy, the unwilling slave to your love.

Swansea is a tired and cynical soul. He envies readers likeness. Similarly to how he is jealous of Daisuke, he is jealous of your lot in life. He wants to feel nearly as important as you are to all who you bless with your glimmering presence. He has a wife, kids, a job, he's stable. But he's miserable. Even if you're also miserable, or you don't have nearly as many accomplishments as him, there's just this special spark about you that makes you worth so much more than he could ever be.

Anya is exhausted and unlucky. She envies readers security. There's this way about you that comforts her and she loves it, but it's this underlying sense of safety that she assumes can only come from someone who has their shit together. Things seem to work out for you, and they should, because you're so lovely that life must give you special treatment or else it's being cruel and unjust. She just can't help but think that maybe if things in her life went half as well as they do in yours, then she'd be a better, happier person. One you'd like to be with.

Curly feels stuck. He envies readers freedom. So badly does he want to wrap you up in his arms and squeeze the knots out of your back with one powerful hug. He's just so worried that he'll scare you off and it keeps him paralysed. He wonders if you'd be terrified of your mismatched power dynamic or comforted by it. He wants you so terribly but he has a responsibility that you don't, as your captain, to make sure that you feel safe. If pushing advances on you might make you uncomfortable then he wouldn't dare. Even if it's all he can think about.

Daisuke is enthralled by the sensations of love but insecure. He holds no true jealousy towards reader, yet often finds himself wishing that he was half as cool as them. He adores being around you. Not a moment spent in your presence is a waste of time. He desperately hopes that you might feel the same, and that you don't think spending time with him is a chore. He doesn't want to bore you or annoy you at all. Your opinion of him holds him in a death grip, but he loves how it chokes him. It reminds him just how lucky he is to be perceived by you at all.

[planethibiscus]

How do the yanderes Mitch, Louis, Clementine, Violet, react to Reader who steps in front of them and gets shot in their place?

I WOULD TAKE A BULLET FOR YOU!

Tw: mentions of character death, angst, injury description, some (small) spoilers for twdg s4 in Violets part, and mentions of suicide.

Content below the cut.

Mitch

Shock and anger will hit him harder than any bullet could. That anger extends to you by the way. How stupid are you? You know he can't live without you. It's almost like you're doing this on purpose, like you want to kill him from the inside or something.

So when he sees you fall to the ground in front of him he goes absolutely feral, but that reaction is all internal. He can't make his body choose between cradling you and beating your assailant to death, so he's just frozen in place. It's for the better. If he wasn't being held hostage by shock, then he'd almost definitely get himself killed.

If you're dead, it's a matter of moments before he is too. He will not have the self control to protect himself. At least he won't be suffering for long without you though. He'll kill himself on purpose in some desperate scramble to avenge you. Dying this way is the only chance he has to redeem himself. He won't be forgiven otherwise.

If you're alive, Mitch will not visit you in recovery. He can't bear to step inside the room that you're resting up in. Looking at you makes him feel sick, like he let this happen to you and now he has to deal with the reality of it. His mood swings are terrible, caught between being distraught with guilt and physically sick with anger.

What keeps him away from your bedside is fear. He's scared. Afraid that you'll look at him with the same anger he's crippled by. If you're mad at him then he'll understand why, but he just can't take it. It doesn't occur to him that you won't be angry with him. He blames himself for this, so why wouldn't you?

So he won't come into your room, but he will stand outside your door like a private bouncer, blocking everyone else out too. He's not letting anybody but Ruby inside, and that's only because she's the closest thing to a nurse they've got. Mitch is angry at you, too. Usually you're what grounds him and calms him down, but he can't even look at the door you're behind without shaking, so he stands with his back to it all pouty.

What you've done, it's an insult to your relationship, a sharp and painfully rude reminder that this is the apocalypse and people die all the time. He did not need such a harsh reminder that he could lose you when he's already so slow to opening up.

He'll never trust you to make rational decisions again. You almost got yourself killed, so there's no way that you can argue to him that you're capable of making your own choices. You were almost taken away from him because of your choices, and that's the greatest offense he's ever borne witness to.

If you're so willing to throw your life away over him, then there's clearly something wrong with you. There's something wrong with him too though so maybe that's why he's drawn to you. He doesn't see you as too good for him anymore, but rather, just as twisted as he is in your own lovely way. At least you're redeemable in comparison, but it's like you're made for eachother.

Obviously you know he's outside your door. You can hear him shuffling out there, and you can see the shadow of his feet through the gap in the frame. Ruby will tell you all about how ridiculous he's being whenever she's let in, complaining softly about your guard dog whilst she takes care of you. You'll have to call him in yourself if you want to address the issue. He'll listen then, but he'll act funny.

"You're an idiot." you'll have to tell him. Then he'll find the strength in himself to snap, storming over and trying to yell at you for what you did. He'll be unable to when he remembers that you're in a recovery bed. The very sight makes him poorly with regret.

"You're an idiot!" he'll sputter dejectedly, trailing off into a humiliated sob. His voice breaks under the pressure of his terrible emotion. His fists are clenched but he won't use them. His expression is ugly, his body bending forward so that he can argue right over your face. All he can do is sniffle for forgiveness. He is so sorry that he let this happen.

Louis

Louis can't believe it. No, literally, he doesn't believe it. He's a very delusional sweetheart. It doesn't matter how much blood blooms from your wound, or whether the blossoming red gets on his face and clothes, in his mind you're simply not in any real danger.

He'd be touched at first, the initial realisation that you've thrown yourself in front of a loaded gun for him is so sweet. Until the visceral terror hits and he realises that you've actually thrown yourself in front of a loaded gun for him. He doesn't understand why anyone would deliberately put themselves in harms way for him, let alone you, heavenly, perfect you.

So this was an accident, you didn't mean to get shot. He must've moved or maybe he actually pushed you in front of him or something. You wouldn't do this willingly, no way. Maybe he's dreaming, having a romantic nightmare.

If you're dead he's having some real trouble acknowledging it. He wants to think that you're listening to him like you always do, and you're actually feeling his tears land on your pretty face. Maybe you'll wake up any moment, or maybe he will.

He might as well have been shot. He's not going to be the same guy anymore. He'll hold you until someone wrestles him off of you. Then he'll try to carry the body with him, and if anyone lets him, they're going to realise once they get home that he has no intentions of actually burying you. Even when the cold has crept into your skin, he insists that you're just sick and need a blanket. No one can convince him otherwise.

Another fight will ensue, whilst everyone tries to argue with him that he cannot keep a corpse, he's tuning it out. To admit that you're dead is to admit that he's dead.

If it's something survivable then you're going to have to be okay, because it would be really cruel to admit your feelings for him and then die immediately afterwards. Louis mentally can't handle the idea of you not living through this to laugh about it later.

"You're gonna be okay- you're gonna be okay, you're gonna be okay-"

He's crying but he doesn't seem to realise it. He'll keep denying your injury even whilst choking on his own snot, hands too preoccupied staunching your wound and therefore unable to wipe his tears away. If you're killed right before he actually gets to do anything romantic with you, it'll be such a waste, so he puts all of his effort into manifesting your future.

He's in fight or flight, so he doesn't quite realise that all of your friends are actually trying to help and not just take you away from him. Someone will need to restrain him to get you back home.

During recovery you will not be afforded alone time. At first Ruby will try to bargain for your peace, arguing that it's essential to achieve a faster recovery. She'll be unsurprisingly ignored. Love is the best medicine anyway, and he'll say so quite proudly.

Louis must remain by your side at all times. To hold your hands in his, smile at you, and shed some more tears. He still won't wipe them away even now, because touching you takes top priority. You'll notice that his hands are really dirty, still stained with your blood that he's refused to wash off.

Even if days pass, those stains still will be there. That blood is your gift to him, why the hell would he wash it off? It's the mark of your love, the beginning of your relationship. What else would it be? Just blood? Um, no, it's symbolic and shit. A physical reminder that he must pay back an endless favor to you.

He won't stop smiling or crying, or take hints when it's time for him to leave you be. His reverence is no longer hidden behind any kind of playful front. He's letting everyone see how dependent he is on you. People won't realise that this incident didn't make him crazy and he's just always been like this. Now he's almost excited for the day where he can jump in front of a gun, just to show you how serious he is.

Clementine

Clementine is sent into a blind rage the moment the idea of you being harmed is brought up, so right now, she's absolutely off of her rocker. She'll rip that person apart using her hands and teeth on purpose, becoming more effective than any weapons she's got. Whoever shot you isn't ready for the animalistic flair of how Clementine will deliver justice unto you.

Clementine will mutilate them as long if she isn't stopped first. She knows that you've been injured and that she needs to tend to you as soon as possible, but the raw hatred surging through her is a buzz she's servant to fulfil. She might die beside you to finish her attack, but finish it she will.

If it's a deadly shot then she won't waste the last moments of your precious time together trying to stall the inevitable. Clementine is accustomed to loss. This was bound to happen sooner or later.

Instead, she'll hover over your body like she's always wanted to, and then she'll watch you die. She's going to eat up every last second of your life like it's ambrosia. She'd have already killed your attacker at this point, so her breath would be heavy and she'd be numb with adrenaline.

She'll straddle you softly, with her bloody hands cradling your face. She tilts it towards her to breathe in your last breaths. The picture of your face will burn itself into her retinas so fiercely that she'll be stuck with haunting after-images every time that she blinks.

If you're already dead when she manages to get to you then she'll be very angry. She wanted just one moment to remember, but she's unsurprised that the world couldn't afford her this. She'll pick you up and take you back home with her, to a private spot. Somewhere peaceful, somewhere you liked. You deserve a pretty grave big enough for the both of you, so that one day she can be right beside you forever.

If you're alive and the wound isn't fatal then you'll be fiercely kissed for your stupidity and bravery. It's inappropriate and short lived, because you're interrupted by her harshly compressing your wound. It hurts like hell. Once you've caught your breath from that, you'll have a wide pair of angry hazel eyes to explain yourself to.

Clementine demands to be a part of the treatment process, pushing Ruby aside to do the more intimate work. She'll be the one to pull the bullet from your wound, to clean the area and get a real look at you. It's for the better that she gets to, because she simply can't control her anger when she sees someone else causing you pain.

If you ask her to leave you alone while you're recovering then she will begrudgingly do as asked. Don't be surprised if AJ coincidentally pops up in her absence though. It's okay because he comes with crayon drawings. A lot of them will be of you valiantly protecting Clem. You've inspired him.

It's likely that when she's not in your room then she'll be standing at post outside the door. It makes her feel better. AJ will also take turns doing this, so you always have a little bodyguard managing who can come in and see you. You won't the heart to tell either of them to stop.

She's kind of mad at you by the way. Why would you do something so reckless when it's her job to protect you? This incident makes her all the more scared to lose you in the future. You've lost all outside privileges for months. She was out with you when you got injured this badly, so all she can think of doing is locking you up.

You have a long road of proving yourself ahead. She genuinely considers AJ a better survivor than you now, and he'll tell you that. You're going to have to listen to him bragging about it at your bedside.

Violet

Violet is triggered into a passive but fearful mourning the moment that you hit the ground. She disassociates almost completely, lamenting a loss she hasn't secured.

Why does everyone close to her leave? First her grandma, then Minnie, and now you. Is she so terrible that you'd rather take a bullet than spend another second with her? She doesn't take it as a compliment or a show of devotion, she takes it as an attempt on your own life.

She thinks that she's pushed you into taking that bullet for ulterior motives. Not for her, but rather to get away from her. She's got it all twisted, but she genuinely believes that she understands you a little bit more now, because she knows why you would hate her. There are a lot of reasons. The silver lining is that maybe she's finally found something to connect with you on.

She's not overtly friendly like others, not really funny, not particularly good or skilled at anything either. She's got an attitude and a standoffish way about her that's undeniably off-putting in her eyes. She was so lonely when she lost her girlfriend and she slipped into a very dark place, which only made her more of a loner type. Maybe she's never resurfaced from it. Maybe she's just destined to drag everyone else who tries to pull her out of her hole down with her.

She'll fall to her knees, spitting and cursing and crawling towards you. If you were instantly killed then she envies you, because you've finally escaped. Without you she's going to have to find a new reason to wake up every day. It's going to be so hard accepting your death, but you'll get a grave right next to Minnies. She'll sit between the two, knees brought up to her chest, arms around her legs and head bowed in shame. It's her favorite resting spot. She's waiting for the day where she can be buried in her own little dark hole, right in the middle of you two.

If you're alive, then all you're going to hear is "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She's never going to run out of reasons to apologise to you. She's sorry that you felt the need to kill yourself. She's sorry because she's trying to save you when she knows that you don't want her to.

She scared of hurting you but she keeps her hands firmly pressed to your bleeding wound. She can feel it pulsing angrily beneath her sweaty palms, and she desperately hopes that you don't hate her too much for this.

"Don't leave me. Don't leave me." she mumbles, tear stricken, eyes big and haunted. They wash her freckled cheeks, leaving snail trails down her skin. Her jaw is set, bottom lip trembling whilst her teeth chatter.

During recovery Violet is going to be hot and cold with you. Sometimes she'll stick by your bedside, staring at you longingly but too ashamed of herself to speak up or touch you without your permission. Other times she'll wander the hallway outside of your room, or hide somewhere else in the school to quietly lament. She doesn't want to bother you. She thinks that you don't want her around at all which makes her angry.

She gets more standoffish if possible, snapping and glaring at everyone who's unfortunate enough to provoke her. It doesn't take much, just stepping into her world by walking into the same area as her will piss her off. That's of course when she's not by your side, or sat with her head in her knees outside of your door.

If you explain to her why you did what you did, she'll think you're crazy. Like actually, certifiably insane. Stupid, dumb, idiot. She yells at you, but she's not angry at you. She's sad, screaming in your face by accident whilst she begs you to never, ever put your life on the line for her again.

But now that she knows you don't hate her, physical affection is a must. She's holding your hand all of the time. She likes resting her head on your wound, as light as a feather, like it's a pillow for her. You gave her it, right? It's really romantic. Hot too. When it heals into a scar she's going to absolutely worship it. She'll be scolded by Ruby for this of course, because she's irritating your healing injury.

She'll still give you time alone even without being asked to. She's respectful like that. She'll leave the room for a couple of hours and wander around the school aimlessly until she thinks that you've had enough time alone. She knows that you need your space, she's a total loner after all. Even though she absolutely doesn't want to be anywhere else but with you, it's the least she can do to avoid stressing you out. She's knows she's a lot, and she's sorry for that.

An: thank you for your request! I chose to make this more of a segmented story fic than just headcannons because I thought that it fit the prompt more.

[planethibiscus]

Do you write or submit for The Quarry?

I may do soon. As I'm only just getting back into writing I've got a very small list of fandoms I'm accepting for. I'm hoping I can dip my toes in and get comfortable before I start going crazy. I love the Quarry though, so when I update my little list I'll have to add it on there. 🩷

[planethibiscus]

What would it be like if the yandere characters from Until Dawn were jealous of Reader?

JEALOUSY ⬤ UD

An: I interpreted the wording of this ask as the characters being jealous of the reader, but if you meant over reader, send another request and I'll write that.

Jessica is an insecure individual. She envies both readers looks and confidence. She ties her appearance to her level of importance, so it shocks her how ugly she feels in comparison to you. How little you seem to prioritise your looks might anger her because she has to fight for her presence to even slightly match yours. It makes her feel undeserving of you, like she's not worthy to be anything more with someone so much better than her.

Emily is a control freak. She envies readers influence. She notices your natural ability to sway others around you almost without trying, and it aggravates her that she doesn't possess that same power. People will do things for you simply because they want to. You don't have to play mind games or even ask. It's unfair. She wants that too, because then you'd be so much easier to make hers.

Hannah is desperate. She envies readers nonchalant manner of being. Hannah could never, she's in too deep with the “I love you”s and “I need you”s. She's so easily swept up in the throes of love that she forgets herself. She doesn't want to be less clingy until she sees how easily you cope without her. She resents you for it, how you're able to just keep on living without every thought being about her, whilst her every thought is about you.

Ashley is lonely. She envies readers ability to make friends. Your easy way of making those around you comfortable is something she wishes she knew how to do. She'd use it on you if she could. Make you open up to her, relax a little beside her, but she can't help feeling that she's creeping you out. She wants to share in your peace of not overthinking simple “hello”s and “how are you?”s because it's driving her insane.

Josh is vindictive. He envies readers compassion. He used to be a loving person to all of his friends in his own silly way, but now he feels like an outsider in his own inner circle. He can't stand these people, he doesn't like them anymore, but you do. It makes him bitter, he wishes he could be as forgiving as you are, but watching you be so warm with them leads him to believe that he's just not as good of a person as you need.

Chris is skeptical. He envies readers trust. Chris does not trust himself around you at all. He feels like he'll screw up something, lose some nerve and say something stupid that'll make you never want to talk to him again. He doesn't like how he's beginning to feel uncomfortable around his friends, but he just can't trust them around you, and he can't trust himself to let his guard down when someone else might hurt you, or god forbid, swoon you first.

Mike is invested. He envies readers indifference. Before he met you, he was an easy man with easy morals. Now he finds himself wanting to settle down, his fear of commitment squashed under your smile. But he knows it's crazy to ask you for anything serious when you hardly know eachother, so for once he'll have to dread playing the slow game instead of feeling empowered by it.

Beth is honest. She envies readers filter. She's always been a truthful type, but since meeting you she's become unable to hold words in. Things she doesn't mean to say will slip out and horrify her. Compliments too deep and specific to be from a friend will leave her lips before she realises she was distracted by your eyes. Biting remarks towards old friends will be spat out in a natural way that she fears will disgust you.

Matt is emotional. He envies readers stability. Head over heels isn't a bad way to be in his opinion, afterall it's quite rewarding to have someone who can immediately give you that dopamine boost, but it's also dangerous. You hold far too much power over his mood. A smile from you can set him up for a whole week. A frown from you can ruin his month.

Sam is smitten. She can't find any reason to be jealous of you. There's no need to envy you because she's simply so lucky to have you, even if you're not actually hers yet. Things she sees in you, she doesn't need to have in herself. You bring those things to her life by being there. You fulfil her by being. That's all.

An2: thank you for your request!

[planethibiscus]

CURRENTLY TAKING REQUESTS FOR...

Mouthwashing

Until Dawn

Telltales: The Walking Dead

Squid Game

The Quarry

Stardew Valley

Please check my rules here before sending!

Fandoms are subject to change. Check this post to see if they are still on.

[planethibiscus]

MY RULES

Before requesting check my current fandoms here.

Welcome to my blog! Here is my basic rules list. I will write:

SFW/NSFW.

Headcannons, oneshots, alphabets and story fics.

Romantic and Platonic partnerings.

Kinks (ex, noncon, dubcon etc.)*

Occasional match ups.

*Send me a message or an ask to see if I'm comfortable writing more specific things.

NOTE: JUST BECAUSE I HAVE NOT YET POSTED A REQUEST DOES NOT MEAN IT IS BEING IGNORED.

The following is non negotiable. I will not write:

Pedophilia.

Non yandere.

Character x character.

This is a yandere/dark blog, so please evaluate what you are comfortable reading. I will put trigger warnings on content I post. This makes it your responsibility to ignore a post that will upset you.