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maybe get rid of lex and tim because they're not used very often. same with the sideblog for the nublarsix because no one really writes with them.

i thinking of downsizing my muses.

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i thinking of downsizing my muses.

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❝ I know that, but that's literally all i've really seen when it comes to relationships. i've had many others before, but i've never been interested in any of them as much as they were interested in me. ❞ he admitted and ran his fingers through his hair. ❝ ------ ..... i do trust you. more than i trust most people. ❞ including myself.

That meant a lot to Candace that he was opening up. It was nice to hear, but more importantly, it was great that he was opening up and being honest. It's not that she didn't think he was in the first place, but he was making himself vulnerable, which she hadn't seen. "Your parents aren't like us," she frowned a bit, staying in her place. "I'm not going to let you push me away, Zach. I'm going to fight for you. For us. I know there's a lot you're not telling me and that's fine but trust is the one thing a relationship is built on. I need you to trust me."

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❝ you are what i wanted. hell, you're more than what i've wanted. for years. ❞ he admitted after a moment of silence. ❝ ----- i just don't want us to turn out like my parents if things ever get more serious than it is now. it's why i do things, or say thing that drive other's away, so they don't have to witness it, or feel it. ❞ he did blame his parents, but he also didn't blame them. they didn't want him or gray to see what was going on, but he saw right through it. so did gray, unfortunately.

"Then what are you saying?" Candace asked, arms folded across her chest, because she was confused. It felt like he was starting to push her away recently, just when she thought things were going good. "Talk to me, okay? Don't just bottle things up. My mom and brother do that all the time and it drives me insane."

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of course he knew that she could handle it on her own, but he didn't want her to get hurt and lose her life like her sisters. that wasn't what he wanted and he was sure it wasn't what owen wanted, either. he continued to tug at her, though he didn't exactly move her all too much until he felt her grab his hand and began to drag him away, out of line of any danger. he did have some trouble keeping up with her, but he did manage to keep himself upright despite the fact that he kept on tripping over himself a few times with her speed.

When Zach continued to tug at her, her eyes narrowed as her lips curled into a slight snarl. So it seemed like he wasn't planning on leaving without her, which Blue found admirable but frustrating at the same time. Did he not think she could handle this? Because she was more than capable of it. Though there was a chance that he was worried about her, despite knowing she could. And that only caused her facial features to soften a bit. ❝Is that so? What if I say you have to make me?❞ She asked, a slight challenge in her tone. ❝So determined to get what you want.❞ The raptor deadpanned, looking directly at him now. Green hues scanning over the familiar features of the male, studying him carefully before sighing. ❝I could have handle it but fine, let's go.❞ Blue huffed out, grabbing Zach's hand moments later. Then without much warning, she began running in the opposite direction of the danger.

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My muse is woken up from a particularly vivid and terrifying nightmare. Send “shh, you’re okay.” to calm and comfort them.

Send ‘It’s okay. You’re okay.’ for the reverse for your muse waking up from a particularly vivid and terrifying nightmare. And for my muse to comfort your muse. 

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disappointed ... sentence starters

"I expected better of you."

"I know you can do better."

"You really let me down here."

"Of course I'm upset with you."

"I can't believe you've done this."

"Yeah, you really messed this up."

"I'm not angry… just disappointed."

"All that faith in you… and for what?"

"You just don't seem to learn, do you?"

"I thought I could trust you. I guess not."

"I guess that's my fault for trusting you."

"Why did I think you were capable of it?"

"Save it. I'm done being let down by you."

"You're not the person I thought you were."

"Well, at least you'll know better for next time."

"Why do you keep doing this? You know better."

"Why am I always stuck cleaning up your mess?"

"You had the perfect shot… only to go and blow it."

"No, I don't believe you. You never keep your word."

"Did you even stop to think how this would affect me?"

"You didn't even stop to think for one second, did you?"

"No, don't apologize. Your apologies don't mean anything."

"I don't need you to say sorry. I need you to stop doing that."

"No, you know what? I told you so. I TOLD you this would happen."

"I didn't think my expectations of you could go any lower, yet here we are."

"Why do there always have to be consequences for you to learn anything?"

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life-threatening situations...

(contains many triggers... included, but not limited to: violence, natural disasters, car/plane crashes, and drowning. continue at your discretion )

send (bank) for our muses to be hostages in a bank robbery together

send (blaze) for our muses to be caught in a burning building together

send (dry) for our muses to be lost in a desert together, with very little water

send (snow) for our muses to be lost out in the woods when a blizzard whips up

send (drop) for our muses to have fallen into a sinkhole, and gotten trapped, together

send (gust) for our muses to be huddling in a tornado shelter during a storm together

send (wash) for our muses to be stuck on a washed out road, with rising water, together

send (sunk) for our muses to be in a sinking ship together, in one of the only air pockets

send (entry) for our muses to be living together, and hear someone breaking into their home

send (frozen) for our muses to be trapped in the middle of a frozen lake, and the ice is cracking

send (collapsed) for our muses to be trapped together in a collapsed building after an earthquake

send (crash) for our muses to have barely survived a serious car crash in the middle of nowhere

send (downed) for our muses to be the only survivors on a deserted island, following a plane crash

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the young adult shook his head at her words, tugging her back a little more. sure, she was a raptor but now she was human. despite that, she probably could take on the danger, but he didn't want her to and end up getting hurt. he'd feel too guilty about it, so he'd rather she didn't try to face this on her own. ❝ no, we're both going to safety. ❞ he argued lightly. ❝ now come on. ❞ he urged. she didn't have the help like she did when it came to fighting off the indominus --- owen wasn't there. her sister's weren't there. and the t-rex wasn't there. of course, this isn't like the indominus, but it was still a dangerous situation that he definitely couldn't get out safely unless they leave and run somewhere that will be safe for them.

It wasn't the first time Blue had put herself between the male and something dangerous, it was just this time was different. She didn't have her sisters for help and she didn't have Owen, well at least at the moment since he wasn't around currently. And well she was currently human, last time she was a raptor. Yet that wasn't going to stop the female, after all she was still a predator no matter what form she was in. So of course she put herself between Zach and the current danger, didn't even think twice. Putting his safety before her own but then came his words, which caused her to huff softly. ❝You are technically correct, we're not facing this. I am facing this while you get to safety.❞ She remarked before she felt his hand on her shoulder, tugging her back gently. If it was anyone else, she would have probably snapped at them but instead she sighed out ❝Zach..❞

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❝ i’m fine. just... blurry. ❞

❝ how long have i been awake? ❞

❝ i’m not even tired anymore. that’s the scary part. ❞

❝ sorry, what were you saying? i spaced out. ❞

❝ do my eyes look as bad as they feel? ❞

❝ i swear i just blinked. was that a nap? ❞

❝ i think my thoughts are melting. ❞

❝ caffeine is basically my blood type at this point. ❞

❝ i can’t tell if i’m hallucinating or dreaming with my eyes open. ❞

❝ i should sleep. but if i stop, i’m afraid i won’t start again. ❞

❝ don’t let me fall asleep here. seriously. ❞

❝ i’m running on fumes and bad decisions. ❞

❝ every time i close my eyes, it feels like i’m falling. ❞

❝ i forgot what rested feels like. ❞

❝ if i sleep, i’ll miss everything. ❞

❝ i’m too tired to be mad… so congrats, i guess. ❞

❝ i can’t think straight. not with this fog in my head. ❞

❝ my body’s here, but the rest of me checked out hours ago. ❞

❝ sleep is a luxury i can’t afford right now. ❞

❝ i think i’m dreaming. wait... am i dreaming? ❞

❝ my nightmares are waiting for me. i’d rather stay awake. ❞

❝ i need to rest, but resting feels like surrender. ❞

❝ there’s no peace when i close my eyes. ❞

❝ i’m scared to sleep. i’m scared of what’s waiting in the dark. ❞

❝ i can’t stop. if i do, everything falls apart. ❞

❝ don’t ask if i’m okay—just lie with me for a little while. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean to snap. i’m just... so tired. ❞

❝ sleep doesn’t help anymore. it just delays the crash. ❞

❝ the world feels louder when you haven’t slept. ❞

❝ i’m unraveling, thread by thread. ❞

❝ every second awake feels like it’s clawing at my brain. ❞

❝ i’m afraid if i close my eyes, you’ll be gone when i wake up. ❞

❝ i’ve been running on survival mode for too long. ❞

❝ this isn’t living, this is drifting. ❞

❝ sometimes being awake hurts less than the dreams. ❞

❝ i don’t know if i’m tired or if i’m just... done. ❞

❝ my thoughts keep looping like a broken record. ❞

❝ i keep thinking maybe i’ll rest when it’s all over. ❞

❝ i can’t sleep. not when you’re still hurting. ❞

❝ i keep waiting for morning, but it never comes. ❞

❝ my body aches like grief. ❞

❝ i’m holding on. barely. ❞

❝ i’m so tired, i forgot why i started this. ❞

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@chaoticrebels asked [ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger -- Blue at Zach??

his heart had picked up, blinking a few times when she had seen her step in front of him, eyes widening in the slightest before he swallowed thickly and shook his head. ❝ we need to go. we're not facing this. ❞ he exclaimed, his hand soon landing on her shoulder to tug her back gently.

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@blumhouses asked ❝ maybe i was never what you wanted. ❞ (from candace)

he swallowed thickly, pressing his lips into a thin line at her words before he sighed quietly. he ran his fingers through his hair, not caring if it got messed up. one thing he never wanted when it came to relationships was like his parent's relationship -- they were divorced. they're more civil now, but they used to fight constantly and it was the cause of how he turned out until he went to jurassic world with his little brother. after that, he felt like he changed more. got along with his brother, but he was more observant of his parents' and their relationship. ❝ ----- ...... that's not what i said. ❞

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his tongue darted out to moisten his lesser lip, his greater one alike before his eyes flickered around briefly before he turned his attention back to her. ❝ honestly, i don't think there's any place here that's safe. ❞ he admitted after a short pause.

    [ . . . / / H . D ]                   so   much   for   a   nice   vacation   –   instead,   they're   running   for   their   lives   ,   trying   to   survive   in   a   place   filled   with   creatures   who   were   suppose   to   be   extinct.    Heidi   nodded,   resting   an   arm   over   her   knee.    ❝   think   we'll   be   fine   here   or   do   we   need   to   try   to   find   a   safer   place?   ❞

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❝ i don’t know how to move on from you. ❞

❝ everything reminds me of what we used to be. ❞

❝ i still sleep on one side of the bed, just in case. ❞

❝ how do i stop missing someone who doesn’t miss me? ❞

❝ i think part of me is still waiting for you. ❞

❝ you promised you wouldn’t leave… and then you did. ❞

❝ i can’t unlove you, no matter how hard i try. ❞

❝ it hurts that you’re fine without me. ❞

❝ do you ever think about me at all? ❞

❝ i see your face in everyone but it’s never you. ❞

❝ loving you broke something in me. ❞

❝ i gave you everything, and you still walked away. ❞

❝ i’d do it all over again, even knowing how it ends. ❞

❝ i thought we were forever. i really did. ❞

❝ i’m not angry, i’m just… tired. so tired. ❞

❝ maybe i was never what you wanted. ❞

❝ i still talk to you like you’re here. ❞

❝ it’s not that i want you back. i just want the pain to stop. ❞

❝ the worst part is knowing you’re happier now. ❞

❝ i wish i could hate you, but all i feel is empty. ❞

❝ i miss the way you made me feel like i mattered. ❞

❝ i’m not over you. i don’t know if i ever will be. ❞

❝ i told everyone i was fine... i lied. ❞

❝ please tell me it meant something to you. anything. ❞

❝ you left, and it’s like i stopped being real. ❞

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@retriibutions asked Kiss me if I’m wrong, but dinosaurs still exist, right? / emerson to alexis bc i thought given the context its funny

she was a little surprised with his words, before a chuckle fell past her lips soon afterward. ❝ well, it looks like you're not getting a kiss. ❞ she mused lightly. ❝ they still exist and to most, it's unfortunate and to some, it's very fortunate because a lot of dinosaur lovers probably enjoy that they're alive again. ❞

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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STARTER CALL!! specify muse.