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the uhhhh urge to be poly and have 3 amazing partners and still be suicidal, mb its cause im fat, i think i should mm never eat again i think it would set me free to stop being so disgusting for them to look at. why can every other fat person do it better than i can, why can they do it right, why am i so ugly, why am I so hard to love what am i doing wrong.
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i need need need to be put down i need to be euthanized im so Done with being here, why cant i be happy why am i so fucked up why is it never me. i dont want to be checked in on i cant im not im not me im not real pls leave me alone so i can bash my head into a wall let me be pls pls pls kill me let me let go i dont want to Do this anymore i dont want to i dont want to
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