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'strangers.'

(12.12.23)

I walked past a stranger today. I knew their favorite color I knew their laugh I knew the shade of blue their eyes turn when they cry

A stranger walked past me today

They knew my favorite movie They knew my writing, my soul They knew why I went quiet sometimes

Two strangers walk past, not a word uttered

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made by me <33

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"there's some people and i who have a really tough time getting through this life . . ."

". . . so excuse us while we sing to the sky." (screen, twenty one pilots.)

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"happy birthday vessel" we say in unison. this album has meant so much to me for so many years. can't believe it's 12 years old.

made by me <33

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"made it out alive ..."

"... but i think i lost it." (that's so true, gracie abrams)

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1/16/24

i'm tired i want to rest i can't rest i'm busy

busy as a bee buzz buzz buzzing along project to project task to task

i'm tired i'm busy

my heart is weary my mind is hazy and all of my bones ache and i don't like the quiet

none of this is quite real, quite right i'm exhausted but i'm busy

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"i created this world to feel some control . . .

". . . destroy it if i want." (bandito & overcompensate, twenty one pilots)

made by me <33

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1/16/24

when i die i want you to receive my writings

to receive my words is to receive my soul my soul is very dear to me promise to take good care of it, my dear

my love, my love, my love i want you to read these lines written on paper yellowed with time

and i want you to see me i want you to experience me

every bitter aching part of i shall belong to you

this i declare in life so that it may carry through to you in death.

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"i've got to step through or i'll dissipate ...

"... i'll record my step through for my basement tapes." (the hype, twenty one pilots.)

made by me <33

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1/7/24

the moon loved the sun

and the sun loved the moon

but in the end

the sun chose the planets

and the moon chose the stars

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♦ introduction ♦

One thing about me is I hate writing intros so I'll make this brief GHFGSHGKJSLD

Hello! My name is Kris, I'm 19, I go by they/them, and welcome to my corner of the internet! I like making silly little picture edits on my phone and writing emo ass poetry.

This is a safe space, don't be weird. Don't be an asshole, and we'll get along swimmingly <33

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12/12/23

i walked past a stranger today.

i know their favorite color. i know what their laugh sounds like. i know just how blue their eyes get when they cry.

i walked past a stranger today and it's been years.

it's been years but those moments linger like an itch i desperately need to scratch but can't quite seem to reach.

it's been years but it's no longer hard to breathe when i remember you're not coming back. i don't want you to come back. you don't deserve it.

a stranger walked past me today.

they know my favorite movie. they know the music i listen to. they know how much pain i hold in my heart.

a stranger walked past me today and it's been years.

it's been years but i wonder if they're ever haunted. i know this stranger has nightmares. i wonder if what they did to me ever became one of them.

it's been years but i still saved your life, and you saved mine.

you were my everything and today we walked past each other without a word

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hello! i've been wanting to post my poetry and decided to start with things from 2023 and work my way to the present. the plan is to post every day. who knows how long that will last lmao.

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so do we think this was foreshadowing