when i have the same dream more than once there's often a moment where i realise "wait, i've been here before" and change my actions from the previous instance accordingly as if i'm trying to beat my best run in a video game level or something. no idea if this is a common experience or just another point in the mountain of evidence that there's something wrong with me on a fundamental level.
ALL ALONE IN MY BEDROOM WITH MY LIGHTS TURNED OFF AND MY ROOMATE GONE. I KNOW ITS OVER STILL I CLING ON. CAUSE I KNOW IM YOUR RIGHT HAND GIRRL AND I DONT NEED ANYONE BUT,, SOMEITMES I MISS YOUR HANDS AND YOUR FACE AND UR SMOKING GUUN ITS SO DEPRESSIG HOW THE TEARDROPS IN MY EYES- /LYR
I LOVE DAZEY AND THE SCOUTS EHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ALL OF THEIR SONGS<333333
I had all the symptoms and was getting a proper diagnosis. they said I didnt have it because apparently I was "too young" to experience anything that severe and I was lying lmao.
when i think about how Bojack’s fully deserved punishment for Sarah Lynn’s death still took the form of him giving a ton of money to her worthless abusive parents who exploited her her whole life and still exploited her in death and ended up looking like innocent victims to the whole world