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dming people is so scary it feels like im walking directly into their bedroom and putting some bullshit on their bed

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I hate when a tiny stupid thing pushes you over the edge and makes you freak the fuck out because it makes you look like a completely irrational tar pit of a human being. Like no I promise this is warranted just maybe not about that specifically I swear I'm well adjusted. Come closer stick your fingers in my cage

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Maybe I don’t have anxiety. Maybe I’m so scared all the time on account of it all being so scary.

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My brain turns every callout I see into being about me somehow. This person complaining that a subreddit is rascist? I read it so now I’m the rascist. A post about bad stereotypes in fiction? Because I didn’t know about them I’m automatically a bad person. A friend complains about something being loud? This must be a roundabout way to tell me to shut the fuck up.

I hate my fucking intrusive thoughts.

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I’m so fucking tired

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Goodluck Pikachu

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Becoming a bog body would fix me actually

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A cool looking isopod

why am I scrolling . What am I hoping to find

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"can we normalize-" NO!!!!!! we do not need to expand whats considered normal!!! we need to teach people to stop reacting judgmentally when encountering something new and weird!!!! things dont need to be normal to be respected!!!!!!!!!!

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Can they invent a “breaking up” that doesn’t make my mental illnesses worse

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pretty proud of this piece<3

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Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted

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Yes, we talked 2 times we are now besties in my mind ☆

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I don’t like “hear me outs” and I also don’t like how ready people are to make fun of other peoples’ “hear me outs”. Idk if it’s because I’m asexual and don’t relate to sexual desire, but I just think it’s weird to say “I know OTHER PEOPLE don’t wanna fuck this character but I DO” when you can just say “I want to fuck this character”. Conversely I love esoteric “hear me outs” like the number 7 or the concept of homonyms or the cold side of the pillow. Because it’s WEIRD and FUNNY, like “hear me out, Loona from Helluva” just tells me you’re embarrassed to be a furry, but “hear me out, the first 7 digits of pi” is FASCINATING and funny. This is a weird ramble idk man.

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I like being a girl, and I like being not a girl but also not a boy but instead a secret third thing, and I like being genderless. I like celebrating the fluidity of my gender despite not being able to identify my gender at any given moment. I like being myself. I like being genderqueer. I like being somewhere between trans and cis. I like being hormonally intersex, yes even when my condition causes me pain. I like being me.

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You should tell people how important they are to you. Always.

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@professionallylesbian

The super bowl or whatever I'm not american