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Okay I guess I gotta make a post since its been a minute. I saw my mom again. That was nice. She told me my hair looks awful and I should've kept the red. Which is her way of saying she loves me. It was nice. I didn't drink, so that made it a hell of a lot easier. If only my mother had told me that would happen...

Movie theater is under new management too. Paul wont be getting on my ass about what I wear though since we have a uniform now. Which is dumb for me because nobody can even see me up in the projection room. It smells like burnt plastic too, I've tried everything and I can't get the smell out. At this rate I'm gonna have to get it dry cleaned

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I'm never asking anyone for a ride ever again. So I asked Sam for a ride and instead he was like "fuck you Rose" and I was confused and apparently it was a while thing about me training Avery on the projector which like totally wasn't about him. So I apologize because it feels like I'm supposed to, and he like tells me that he's in love with me? And so it's like we all knew that but also we literally never talk and you have never asked me a single question about myself so I'm calling bullshit. It was... weird. Bad weird.

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My sister finally spoke to me. She's borrowing my car for some event she needs to go to out of state. And it's like, maybe I'd be more inclined to do it if she actually talked to me when she didn't need something. I mean I know she's mad I got the car but that's not even about her. I'm older, that's not my fault!

Mom said I should let her though so now I have to actually ask somebody from work for a ride. This sucks.

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I take back my previous statement on New Guy (Avery). He's actually pretty cool. That's what I get for judging I guess. He reminds me of this guy I knew in high school who would memorize all the emails that the teachers sent. People hated that guy, but it didn't really bother me.

Sam was out today and so Avery and I stayed after. It was weird. but like a good weird. An authentic weird at least. As authentic as you can get with a depressed guy. I told him about my weird narcissistic sex complex, he basically told me he has literally no friends. Good times, I know.

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We've officially hired the new guy. He's... fine I guess. He's someone to talk to at least. Terrible timing though because I'm basically too hung over to be a person today. Sam says he's some kind of super dedicated movie nerd, which makes sense I guess. We do literally work at a movie theater.

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Is it super lame if I'm just sitting in my room and thinking about all the people I miss?

I didn't even really like Katie, but she was fun at least. Someone to spend time with. I don't know, I always assumed we'd be friends when we broke up. I at least thought I'd care, you know? I just feel like I should be missing her. I'm just... numb I guess.

I do miss my mom and my sister, which is super lame since I haven't lived with them in years and I'm a full grown adult. Mom used to call and stuff but now I'm at work whenever she's home. We haven't talked in like ages. and when we do I always manage to bring up dad. I don't know why I do that.

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It's so weird to just like not have school. I guess I have work but I always have work. It's basically just me sitting in a dark room with the worlds worst hangover. I... might have a problem.

Speaking of work though Sam's been being even weirder than normal. Apparently something happened with his brother?? I don't know, but he's been super chatty. Like, more chatty than usual. And now Steve is talking about hiring some new guy since Roberto left, which is fine by me. Although I kinda liked only splitting dinner money between the two of us. Maybe it'll give Steve a reason to leave me alone for once.

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I graduated today. I had to give away all but two of my tickets though. I kinda wanted to save one for myself. But Mom said I should and apparently I am literally incapable of disappointing her??

She told me I should quit my job now that I have a degree as if I cant look for a new job while I still have this one. Plus I mean how far is an art degree gonna get me (even with a communications minor)

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i was getting drunk in some weird field or something and I swear the grass was gonna catch fire. the bonfire was getting like really close to the grass and I guess I just stood there? I don't know, it kinda reminded me of when I was a kid in a weird way. Like, when my dad was still around you know.

Still probably should've done something about it. It was fine though.

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Okay so we all know that I have a suuuuuper annoying boss, he's just like never there but he somehow keeps getting on me for like, dress code stuff?? It's so stupid. He's quite literally a deadbeat dad and he wants to tell ME what I can wear? Katie said I should get back on him by napping on the job but like. I literally do????? I couldn't be a worse employee if I tried lol. We've literally been stealing money from him for years. It's basically how I pay rent.