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whelp. I think this might be it. I started Tumblr Because I wanted to have fun and give people a break from all the bullshit of life and share my ideas. But that's impossible now.

No matter what you do or say, people will assume the worst of you and condemn you. I'm tired. All this effort and its like why even fucking bother?

There have been so many of you that have been so nice to me and shouldn't have to suffer for this, but I'm done. I won't delete the blog for you, but I'm tired of being labeled evil for just wanting to fucking draw silly things.

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I like your art but please really not harry potter, you must know what that whole series represent by now =/ that's honestly disappointing to see

Last time I checked Harry potter was a story about a poor abused child who finds a family in a magical world and goes on a life changing adventure.

As far as JK rowlings opinions and beliefs go? Not my problem. She and everyone else on this planet is entitled to have an opinion or belief that is different from yours, even if it hurts or conflicts with said opnions.

That's a part of life. You can't control people, and nor should you shame or belittle them like child who can't think when they don't agree with you. Either talk it out, or move the fuck on.

So anon if you want to follow me because of this, please do.

Sorry If I'm attached to a series I used to read as a child when I was alone and bullied at school.

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I confess, I did not read that whole ask about Marvel, but I did read into it enough to decide that your blog might be a safe place to vent:

I am sore exhausted by Marvel.

Endgame should have been the END. But they kept making more movies and series, and I'm just so over it. There's too much. I'm overwhelmed and exhausted. Its impossible to keep up with. Watching a Marvel anything feels like homework. I'm no longer invested in the characters, I'm not curious to see how the plots play out.

No need to fear anon, it's perfectly okay to feel that way, and honestly anon? I feel the same way.

If there is one thing Hollywood and media love doing lately, it's taking something beloved and iconic, and milking it to death it until nothing is left bit ash and bones

I've actually been having a hard time getting invested into anything lately because of this. I want NEW/DIFFERENT THINGS but hollywood and media etc, keep twisting the things I used to love and enjoy, and transforming them into unrecognizable, hateful messes instead.

Then again, I'm just an old moody polar bear that draws monster boys, what the hell do I know? LOL.

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Hi! How are you doing today? I think your art is so hecking cool. Anyways, I found some of your anivengers (animal avengers) on Pinterest, did you post your art there? I figured I should let you know.

*Insert long, weary sigh*

No I do not post on Pinterest.

A lot of people have messaged me before to tell me they've also found my art on there. Well, the Short story is, It's not from me and it's done without my permission.

I'm not gonna make a fuss about it though. It's the internet, people will take what they want and do what they want. That's why I don't post ANYTHING about my own characters. I'm not going to muster the energy to deal with this because I knew this would happen anyway. Why do you think I water-mark all my shit?

ANYWAYS, thank you for telling me. I do appreciate it!

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Have you seen the new Marvel Thunderbolts* movie? If so what’s your opinion on it?

I'm going to be honest, besides Deadpool and Wolverine, Avengers End Game was the last MARVEL movie I've sat down and watched.

I was EXTREMELY disappointed that after all this build up with Thanos and the Infinity stones, that all this reality bending shit was fixed with just some VERY WELL FUCKING TIMED DISCOVERY OF TIME TRAVEL. (I especially HATE the kind of Time Travel rules this movie went with. I don't care how fucking sneaky or methodical you are, your presence back in time is going to fuck things up.)

Poor thor was also handled horribly, I don't care about him gaining weight, but making him essentially broken after everything he's learned and been through the past several movies kinda pisses me off. Yes of course he can be sad and grief stricken, but he wouldn't just mope away in his hut and abandon his duty to his people and leave them hopeless.

Oh god, and Steve. WHY? Why did he spend so many movies bravely struggling to ingrate and become apart of society, to not just vanish into the dust of history, only for him to just fucking throw it all away and just fuck off back in time AND LEARN NOTHING. (Also I felt so bad for Bucky that he did that, Steve essentially just abandoned his friend. Maybe Bucky wanted to go back too? Does he not get special treatment or say?)

Sorry...Sorry I went on a rant.

*clears throat*

The short and simple answer is no. No I have not seen the Thunderbolts Movie yet anon.

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Felt like designing another Lucky dragoncentaur-thing. This time the victim is Harry Potter!

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Tim transported into the game of Bloodborne!

I definitely think he would infiltrate the Choir, since they're obviously important and very secretive, hence why he is wearing their armor set.

As for his weapon, it's either the Threaded Cane or the Rifle Spear. He also uses an Augur of Ebrietas, which briefly transforms his arm into a mass of tentacles that strike out like whips. He doesn't use this often though, it kinda freaks him out.

I can also see Tim being WAY too curious for his own good, which would also mean his insight would be dangerously high by the end of the night.

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Shattered AU

Some tiddbits about Tim's recovery process after Joker's kidnapping.

-Tim is very malnourished after his stay with Joker. Without Joker venom running through his veins, he's unable to do any serious activity without quickly getting exhausted. Tim can't stand it, he's not some trembling fawn that needs coddling, but his stubborn pride usually ends up biting him in the ass, especially when Dick or Jason ends up carrying him back up to bed because he collapsed again.

-Tim's blood chemistry is really fucked up now. When he's under the effects of Joker Toxin, his body goes into overdrive. He can barely feel any pain, can twist his body in ways it doesn't want, and he feels like he could run for days. It's a dangerous high, and JJ takes advantage by always taking control during these incidents.

-Tim's worst injury, bedsides his torn lips and cheeks, are the severe electrical burns on his back. His skin is also damaged from the bleaching Joker put him through, and it'll take years for the pigment to return to his skin.

-While he pretends he doesn't have trauma, Tim can't hide it when he's sleeping at night. Every few days he's plagued by night terrors, and usually wakes up puking or worse, hallucinating that he's still with the Joker.

-It's Damian's idea to get Tim a therapy dog, one trained to help soldier's with PTSD. That's where Maci the Wolfhound comes in.

-Tim wasn't sure about her at first, since he was never really an animal person to begin with, but after having her for a week, he's smitten.

-He feels safer sleeping at night, knowing she always right there next to him, both mentally and physically, always waking him up from his nightmares with a gentle nudge or quick lick. Petting her also helps keep him grounded, allowing him to focus on what he wants, instead of the nonsense constantly clattering in his fragmented mind.

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Been on this site for a bazillion years and have never participated in Mermay. HERE'S A MERMAN TIM DRAKE for you all!

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Been playing FinalFantasy 12, and suddenly I wanted to draw my own version of the monster Behemoth.

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It's everyone's favorite boi, Verdugo Leon 3.0!!!

((the 2.0 design was ehhh to me..))

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Dragon Tony Stark!

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Just liked the idea of Tony experiencing some weird side effects of having the arc reactor in his chest.

( Eyes and blood turning blue in this case. )

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A revamp of an old drawing of Naga Tony mixed in with Deadpool gushing over new SpideyPete and his glasses.

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Out of Nowhere..I give you, the updated design for Spidey-Pete!

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I'm not dedicated enough to create a whole Pokemon region, but I've got a few of my own Fakemon designs laying around!

Here's a fire starter Pokemon based on a cheetah.

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Link from Twilight Princess as a centaur!