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starting my first full time job in t-7 days. excited for what's to come- adult life???

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4/17/21

Bought postcards from good wood. Helped a stranger move a table. Free post cards and a new friend!

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3/31/2021

“You are going to write a memoir and I am going to read the hell out of it”

DK

After talking about my Quibids music video :-)

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I hope you kept emeralds letter. It was unlike anything else. Reading it high with pranay and izy being so in awe of her awe for you.

3/28/21

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2/11/2019

You’re going to Prague!

Your friends fundraised for you to go!

You are so grateful!

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2/10/2019

One hit of the dab pen.

Throwing up and bleeding but laughing for the entire time.

Feeling content in a relationship.

Showering together. The way he looked when he washed his face.

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1/25/2019

Hanging out with Archie and Sophie in his alcove from midnight to 3 am. Feeling happy as you reminisced on childhood memories. Feeling like there might be a romantic future. Feeling hopeful. Feeling happy.

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I want a lot and I’m gonna achieve all of it

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It’s not your job to be likable. It’s your job to be yourself. The right people will like you anyway.

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4/29/17

Ivana said I saved her life She said I was the best person she’s ever met and the greatest person she’d met in high school Anna Brewer said if she were gay I'd be her girlfriend

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4/16/17

Mini golf! Tying! Having fun

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4/7/17

I had fun at the girls’ sleepover for big fish!!! Emma M. called me pretty. Other Emma sat next to me and we snuggled in a blanket. I had a lot of fun and I love this cast!!! Fuck negativity!!!

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3/11/17

Micah and I laughed about an Irish band called BarrowBurn for a while. The dudes are all memes. It was amazing. I felt happy.

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1/29/17

1) great driving on the highway! 2) u sent maddie things that made u anxious: 1) gabby just told me she can’t do cabaret night so now we have to talk to Mr. C which is scary 2) I will probably have to sing alone which is also petrifying 3) I have to reapply for NHS after getting rejected 4) I have to take the SAT in march and I want to cry 5) I audition for gov school round 2 in feb and that is scary bc there is an interview too 6) a fartpocolypse is coming out of my butt 7) idk what to wear tomorrow 8) we have a group number for ITS festival and it is SO BAD 9) we are performing said group number ON FRIDAY 10) idk I just needed an even number

and she answered with 1) ik that sucks but pete is usually cool and even if he isn’t at first he will get over it and be back to normal!!!! just make sure he knows that gabby’s parents sprung this philly trip on her last minute and it’s out of her control! 2) singing alone can be very scary i agree!!!!! BUT YOU ARE SO TALENTED like i genuinely listen to u sing sometimes and i’m like WOW MAN!!!! that is beautiful!!!! (just like u) 3) fuck NHS for rejecting u the first time!!!!! NHS looks great on college apps but you don’t NEED it to succeed so just remember that when u apply that either way it goes u will still be a wonderful and successful person! 4) the SAT is most likely going to be hard but i actually don’t know. usually exams are easier for me than people make them out to be so maybe it will be like that???? idk but i hope!!! and just try your best to study when you can and remember to not cram the night before. and also take breaks & relax bc ur mental health is important and i don’t want u to die or throw up or something!!! 5) how could gov school not love u?! ur great!!! and also auditions are scary as fuck. but you will do great. and when you interview u are gonna blow their hanukkah socks off bc you are charming as fuck! 6) fartpocalypse!!! o no!!!!! but tbh sometimes i like farting #noshame so u should just enjoy the ride 7) neither do i!!!!!!! and all my clothes are like piled on the bed it’s awful i HATE packing during school i’m stressed as fuck. i’ll probably bum all week tbh:( sad! also i don’t have anything for lunch lol bc all our food is packed up so that is fun. but anyways enough abt me u should wear that grey shirt again bc its hot asf. like oh my god. but if u don’t want to do that bc it’s dirty or whatever then you should wear your classic t shirt and leggings bc i remember you saying thats your go-to outfit so why complicate things! 8) and ok i had a feeling mama who bore me (im pretty sure thats the number you’re talking about) was gonna be bad!! but songs on average are only 3 minutes long so just remember that you will only be apart of a bad number for 3 minutes out of your whole life and then it’s over! 9) read #8 again and also friday is a week away!!! maybe you will improve in 5 days??? and u are Good (amazing!) even if the group number is bad and anyone who matters in the audience will know that 10) i would do the same thing i love even numbers!