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[prcdefuldj]

okay, i am glad i'm not the only one. i don't want to be the biggest pessimist on the dash. i'm just looking back on how things been.

that's true, i think the fact you tried your hardest is more than enough. i want to make 2023 my bitch though.

it's new years eve, and i don't know how to feel. i want to be optimistic about the new year, but i am scared. i know it's irrational to fear the "what ifs" when it's not even 2023. maybe— it's because 2022 was a trying year for me. i guess all we can do is hope for the best?

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okay... i think i'm going to lose my shit.

why the hell would someone do that to animals? throwing fireworks at anyone is fucked up. animals?? it's on sight. they deserve the fucking world. how dare anyone to put them in harm's way?!

Just a lil PSA to those fuckers with fireworks;

Don’t. Throw. It. At. Animals.

If I see ya do it, imma beat the living shit out of you. Like what the fuck people?

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let's fucking gooooo.

i know how my producer is, he won't understand. we will. i think it's going to be how i'm rocking into the new year.

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no one has come close to writing a song close to it. i wish i could. you know what, this is my goal. i’m going to make a song close to smelly cat. it’s happening. i am determined!

no one. Taylor Swift wishes she could grasp that level of emotion and talent. let’s gooooo. I believe in you. 

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i need to know too. the time just flew in by. december 1st was just yesterday. now, it's December 31st. the new years jitters are kicking in. i just need the time to slow down just a little bit. exactly! i have been on a friends kick the past few days. i've thought of making my cover of smelly cat song.

do i get a pass for not telling each and every one of you merry christmas over this holiday weekend? hopefully santa was good to everyone.. and if not, well, sucks to be on the naughty list.

[prcdefuldj]

it's new years eve, and i don't know how to feel. i want to be optimistic about the new year, but i am scared. i know it's irrational to fear the "what ifs" when it's not even 2023. maybe— it's because 2022 was a trying year for me. i guess all we can do is hope for the best?

[prcdefuldj]

oof.. this is really a hard one. you're hitting us with the heavy hitting questions. i think i would end up telling their partner either way. i'm the worst liar. i wouldn't be able to keep it a secret. also, i would feel terrible. no one deserves to be lied to. even if it is your friend that is the cheater.

Would you tell someone if you found their partner was cheating?  Does your answer change if it is your friend who is cheating? The things I think about early in the morning.

[prcdefuldj]

no one has come close to writing a song close to it. i wish i could. you know what, this is my goal. i'm going to make a song close to smelly cat. it's happening. i am determined!

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phoebe’s word is always law. she always knows what he is talking about. you can’t tell her other wise.

not just her word only but also her song. has anyone written a song that comes close to Smelly Cat? I don’t think so. 

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we can forgive you for that. i didn't get the chance to wish everyone a merry christmas. 🙈 i got really busy. the day kinda passed me by. however, i did wish everyone a "happy christmas eve eve". i feel like that counts for something.

do i get a pass for not telling each and every one of you merry christmas over this holiday weekend? hopefully santa was good to everyone.. and if not, well, sucks to be on the naughty list.

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yes!! i don't do new year's revolutions normally. this is one that i will do. i know it's something that will better me at the e d of the day. wednesday is iconic. i love her look. (i know! i am so behind. it is pitiful. 😭)

i’d love to understand how someone can make an 80 album song? i haven't even finished my first album yet because i get to the first three songs before i scrap them all. maybe, i am my own world's worst critic? probably. aren't we all though?

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phoebe's word is always law. she always knows what he is talking about. you can't tell her other wise.

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in the words of my love, phoebe buffay,

happy christmas eve eve.

her word is law. 

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you ladies deserve it. 🥺 my sister-in-law has been trying to understand my love for wrestling. i think your match with shida is one that will get her to finally understand.

ayye babes, I'm glad everyone got on with it well because dream matches like that? literally put every ounce of myself in it. the moonsault there was new and I didn't break my neck doing it, so cool stuffs

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you did! you're listed as a real one from now on in my book. 😌

i hope you had a great christmas.

in the words of my love, phoebe buffay,

happy christmas eve eve.

[prcdefuldj]

in the words of my love, phoebe buffay,

happy christmas eve eve.

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you're right. i could have plenty of them. nope, they're all in the scraps. 😭 i know better, so i am going to do better. YES!!! i'm excited about this. i've been into the Wednesday dance on tiktok. (i have yet to see the show. it's going to happen this weekend ).

i’d love to understand how someone can make an 80 album song? i haven't even finished my first album yet because i get to the first three songs before i scrap them all. maybe, i am my own world's worst critic? probably. aren't we all though?

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we could tell that you put everything into the match. the moonsault was a thing of beauty 😍 . just like the backbreaker of yours. your match with shida is one of the matches i will use to give an example of why i'm a fan of wrestling.

ayye babes, I'm glad everyone got on with it well because dream matches like that? literally put every ounce of myself in it. the moonsault there was new and I didn't break my neck doing it, so cool stuffs

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you're right, julia. i need to stop getting into my head so much. that is what tend to hold me back from completing a lot of my projects. i should be a lot more appreciative of them. since tiktok was mentioned, i like to pose a question. you'd like to do some dances with me for tiktok? i've posted some here and there.

i’d love to understand how someone can make an 80 album song? i haven't even finished my first album yet because i get to the first three songs before i scrap them all. maybe, i am my own world's worst critic? probably. aren't we all though?

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facts, bbyg. your match with shida was amazing. 🤌🏾 i was glued to my seat watching every second of it.

God is Hayter.

collecting all the stars.