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i kept it atbbay i kept myself safe i kept it under control until i thought it was safe to let go and fall im so stupid im so fuckingnstupid i shouldve never trustednit trustedbyou

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no wonder

no wonder

no wonder

no wonder

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why did you do this to me?

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why would you do this to me

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he was never mine

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who was i to you

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why bleed so much when you can only scar so little ?

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when i kill myself and disappoint everyone but im lowkey just a chill guy who gets tired of living sometimes

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he apologized and we made up

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Come home

im coming

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im not enough you need a girl you need a girl im not enough I'm not enough im not enough i wont detransition again go find a girl fo go away goaway

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goodbye 2 week streak

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treat me like one of your homies you can talk about chicks with yasssss

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its kinda hard to get styros on my wrist

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this is embarrassing this is embarrassing ok i dont like acting this way i dont like feeling this way and id rather not show you how i am please dont think that im ignoring you or im not interested anymore ahggg aghhh curse my stupid baka life

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you have so much to do and i feel like i have nothing left for me even whenni have a thought out plan for my future

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i try to tell myself that i dont need a romantic partner but i want one i want you i desperately do and im too scared to accept that ive been telling myself i only need my 2 friends to get through life but i so desperately want to be loved by you you understand me so well i dont want to lose that im sorry i lied when i said ill be fine if we broke up no you're my first love my first love that's reciprocated with no hidden intents