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Before ,I used mobile app and most often used as a dating service, that allows users to use a swiping motion like swiping to right if you like that person or dislike swipe to left other users, and allows users to chat if both parties like each other and this is what we called Tinder (sounds funny 😂)I used Tinder app so that I won’t get bored. I was seeing a guy from tinder for about I think its about years passed but it fizzled out and we stopped talking. I was on a tinder again shortly after and matched a guy who told me to follow him on insta. I noticed the tinder first guy also followed him so I ask how he knows him, he hits me with “ he was dating my bestfriend for ages but they broke up a couple weeks ago because he was fucking some guy from tinder”.

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Untraditional Sexuality🏳️‍🌈

Life is beautiful but not always easy, it has problems too, and the challenge lies in facing them with courage, letting the beauty of life act like a balm, which makes the pain bearable, during trying times, by providing hope, happiness, sorrow, victory, defeat, day-night are the two sides of the me coin. Similarly life is full of moments of joy, pleasure, success and comfort punctuated by misery, defeat, failures and problems. There is no human being on Earth, strong, powerful, wise or rich, who has not experienced, struggle, suffering or failure. I entitled “Untraditional Sexuality” because Im part of it since born. Way back elementary days, I see my self that time I have a heart of a feminine but not totally “ kanang di kaayu halata” I kept it secretly because Im scared of my parents ‘cause I know they dont accept me for that days. When Im in Junior High School days, my personality was build up so I know how to make up my self , putting liptint , putting my eyelashes a mascara, and things that make my self beautiful and presentable but I only do that in the school because I dont want my parents disappointed because of my doings. Thats why, I always think what would I do so that they will accept for who I am. Sometimes the best way to make my self calm is to cry. After that, one thing that I can only to do that would make my parents proud is to have an achievements, I give it. I always bring a bacon until I moving up. And now it was so good and my self is now fixed because they see my self that Im not like the other dont have a future and I see for them that they supporting me for who I am. The lessoned that I learned to my parents they scared for me that some people would not respect me and also the criticism of a people about wearing a untraditional sexuality.

We must learn us a individuals that every problems have always a solution. And no doubt, life is beautiful in every moment . A celebration of being alive, but one should be always ready to face adversity and challenges. A person who has not encountered difficulties in life can never achieve success.

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He’s the one who is always supporting me all the times. He’s my sidekick when it comes to craziness or in short he’s my partner in crime. He’s my second protector and he’s my shoulder whom I can lean on. He is the best lolo I have.

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This is the place where my chapter started. It was our first day and our day was smooth. You always make me feel that you’re always by my side but when the day comes it fades, all the days that we’ve been together are gone. Even we are not longer to be together again that place was a paper, but our memories where not. As they said , someone will come and go. One day you’re going to remember me and how much I loved you , then you’re gonna hate yourself for letting me go. This is just my first chapter in my life. Thank you for breaking my heart into pieces by pieces.

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