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GPA?

So.. 3.3 is now my estimated GPA, without the cell exam without a bonus just an estimation of what would it be like.. And I'm definitely not satisfied.. I wish It'll round up to be about 3.5 in the end.. ah.. please god.

Weird so weird of a feeling.. So nostalgic and strange.. I miss something I wanna do it now, although idk what it is.

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First time trying rlly hard planning, it looks satisfying..

I will be better I will stop procrastinating I will get A+s.. Ahh I'm scared.

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i wanna cry i wanna cry i wanna cry i wanna die fuck fuck fuck im so scared shit shit fuvk im the worst

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I Fucked Up

I fucked up i ruined everything now I'm screwed so screwed and scared so scared I wanna kms I wanna be better I wish I could cry more but I can't I'm the worst the worst of the worst.

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Trying to be a less of a procrastinator in this time-eating world.

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First Uni Days.

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After I'm finally accepted after I finally am out of that registeration cycle after the best of the choices finally accepted me and it's finally over I'm back crying after holding back tears all the way home cuz I don't wanna cry in the car I don't want my dad to see and ask why am i crying I feel so so bad i feel the worst I'm an inch close to be worse than Netanyahu himself..

I always, always always forget, how I am worst.

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Just imagine this same cycle going on for 6 years, I would not bare it I could never bare it neither could they, I will be the 1st student this year..

you can take the 1st place over my dead body.