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Mama didn’t raise a quitter but she did raise an insecure perfectionist who never finishes anythi

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yeah physically i’m weak but emotionally i’m weaker

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1/9/19 (weigh in)

Disappeared for a couple days but I’m back now

27/8/19 (Wednesday): 136.2

Today (Monday): 135.0

Weight lost: 1.2

yay

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fire pit: *Crackles loudly*

my shitty joints: *cracks louder to assert dominance*

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28/8/19

I ate: 1,257 cals

I burned: 314 cals

Left: 943 cals

Why is it that every day I eat under 500 cals the next I eat over 1000 cals,,, ew.

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Me:

My ED: you have to burn calories if you wanna lose weight

Me: no, I don’t wanna move

My ED: see? this is why we can’t have a nice body

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When its been days since your last meal and you struggle opening the Diet Pepsi bottle

-a

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me every fucking day

when you go 1 calorie over your limit

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when you go 1 calorie over your limit

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*lies to therapist as I have an image to maintain*

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Mum: hey honey do you want to help me with the chores?

Me: no

Mum: alright then

Me: *realises how many calories I can burn from doing chores*

Me: MUM I CHANCED MY MIND COME BACK I WANT TO DO CHORES

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me, sunday: eats everything in sight, chips, chocolate, bread, ice cream

me, monday:

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a summary of how i am when i’m restricting

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fuck summer i want it to be dark and misty and frigid and october

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27/8/19

I ate: 436 cals

I burned: 203 cals

Left: 233 cals

I’m proud.

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I’m in love with my best friend.