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Crazy thing about #healing #recovery Small Victories is when you'll have some shit going on that's like, saying this would involve admitting how you used to be doing. You know? Like hey guys good news I'm gonna change my bedsheets this year

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PMMM Precure AU! It was fun trying to keep their outfits recognizable while trying to make them look more cohesive. Homura's is definitely the most changed, so I hope it still looks enough like her???

The themes would be gemstones, jewelry, and wishes. I'd probably have their Cure names be gemstones, maybe Opal/Morganite, Sapphire/Turquoise, Topaz/Citrine, Ruby, Amethyst, but I'm not strongly attached... Transformation item is supposed to be like a little faberge egg style jewelry box with the ring as a key TroRouge style!

Vague plot idea: There's a big important magic gem that can grant any wish, guarded by the Kyubeys for generations. The last person who successfully used it was a princess centuries back, but she vanished mysteriously and no one remembers what she wished for anymore... (Definitely she was NOT lost in time and will NOT show up later on with her own thoughts on if the Precure are doing things correctly...)

To activate it, you need to gather enough energy from granting people's wishes. Recently there's a coven of witches going around bespelling people into serving them and stealing their wish energy... Unclear on the end goal, but it doesn't look great! So one baby Kyubey heads off alone to try and awaken the Precure to fight them off and claim the big wish for themselves, to maybe bring back the princess???

Possibly Sayaka becomes a witch for a while, probably due to being disillusioned by actually meeting The Princess plus realizing the Kyubeys have not been totally honest. Kyoko's backstory is not quite as harsh as canon (also she didn't have magic to accidentally brainwash people), so instead her dad just became erratic to the point of losing custody, so she + Momo are growing up in an orphanage/foster care... Definitely the elder Kyubey is up to something...

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the thing that sucks is that people love saying sleep early is good etc etc and yeah it is. I've seen some benefits before. but I think it sucks to ignore that late night is the only time with any freedom. I think it sucks to not acknowledge the dread in waking up and it's a work day again

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lacus says to have a good summer :)

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should i eat first or shower first *has phone in couch time for another 3 hours due to choice procrastination, a behavioral phenomenon observed in pigeons and rats as well*

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sums it up

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The holy grail of searching through academic literature is coming across a string of publications that are like:

Here’s An Idea. Smith et al. 2016

Terrible Idea; a comment on Smith et al. 2016. Johnson 2016.

You’re Wrong Too; a response to Johnson 2016. Nelson 2016.

Guys Just Stop Fighting, None Of Us Know What’s Going On; a Review of the Current Literature. McBrien 2017.

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good smut is really a character study and that is final. i need it to be about vulnerability i need it to be about trust or lack thereof and most of all i need it to be emotional agony. thats what sex is for

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bert and ernie go to ikea

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Fucked up that our emotional states affect other people. Like you’re already dealing with the massive indignity of having emotions in the first place and then on top of that it’s like “oh btw this other sentient being can tell that you’re annoyed and it negatively affects their well being!” disgusting. Absurd. Unconstitutional. Somebody needs to do something.

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made a picture i will use a lot

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i've been silent long enough the very premise of david k's fuckass "hickey if he went to ✨️therapy✨️" playlist is genuinely ridiculous. hickey as a character is not shaped and motivated solely or even predominantly by a dsm-categorizable understanding of mental illness that could be improved or eliminated by talk therapy. or even by more intensive or invasive treatments or psychiatric medication. like unless you propose to fix him with an ice pick lobotomy and a straight jacket, which at least would have been somewhat more closely approaching period-appropriate sanitorium treatment, this is not a character who needs a warm cup of tea and a chance to talk to an impartial trauma-informed observer about his feelings.

hickey is a reflection of his surroundings. hickey is a cog in the imperialist machine oppressed by its structures and forces who conceptualizes a word, not without those structures and forces, not free of them, but which may serve as a blank slate for him to be the enactor of said forces rather than their victim. his vision of the arctic and the tuunbaq is one formed by a colonialist manifest destiny. the arctic is an "untamed wilderness" and the netsilik are "savages" and he, as a poor gay white man, can easily rule over them because they're too dim and phrenolpgically inferior to realize that he is the chaffe of white imperialism. it doesn't matter that he's from the bottom rung of the british ladder because that's a ladder that starts ten miles up from where its victims live. and he is punished for this hubris and his additional fundamental misunderstanding of the tuunbaq with his grisly death.

crozier survives and stays behind because he is the one and only man on terror or erebus who gave up england. he truly left it behind. expunged it. hickey could not do that. hickey had no interest in doing that. hickey saw before him an opportunity to build a new england in which he was at its head instead of under its heal. hickey got snapped up and eaten by a force he could never hope to understand but thought to tame.

"we are about to commit an act of hubris we will not survive" is not a narrative theme that can be healed with introspective journaling, and it is... i can't think of an abjective for what it is to suggest that it can be. "hurts my feelies very much" if it was a german compound word. "makes me super s/mad".

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I should draw rouge the bat. But in what circumstance

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Chat, is it considered “abusive roommate behavior” to release a raccoon into the living space after you have asked your roommate for months to please clean up their messes (they do not pay any of the mortgage)

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maybe the single funniest twitter comment I've ever seen