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            “Good, ya shouldn’t be.”

“i’m not surprised honestly.”

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jason holding a baby :’)

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someone: what’s your best work out routine? jason: i fuck a lot.

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Jason Momoa at the Chiltern Firehouse in London, England on April 10, 2016.

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            It was crazy how fast time seemed to fly by. It felt like it was just yesterday Emilia called him and broke the news that she was pregnant. With his baby. Now she was full time living with him and their baby Sophia was around two months old. It was strange ---- being a father and domestic. Well, as domestic as an active wrestler could get. Strange in a good way, though. He still had his moments where he doubted himself as a father; if he was doing the right or good thing. Emilia always assured him that he was doing excellent in his parenting skills. He just worried when Sophia got older, and began to understand things. Like why here parents weren’t married or why daddy was always on the road. He worried more about the future than he did the present. He was pulled from his thoughts when Emilia entered their room, and he gave her a soft smile. “She’s a stubborn one just like her dad.” He laughed gently. The biggest thing to get used to was being quiet. “If she get’s up in the middle of the night, then ya know that I’m gonna be the one to go and check on her. Now, c’mere and let daddy hold you.” He grinned at her, patting her side of the bed.

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       emilia could say that she was really stressed. with a new baby, she had to get used to motherhood. it was such a hard thing to do but it’s something that she had to grow to love in order to be able to take care of her babygirl. of course emilia was very thankful for having jason there to take care of her and the baby. his help was definitely needed and with all his doubt while she was pregnant, she made sure to tell him everyday that he was an amazing father. he had grown up a lot since the baby was born and it caused her to be really proud. she just wanted the best for their little family and so far everything was perfect. she had her little angel, and big baby, as she would call him. she had finally gotten sophia to go to sleep when she left the nursery and walked into the bedroom that the two of them shared. ❛ it’s nice to finally get her to sleep. let’s hope she doesn’t wake up during the night – but we both know she will. ❜

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Jason Momoa at Montreal Comic Con

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            “If it helps ya sleep at night, I’ll let ya believe that.”

“My guess is that i’m hoping you gave it to that nice neighbor of yours.”

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            Jason knew he could be a real shitty guy sometimes; a selfish guy. It made him worry about what kind of father he would be. He worried a lot about having a kid. He was happy about it, of course; to start a family with Kat. But what kind of life was this kid going to have with a wrestler as a father? A man who was constantly on the road, barely got any vacation time, guaranteed to miss birthday’s and special occasions. He worried about how his child would look at him. He worried about how Kat would look at him.

                    Sighing, he stood up and followed her towards the bathroom. “I’m sorry, Kat. I’m... a little off today. I’ve been thinking... over-thinking.... I think.” He gave a weak chuckle at that.

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      she can understand why he’d be stressed out; there’s a lot going on for him right now && she can’t imagine she’s been making it any easier. hands lifting, moving to rub over a growing stomach and she lets out a sigh. she doesn’t have the energy for a fight and she doesn’t wish to have any sort of argument with him right now, as she can’t imagine it will be good for the baby. ❝ it’s been a long day – i think i’m going to go take a bath and head to bed. ❞ a few steps forward and she leans down to press a kiss to his cheek before she turns, heading towards the bathroom.

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Seeing Claudio cry shocked Jason. He’s never seen the other man cry before. He didn’t think his friend weak over it, not at all. But it was shocking considering who Claudio was. He was a happy man, and it took a lot to anger him or upset him. He knew this situation was beyond too much for Claudio to properly handle. How do you handle losing the love of your life, and she’s still right there? She’s still within your grasp but you can’t touch her?

“I... I don’t have any answers for you, Claudio. I know you didn’t choose this; no one would choose this. I can’t tell you why Dean thought now would be a good time to make a move on Tenille. He probably saw it as an opportunity...” Which Jason found to be fucked up. He knew about the whole crush thing between Dean and Tenille from years ago, Claudio’s talked to him about it before. But it pissed him off that Dean waited until Tenille had to lose the memory of the man she really loved in order to make a move. Especially since that man was a co-worker, and from the stories, he thought he and Claudio were friends of some sort.

There was a part of him that was a little angry with Tenille, too. She knew this would hurt Claudio considering the whole crush thing. It hurt Claudio no matter who she’d end up dating, but it was different with Dean. He was a co-worker, he was a past crush, he was... but Jason couldn’t hold on to that anger. What Tenille was going through... he’s seen how rough it’s been for her in the Performance Center. It had been hard for her to convince people to work in the ring with her or bump her, since the accident. He could see people treating her differently because of the accident and memory loss. She just wanted to move on with her life and live normally.

But Claudio could never have a normal life after Tenille. She was a part of him. Jason knew that a long time ago.

“Hey,” Jason rested his hand gently on Claudio’s shoulder. He wished he had words that could fix this impossible situation. “I’m not sayin’ this to be a dick or anythin’--even though we both know I am--but if you want Tenille to love you, then you gotta fight for her. I hate to say it, but since the accident you were too careful with her until ya just exploded your feelings on her, and I understand why, but with Tenille you can’t keep shit bottled up. She left because she saw staying was hurting you. That mean she cares about you. She could fall in love with you again, but you gotta fight for that. Because she ain’t gonna fall in love with Dean.” Maybe that was presumptuous of him, but you don’t feel as deeply as Tenille did for Claudio and then just fall in love with someone else. Memory loss or not. Tenille and Claudio would find their way back to each other.

Because they were that cliche love story. 

“Did he not know? Did he forget that I still love her even if she doesn’t remember being with me? Does he not care about the past months that  i’ve been trying to get her back, trying to help her get back on her feet.” Claudio started to cry and holding his hand to his mouth it was difficult to get the words out.

“I didn’t want to lose her Jason. That wasn’t my choice, that would never be my choice.”

Claudio was too hurt to move on, because the idea was impossible. It was impossible that there would be anyone else besides Tenille that could make him happy. He felt ultimately ruined by her, because no one comes into your life filling such a small hole in the beginning, only to make their own place in your heart, because now there was a gaping hole that left Claudio curious on how he could even stand it all.

Because she was worth it.

“This girl…” His head shook “she’s ruined me, ruined me for any chance I have at happiness. She’s ruined me, because every smile of hers, the ring of her laughter, the tone of her voice when she wakes up, the look on her face when she happy; Every fiber of her being feels as if it is inside of me and I’ll never feel that way about anyone, but her.”

“She’s so mean.” The swiss laughed, wiping away the first few tears that fell from his cheek. “All I want is for her to love me, that’s all I want. I don’t need wrestling and I am not a selfish person, but i’ve never wanted anything more.”

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“Are you even listening to me?”

{ MEME – ACCEPTING: @winterrosx }

Sometimes the world was just too loud for Jason. Sometimes he found himself ignoring everything. Sometimes it made him a real asshole. He didn’t mean it, but it’s gotten him into some shitty situations in his life. Especially with women.

“What makes ya think I’m not listenin’, Kat?”

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Jason let Claudio tear his arm away from him. It was better to let him get his frustration out now. Claudio kept this bottled up inside for too long. Jason knew he was trying so hard to convince himself that if Tenille was happy, then that was all that matter. That was the kind of thinking that ate away at a person, that was the kind of thinking that slowly killed a person. And it killed Jason to see his best friend go through that.

“Never was a good listener, you know that. And no, I personally don’t know what you’re goin’ through. What I do know is that you’re slowly fuckin’ killin’ yourself, and I can’t stand by and let you do that anymore.” He stopped there. He had so much more to say, but he’d save them for later. 

He stared at the dent Claudio just made in the wall.

His friend was in pain. His friend was suffering, and that was the kind of pain and suffering Jason couldn’t fix. He was certain no one could fix it. No one but Tenille. No one but Tenille who loved Claudio Castagnoli. And Jason knew that was something likely never to happen again.

For a moment, he hesitated to answer the question. Maybe it would be too much for Claudio. But they were already here, in this moment, having this conversation. “Honestly... I don’t know all the details. Tenille ain’t keen on bein’ open with me knowin’ I’m your best friend. But... I’m pretty sure he asked her out. He’s come to the Performance Center a couple of times; I’ve seen him flirt with her. Trin’s actually the one who told me they’ve been on a couple of dates now.”

BEANIE BROTHER:

This was Claudio’s very own version of HELL. The evil and progressive thoughts he had at the back of his mind ever since the accident. He had said this before, it had become a little mantra that motivated him to believe that she was on her way to making a new better life for herself. The mantra that said: If Tenille wanted to leave on her own than she could, that he wasn’t going to stop her. No matter the circumstances, but it hurt like a bitch to see it in action. To see Tennille living the life she wanted to life. Without him.

It tore a hole at him, it was a feeling that just kept gnawing on his being. It was eating him alive.

Ripping Jason’s grip off his arm he shoved him back. “Why can’t you listen to me! Dammit Jason just leave me alone! You don’t get anything, you don’t know exactly what sort of hell i’ve been through. What sort of hell i’ve put myself through.” Claudio punched at the wall wishing his fist had gone through it. 

He wanted Tenille to love him back, he wanted her to be the face he saw when he got home, the last face he saw before he went to bed.  

Claudio was a selfish coward.

Finally still he pressed his head against the wall taking a few large shaky breaths. Things had been going so good and he thought there was a chance, the slim possibility that things were going to go back to normal. 

“How did it happen?”

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“Leave me alone!”

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Jason knew the news about Tenille starting to date Dean Ambrose was going to be hard on Claudio. He knew that, and in the back of his mind now, he thought maybe he should’ve never told his best friend about this. The Swissman has been living in his own personal hell since the accident, since Tenille’s memory loss, since she left – he wasn’t in a good place. But Jason knew that Claudio was going to find out sooner or later. He figured maybe it was best he heard it from a friend.

He grabbed Claudio’s arm as he tried to walk away from him. “I ain’t leavin’ you alone right now, man. You’re fuckin’ upset, and you’ve been goin’ through hell for too long now. Tenille’s datin’ another guy now, and it sucks. It fuckin’ sucks, and I can’t say a damn thing that’ll make you feel better, but I’m here for you. There ain’t no way I’m leavin’ you alone.” 

After all the shit Claudio has dealt with when it came to him; it was time for Jason to do his part and be the good friend now.

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RP starters: Heated argument.

content warning: death baiting.

“Are you even listening to me?”

“Leave. Leave right now.”

“What more do you want?!”

“I really wish you were never born.”

“I hate you!”

“Can you just fuck off already?”

“Shut up! Just.. Shut up!”

“All you do is whine.”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!”

“I can’t do this anymore. Not with you.”

“How did that feel?”

“Oh my god, I don’t care!”

“No wonder nobody likes you.”

“Is this how little you think of me?”

“That hurt you son of a bitch…”

“Pack your shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!”

“Leave me alone!”

“I can break your nose if I want to.”

“Are you going to cry now?”

“I wouldn’t miss you. Nobody would.”

“You’re so pathetic!”

“I won’t forget this.”

“I’m going to break your jaw if you keep talking!”

“Why can’t you listen to a single thing I say?!”

“I have a right to be angry.”

“This would have never happened if you wouldn’t exist.”

“Get out of my life!”

“You’re nothing! Did you hear me?! Nothing!”

“You ruined everything.”

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//oh, jason *touches face* i keep slacking on you.

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//j. m/omoa will certainly be the death of me.

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Ok this Aquaman workout video is outrageous!  :)