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fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.

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I made a iwtv uquiz. blows a kiss.

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Jaguar, Leopard, Cheetah by [x][x][x]

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this was track 8 until the week we mastered Perverts and I made 013/Thatorchia on a whim and loved it so much I called my mastering guy and told him to swap out the tracks because I thought it needed to be on the record that badly. here's the 000 rework that would have been wellwater. i still love it and didn't want it to go to waste

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the official video for "vacillator" is out now ♡

directed by @silkenweinberg and i

taken from my new project perverts

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Perverts is officially out. Thank you so much to Matthew Tomasi for his drums on Vacillator (and the boom on Amber Waves), Angel Diaz for the lapsteel and baritone guitar on Punish that makes my world go round, the upright bass on Onanist, and that lapsteel and e-piano also on Amber Waves, Madeline Johnson for her heavenly metal on Amber Waves (a track she served as an intense inspiration for), and Bryan De Leon for his acoustic stylings on Etienne. Y’all make my world go round.

I’d also like to think the natural drone music that exists everywhere in this world, in transformer boxes and powerlines on the side of the highway, in the radio static of an empty AM frequency, in the fan of my computer as my Ableton project files overloaded the CPU, and in the distant roar of the interstate on the other side of my favorite field. I love you, sound, you have always been there for me.

Thank you for listening, I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I lo

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A Santa taking a coffee break during Christmas season.

Photograph by Leonard McCombe. New York City, December 1962.

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but i stay silly! *←said in the most world-weary voice you ever did hear*

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thank you for all the love on punish ♡

i wrote this song after a drive down to miami on a very dreary day last december with my best friend. we had to get off the interstate because my tire was about to explode and wound up driving down the highway towards lake okechobee taking random side roads every now and then for fun. we stumbled across a tiny community called miracle village near the edge of the lake and it was a very eerie experience. i wondered what it must feel like, to live there alone on what felt like the edge of the earth with the most shame you could possibly carry as a human being.

i recorded half of punish on my phone. the piano, the creaks of a swing set in the park in the middle of the night, the backing vocals. i wanted it to feel up close and personal, almost inappropriate. i made quite a few different versions of it before i settled on this one. i’m glad it resonates with all of you. i took this pic the night i wrote it :)

thank u all for listening! ♡

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”okay but are you normal about-“ no. I’m an insane pervert.

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"The steps aren’t enough. Feel the music. It’s a feeling— a heartbeat."

DIRTY DANCING (1987) dir. Emile Ardolino

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this or nothing

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Armand and Daniel’s freak4freak is so next level that it’s frankly shocking that we have not yet discussed the Moonstruck (1987) of it all… You can’t see what you are. I can see everything. You are a wolf! I’m a wolf? The big part of you has no words and it’s a wolf. You did what you had to do, between you and you, and I know I’m right, I don’t care what you say. What are you doing? I’m telling you your life. I know what I know. And what do you know? You tell me my life? I’ll tell you yours. I’m a wolf? You run to the wolf in me, that don’t make you no lamb!

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Marauders fandom!! You have been summoned. Look! It’s a James! Feast thine eyes! (I’m sorry, do what you want. I’m not the boss of you. Have a nice day.)

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shot by @dronenotes

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