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craving motivation to write something 💔💔

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FUCCCKKK no one will understand how much i love character analysis, like yessss let’s deep dive on someone i dont know 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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Miss February by Megan Thee Stallion ੈ ⁎⁺˳✧༚

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thank you sososo much for the tag ᥫ᭡.

pick: an influencer/girlie, a pj set, and a littlest pet shop

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flower!reader and rafe’s relationship at the start kind of gave joe goldberg and becky when he was telling her he’d do anything for her

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thinking abt how flower!reader started to get annoyed at how often rafe started popping up randomly, so by the time rafe finally got the urge to show up at her house. her first reaction was to slam the door on his face, just as quickly as she opened it, only for rafe’s big arms to force his way inside and then proceed as if he didn’t just flip the switch between aggressive and sweet.

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—𝜗𝜚 how rafe cameron and flower!reader met 💭

previously; flower!readers intro

god, how good did rafe cameron feel to be back in good ol’ obx, and not whatever tropical country ward had tried relocating the camerons onto. he’d already handled and checked off a few of the things he needed to do aswell.

convince barry to help him steal the cross? check. actually steal the cross back? check. make it clear to ward that he has the upper hand now? check. melt the cross down? work in progress.

so now— here he was, at barry’s place going over all the shit they would need to achieve this step of this whole cash grab. and i just want you to imagine the look on rafe’s face when you— someone he’d never seen— and almost took for a touron, just walks into barry’s crib, not even muttering a single word before barry’s up and abandoning their conversation. grabbing what seemed to be a shoe box, which he didn’t know existed until this very moment, that was decorated with white lace, glitter and words titled ‘blythe’s magic grass’ written in big dainty cursive on the top.

and too make everything even more of a mind fuck, you hadn’t even seemed like you knew who the hell he was. he thought that you were just playing games at first, acting all on edge in his presence. (which was just your irrational fear of kooks in general) to which he thought was in results of his return and the whole peterkin situation, only to find out it wasn’t after he’d asked you what your name was. he was immediately shot back with, “what’s your name?” he didn’t know wether to be glad that this odd looking pouge— that he was slightly intrigued by didn’t know who he was and what he was known for, or to be taken back at the fact.

but if there was something rafe cameron did know, on this new path of exploring life without having wards iron grip on him— chaining him down and shaping him to be a obidient dog. was that whoever this chick that he had never seen a single day in his life, was a once in a lifetime opportunity take now— or a never see her again type of girl.

as soon as you left the trailer, picking up the dropped beach bicycle out on the front of barrys patchy front yard.. rafe didn’t hesitate to ask all the details about you, barry having to stop himself from knocking the light out of him at the mention of ‘a hot, odd, piece of work.’

AN : this is my first ever fic so i hope u guys enjoy ^w^!!!

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ϧ୧ someones knocking at the door, welcome in.. flower!reader

white soft sand god is a woman

colored tattoos & matching piercings

flowers on flowers on flowers on flowers on flowers on flowers

will always question the meaning of life, gets a new hyper-fixation on different philosophers, poets, authors, artists, singers etc

smoking>>drinking ethereal-being

spring showers, part of her gets high off just being in the rain

high-key finds kooks scary

decorating her long locs— puts them up in pigtails with long ribboned bows

loves dying her hair, each time she colors it represents a different stage of her life

hand-made clothes sza and beabadoobee

her heart aches for long soft sex, but only receives harsh fucks. she blames it on the fact she does onlyfans and only attracts ‘losers’

both a girl and boy kisser, don’t get her started on that one girl

deeply connected to mother nature, being nude constantly in the solitude of her small house— resided on the cut, providing her a quiet life

a frog in another life polaroid pics gardens in her surprisingly large backyard

ϧ୧ her real name is blythe iyora, whos single mother cut her off at the ripe age of 16 all marren yearly type of shit

ϧ୧ believe it or not, but has the kookiest mom— she even lives on the mainland, or she did last time flower!reader checked

ϧ୧ has two dogs, both adopted— don’t shop. a dalmatian who’s spots are brown instead of black, and a cream colored, long haired dachshund

ϧ୧ not only does her social media portrait her aesthetic, but her onlyfans does as well. posing in her lush backyard full of flowers and tall grass, or just posting a random pic of a squirrel on a log. her subscribers love it

ϧ୧ speaking about her backyard, she absolutely adores it. references to it as the ‘garden of eden’, a big large pond on the side that took days of convincing barry to help her build it, home-grown fruit + vegetables, flowers that she considers her children, etc etc

ϧ୧ is so self-kept, that when her name gets mentioned anywhere. It’s 85% chance they’ll have no idea who she is, and if they do, the only words they describe her with is ‘that one fairy lookin bitch?

ϧ୧ flower!reader who gets her weed from barry, he even wraps her shit up in lacey bows— he has no clue on why he does it. only excuse is that he thinks of her as a sister

ϧ୧ flower!reader who is still oblivious to the fact that as soon as she left barrys trailer, he almost knocked out rafe when he asked barry for her number, and said she looked like ‘a strange hot lookin’ girl’

ϧ୧ thought she was tweaking every time she saw rafe out in public more often than the week prior, then proceeded to be even more tweaked out everytime he tried to make his advances on her. would hit him with the “are you talking to me?” line as she looked around for anyone around the two of them.

ϧ୧ she finds herself up at night sometimes, sitting on her hammock wondering what her mom was up to, in to which her wondering turns into her getting reheated all over again at the fact that she left her all alone.

ϧ୧ her house is whimsical as shit, blames it on the fact that she missed out on half of her teenage experience. and overall being forced to grow up and get her shit together.

ϧ୧ whenever any of her onlyfan subs asks flower!reader about all the toys n stuffed animals she owns, she tells them that she’s a collector, when she knows damn well that all 19 of her stuffed animals are named and cared for

ϧ୧ brushes off the fact that she hallucinates a tad bit, barely though.

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i’m so tempted to start writing fics n shit, it’ll be just like me turning my ocs into readersss

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dare i say pouge!rafe cameron 💭💭

goodness gracious.

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thinking about if rafe has sleep issues. when ward went to wake rafe up to help him with the body of the guy he just killed, rafe was already laying awake in his bed.

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rafe cameron analysis

rafe cameron wasn’t always a big bad wolf - introduction (we’ll get more into this after 2.)

rafe cameron descended into his madness, sure he’d always had a lingering uneasiness towards him even as a kid. (which we know of because of rose pointing it out) but we can also clearly see his mental health deteriorate in an short amount time in just season 1.

2. rafe cameron is a physcopath - and my disagreement 

people seem to lead towards the idea of rafe being a physcopath— and DON’T get me wrong, rafe displays multiple traits of physocopathic traits — and i get why people believe in that theory, (i’ll put my favorite psychotic rafe cameron analysis @ the end) but rafe also seems to lack major symptoms of the disorder. (not saying that because you don’t have a certain symptom of a disorder = you don’t have it at all) things he would lack if he were a physchopath would be like: sympathy, or consciousness of the effects of his actions

now before you say, “he does lack consiousness of his actions.” you’re not entirely wrong, in moments were he could be seen as not thinking about his actions could be like him attempting to drown sarah, or murderering peterkin etc. but rafe stated that he panics when he’s under stress- which is completely different from lacking consciousness, he also does realizing the impact he causes afterwards. (him in the car after he shot peterkin) which leads me to think that rafe being a physcopath could be ruled out.

he knows his actions can effect other people, throughout the show he’s always talking about ‘wanting to get better, to be better towards his sisters, wanting to get clean’ etc etc. a physcopath wouldn’t have any regards towards the people they’re surrounded by. so him stating that he knows what he’s done, and how he’s hurt people— is a obvious fuzzy point at the debate of rafe being a physcopath.

rafe cameron wasn’t always a big bad wolf - explanation

for this part i’ll be refrencing towards the novel Dead Break, By Jay Coles. i’m still iffy on wether if this novel could be considered cannon or not since the timelines and ages are a little bit all over the place. but it’s safe to assume that the timeline in the novel is before the actual TV shows events took place, but after Kiaras ‘Kook year’. the pieces i’ll be focusing on are the ones where it’s set in kiaras, beware its a lotta quotes.

“I'd heard that Rafe was planning to enter the competition, too. Ward has probably bought Rafe lessons with the best surf instructors money could buy from the time he could walk.” (Pg 32).

this is ones of rafes first mention in this novel, in the introduction I bring up how he descended into his madness— this text is safe to assume is before he started spiraling. something that is heavily implied and mentioned in the novel is how kiaras parents don’t support her in her dream of wanting to become a professional surfer. based off kies assumption we can probably assume that ward is supportive in rafe being a surfer— given that she’s so quick to thinks he bought him lessons. I bring this up because in the show this seems to contradict what show ward would do, (or atleast what show ward would do for rafe since he’s already perceived as a mess even in just his first few appearances) I only say this because rafe already seemed a bit off-track in his first few scenes, I naturally think that rafe wasnt in a bad place with his health at this point in the novel. 

another quote to throw in since kie’s assumption isn’t 100% reliable, and could be wrong is this scene in the novel which takes place in kies pov while she working as a server at the wreck.

“I see Ward and Rafe Cameron saunter in and join Darren and Alan’s table. By the time I bring Alan and Darren their (raw) oysters, Ward is deep into his pitch for Alan to take on Rafe as a client. I try to listen in. I gotta admit, I’m jealous … it must be nice to have a parent who supports your dreams.” (Pg

i only comment on this part just for throwing it in for more evidence— and to highlight how kie seems to be jealous of rafes and wards parent relationship, which again makes me believe that rafe wasn’t completely off rails yet at this specific time. because in the show we’d be quick to assume that rafes interests could be cared less about.

3. my diagnosis for rafe cameron and his downward spiral -

my first thought is something I just want to get out of the way because it could be seen as a reach. In the season one finale, when ward gets the SBI guy away from sarah snitching on rafe for murderering peterkin- his excuse is that she’s bipolar.

YOU’RE GONNA TELL ME THAT HE JUST PULLED THAT OUT HIS ASS?! I personally think that rafe could be the one with BPD disorder and ward just used it as an excuse to cover his ass. 

okay so, ward is the main player in rafe going crazy. him denying his pleads for help in s2, ward not caring about rafes evident fear of abandonment shown in s1 and s2, ward who most likely manipulates rafe with the death grip he has on the fact he only feels validated by his fathers praise and approval (hence him shooting peterkin, and him telling rose that when he wakes up he’ll see how he ‘took care of everything while you did nothing’) even him and wards first on-screen conversation we see in s1ep3 about the generators should tell you enough about their dynamic. what contributed the most to Rafe going crazy was his need to be validated, something that only his father could give him. 

and since his father was the only one who could give him it, he drove himself crazy trying to get something he knew his father wasn’t going to give him. on top of being gaslit, and manipulated. 

symptoms he displays of BPD are the following like :

an intesne fear of abandonment - him and wards talk the same day he killed peterkin

multiple unstable relationships - him and rose, him and sarah

unstable self image - him always saying that he’s a proactive type person, in a way that’s like he’s trying to convince himself more than the person he’s saying it to, in s4 where he’s hyper aware of what people say about him too, also him talking to Wheezie about how “he knows how bad he looks.” right after he got kicked out.

rapid mood changes - also in s1 when wheezie came over to Rafe after he got kicked out, how quick he is to go from calm -> agitated -> to self-pity. 

impulsive and dangerous actions - when he tried to escape from the cops in the boat scene w/ barry, straying by himself in morroco s4, taunting people for no reason, him going off by himself to find buyers for the cross

persistent feelings of emptiness - the entire my druthers episode, he could be interpreted as just like dissociative asf. ( he’s also seen as dissociative after him and ward saw sarah in the bahamas for the first time) . someone who is usually so emotional and is begging for validation of his feelings— ( wether if it’s validation for his feelings in a sense that he knows he needs help, or validation of doing what ward wants) is now pushing his feelings aside as invalid, when Ward finally answers his constant question of who’d he choose (sarah or rafe) rafe pushes it away and claims to not care about it anymore. 

being paranoid - accusing rose multiple times of being sketchy, when him and barry got into money problems

anger issue management- not even gonna explain this one

disclaimer, not saying that he is 100% diagnosed with BPD. but I also wouldn’t be suprised if it was dropped that he is. these are just my reasonings.

bonus : rafe cameron isnt as much as a fuck-boy as he seems - 

this one is heavily relied onto the novel mentioned up above. this could also be seen as a reach but it’d make sense in some aspects. the entire novel rafes love life is not mentioned, we see toppers being brought up and how he messes with a bunch of kooks (of course before he settles with Sarah) but with Rafe he’s got nothing. when kie finds him in the study there’s also no girl perched up beside him. (quote ahead)

"The fact that this party is exactly the same as the one I went to months ago means I know exactly where to find Rafe. Rafe doesn't go for plastic cups and cheap beer. He'll be upstairs, in Ryan's dad's study.” (Pg 176). 

the only girl we see rafe infatuated with in the show is sofia, and sure he did meet her by hooking up with her. too which we later see him falling head over heels for sofia. I bring this up because it’s clear that rafe has some sort of attachment to people he cares about even if they hurt them. (when he proposed to sofia and she tried to tell him about what she’d done, he said he simply didn’t want to know). a fuck-boy usually has the tendency to be able to attach and deattach to things easily, which rafe obviously struggles with.

wrapping up my rafe cameron analysis 

so these are just things I wanted to point out about his character, @sadfury inspired this heavily 🫦

this is my first post on tumblr even though i’ve been a user for awhile and I just had to get these thoughts out!! thinking about doing a billy hargrove analysis next.

and lastly check out this amazing physco rafe cameron character analysis by @killianjonesapologist!!

if you read this all thank you sososo much ౨ৎ

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Whenever I write Rafe it’s always that he either looks like this

This

Or this

There is no in between 🙏🏻