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proceedstospillthetea · 6 years ago

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So it started all back in 2017 *book opens*

Well it started with my bestfriend. Let’s call her ss I’ve known her since third grade and we lived near eachother but weren’t actually best friends till 7th grade. We walked to school together, hanged in the rocket ship ( by the way we’re not in third grade still ), we did all the typical best friend thing. Then I started to glow up a bit and boys started to notice me. And no she did not start to hate me, I just started to talk with a guy from 1st period. We’re gonna call him r.

Some background info on him. I’ve known him since 1st grade but I talked to him in 2nd grade. He liked me back in 4th grade but I didn’t like him. 5th grade he gave me a dog stuffed animal which a year later I threw away, 6th grade he was dared to ask me out but I turned him down before that, 7th grade was the year I was in and started to talk to him. It was strange because it was over Instagram and we never talk in real life which really annoyed me but oh well. We went to the mall together once it was like a date with one other friend of his, which by the way his friend was supposed to have a girl to but she was like no thanks lmao. And we talked in eventually got my number and we talked through there.

Let’s move on from that. Let talk about the squad it was me, ss, ma, e, p, and v. Ma was my best friend in 5 grade and 6th grade but grew apart since we had no classes together. E was ma best friend in 7th grade and I met her through ma. I met p in gym class we had lots in common music, basketball, etc. they all met P through me and she had a best friend named k but she didn’t really hang with us. And v I met her in 6th grade at breakfast.

Anyways back to r on the last day of school he asked me what I felt, of course over messages. Still kinda petty about that! Anyways I said I wasn’t sure. And in the middle of June I just left him and never texted him back until ss was life girl you need to talk to him and I was like no g. But I ended texting him I was not ready for it because of the thing going on the my dad ( I tell you about that later ) and I was busy, but in reality I was just to much of a pussie man. And yes I’m a 8th grader that says cuss word but that’s because of the area I live and I’m a teen. But I was scared because I didn’t I like him. So bye bye to r.

So now school starts. Now it’s the squad reunion. The squad was Gucci flip flops. And I got a new orchestra teacher which was my 1st period. Aka period with r. YIKES! But it was like it never happened. I wasn’t really mad about it either.

Then there’s an issue because p is gay ( heh forgot to mention that) and she like ma. So they were talking but ma wasn’t sure what she was. Then all of a sudden ma liked a boy d. Everyone knew but p so I decided to tell her because it would be wrong not to right? When I did I thought she would not tell anyone but she told ss and e. So now I’m in trouble but I decided to come clean and said sorry. Squad was now Gucci. And ss sent me “*my name* ( I’m not about to expose my self ha you thought) she’s starting to ignore me and becoming annoying” “*my name* I was talking about p”. I didn’t think much of it until p told me ss was supposed to send it to her and not to me so, she was talking about me. And I knew what she meant on ignoring me which is pretty stupid. This was because I wasn’t being her partner in gym class. I did want to be her partner but also did e and I’m not much for confrontation. But I guess she thought about it a little to much. So now we weren’t talking during lunch, after school, in class, never. I didn’t mind because I knew it was going to happen.

Now I sorta left the squad, the group chat, but I still friends with ma, p, and v. Oh yeah I never really liked e but I don’t hate her. So occasionally make jokes with p and ma about ss, I mean don’t get me wrong I have no problem with her but I like to joke around with things because that’s how I grew up. But I talk to v more and I found out she like r. And she knew I talked to r but I didn’t like him anymore but this new boy ic.

*closes book* that all folks. sorry if I have terrible story telling skills because I do.

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