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Time to round up bois, he’s back

for people who don’t know: this man leaves a single comment “dm me” on (often underage) ed accounts. if you dm him he’ll ask if you want a an anna coach or a dom. he has also asked for n*des from minors and generally sent very sexual and inappropriate messages to all ages. he always makes new accounts under the same look.

BLOCK HIM AND SPREAD THIS

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Don't kill yourself, please.

If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.

If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.

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Tw: Vent Sewslide Thoughts

Woahhhh, a post jot about my shit roommates, crazy

I don't feel like doing it

Life

Everything just feel like I wasn't meant to be here. Ever at all

I kept spiraling again over and over just fucken can't anymore

I'm just a shit person who doesn,xt deserve anything but the worst.

I asked for it. What if I wanted it?

Just another narcissist playing the victim like the ficking self entitled asshole I am.

I just need to get it out of my system then walk it offq

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Update:

Cried before my English class and during ND I' in the front row how fucken embarrassing. After that we got our shit together.

Still spiraled a bit internally, but ye.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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Vent

You know my mental's bad when I lowkey getting swayed by my bitch ass sister about talking to our father again. Like she didn't say too much or like direct but ye

Broke the fuck down after crashing out for like a day and a half

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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ok lets settle it. which laios is getting the best dick rn

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- you are so sweet, i want to eat you

[oc] dorothea

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Update & Vent: B/P mentioned

They called a Roomdial Metting on our asses . My duo and I had to deal with our RA, who is already friends with them make a whole as "compromise" agreement that was c9mplete bullshit.

Both me and my duo don't even use the bathroom or shower yet they can't take accountability for their own messes and realize the mess they see their is theirs.

Fuck all that shit.

Realized hadn't eaten in 3 whole ass days. B/P and then passed out on the floor at 4-ish woke up at 6:30 used the apartment center bathroom. Screed some mayonnaise and 1 packet of Djion mustard. Then went to bed to sleep.

I woke up at 23:30 so disoriented. So ye slept like 14 hours.

I might just get my study and exam done tonight so today/tomorrow I can maybe go to the mall tomorrow and maybe watch a movie with my duo in their room. But godforbid we make too much noise because Sorority girl the self proclaimed "heavy sleeper" wake up with all her bullshit.

I don't know if my body can handle food right now.

I'm a have like an ice cream or have the whole sandwich. Make some use waffes. And that be that. So ye.

There's a lot I'm leaving out, but I'll probably mention it later or leave as is because slept the whole day

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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Vent:

I wish my window opened in general and wide enough for me to escape out of so I can use the apartment center bathroom. (Context: I live on the 1st floor) I feel like I have to like sneak past a horde of zombies or something like I don't want to have to be doing that shit. I just want to go piss and shower. but nooooooo that's too much to ask.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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Vent:

I thought Psych major was asleep. they are never around this late at night unless they out partying. I open my door and they're in the hallway.

Fuck I wanted to take my shower and go piss, but now I got to wait it out again.

The night barely feels safe, and now I can't even have this.

I know I'm sounding way dramatic and shit, but bro I don't want to see the bitch who let our RA think he needed to call a Wellness Check on my ass. SO Fuck bro

I hate that my heart is actually pounding like why is a part of me so nervous? I don't really know the word to descript all this but like they were in the wrong, but still feel like walking on eggshells even seeing the silhouette of their bitch ass.

Also, it's harder to tell when they CONSTANTLY leave the lights on.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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Update & Vent:

Went to an event thing last minute. Uni recruit Company thingy. I got one question out about asking about if they covered trans health care in their health insurance then was so freaked on about basically outting myself that I took the gift bag after the end of the meeting and left like a fucken asshat.

The lady who answered my question was super chill and even said if you want to know speak to me after, but my bitch ass just bailed like and asshole. Like this was my time to network. I even got little bit dressed up for this shit last minute. I PUT MY FANCY PANTS ON & put a bit of Eyeliner just for me NOT TO DO THE THING I said I was going to do. Like I'M SO FUCKEN DUMB. I need to trip over a knife or something.

Now, my roommates have people over. I don't think my duo's in the apartment and I'm just all tense. Haven't slept yet either it's been 26 hours which isn't the worst I've done. But shit with all the Whiplash it feels like longer.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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Update: Upgrades?

Forgot meds, b/p BUUUUUTTT

I did meet a potential new friend at the club meeting!

they're super cool & extoverted soo ye! hopefully be able to keep my mind off of shit and be out of the apartment even more!

crazy making the best out of shituation led me to touch grass more lol.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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TW: Vent, B/P

I've been so good, and I feel like I'm backtracking and I can't get out

Being BInging and unintentionally not able to keep it down. my body's all out of whack

violently gagged in my room and now my roommates asking if I'm okay.

NO no no y'all can't act all sweet any nice after all that bs you put me through 2 weeks ago. Ignore me and fuck all the way off.

At the beginnning of the semester I was b/p quite obviously all the fucken time and NOW you want to step int fuck you.

Hop off of my dick now.

You ignore me and I ignore you that's how I want this last month to go okay? fuck all this this.

I've been trying to reset everything, but my body is just ugh not getting with the program.

Update shit though:

was able to my friend I thought I wasn't able to see. They move in to a basement house apartment lease thingy!

They validate my feelings in the way I needed. I know I needed some cold water poured on me with asking my duo if I was in the wrong for wellness check thing for thinking they were being some fuck shit for letting that shit happen. My duo was like "I wasn't there." type beat vibe.

But when told my friend they were like "you didn't do anything to deserve this probably" because they've never roomed with me, but know my character well enough to know I'd probably do nothing to warrant this level of slap back. I just really need that sort of like "yes man" but with a side of logical doubt. you know?

I feel way better about that this.

REarrangee my shit and it's a bit more impractical in some ways, but actually way it was better in other ways that I didn't expect so ye.

tmi:

I don't know why shit just keep feelign like it pressing up on my bladder even without water or that much food in my body and I hate it so much.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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TW: VENT

So last post is a fat fucken like. Due to my duo forgetting their laptop charger at school (we went home for the weekend) we have to go back tomorrow night. And I needless to say I'm fucken fighting back the stupid tears in my eyeballs. Because even just in the last, what, like 24 hours being back home, away from that place, I didn't realize how much more relaxed I was till my time got cut short.

How I don't want to go back to that.

I don't want to be there anymore

I don"/ I can't i

I really don't want to be on this earth anymore.

I wanted to maybe see a friend this weekend? And not think about the noise just outside my door.

Or worry about psych majors boyfriend coming over because he started to remind me of my father

You know the guy who groomed me for 18 years of my life and sexual assaulted me

You know that guy

So ye

Uh ye

I

Lol, sobbed like a little bitch for a hot sec

Did the internal Father pep talk, you know, the one. The "it's nothing, walk it off, champ. You're be overdramatic" because it's the only way I can cope my way through this without being a blubbering mess for the rest of the night or month.

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD

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"but you don't look disordered..." LET ME COOK☝️

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Update: Better Days?

I feel like I've ascended. like Sydney in "I'm not okay with this" in the pancake scene

If I blast enough music in my ears I can't hear them and get second hand annoys just by their existence. or get super nervous that their around.

Jamming out to bangers

TW: Vent

Love my friend but she is so shit at giving advice through text.

This it why I should just stick to the status quo, stay in my lane. Tumblr vent post just satiate that screaming need... well and also a blasting music jam session but ye

Fuck my roommates they all suck. They have a guest that stayed the night stole my soap dispenser and put it on their side. (There's 2 sinks.) But they used our sink. Like WHAT? Not to mention the passive aggressive bullshit of over sending information already given. Like we were so chill about it. Like hey maybe don't bring a stranger into the apartment to stay the night WITHOUT TELLING US. BUT NOOOOO THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR THEM.

Now they passive aggressive text in the group chat like this gem

"Once again, my friend is staying over tonight she is sleeping in the living room"

Like am I crazy or saying "Once again" is passive aggressive.

I feel like I'm going insane.

They had to have told them that which is our sink. There's no way they didn't.

I feel like I'm going insane. It's proper roommate etiquette to assume that if THEY have someone over they are going to be using THeir stuff on their side. Am I crazy for that?

Bro, I haven't even stepped outside at any time the guest has been here, but them sending that "once again" text in the middle of them already being here? Like both of them know that I don't ever really leave the apartment and my fucken lights are on in my room tonight so am I crazy for thinking the "once again" message was a pointed intentional passive aggressive diss?

Whatever I don't care anymore. I hope they get chemical burns /irritated skin from using the rigged soap dispenser because WE HAD TO HIDE OUR OTHER SOAP DISPENSER because they wouldn't stop using ours even after telling them politely to use their own and use their own sink. LIKE BRO IT'S NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD