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SECANGKIR KOPI UNTUK MARSINAH

Sepagi ini aku menemukan Marsinah di teras rumah, sendiri, tak bicara, wajahnya penuh dendam menatap lukisan tubuhnya;

kepala yang penuh luka sehabis ditetak-tetak

selangkangan yang berlumuran darah sehabis diacak-acak

tubuhnya lebam menahan pukulan-pukulan batangan besi.

Secangkir kopi yang sudah kubuat untuk kunikmati sendiri, kini kuperuntukkan untuk Marsinah.

Tanpa aba-aba, diseruputnya kopi itu tanpa gula atau pemanis buatan lainnya;

Seteguk, dua teguk, tiga teguk, tanpa sisa.

Dengan penuh hati-hati aku mengucap maaf atas kopi yang begitu pahit untuk ia nikmati di pagi buta ini

Sontak ia menjawab; yang pahit bukanlah kopi.

Dunialah dengan segala konspirasi

Negara dengan segala diskriminasi

Perusahaan-perusahaan dengan segala keserakahan politisi

Kantor-kantor dengan segala kepalsuan visi

Pabrik-pabrik dengan segala perbudakan pada diri ini.

Marsinah kembali, pergi meninggalkan duniawi

Memohon kepada Tuhan agar diberi amanah menjadi algojo di neraka

Merebus apinya hinggah mendidih

Meracik besi-besi batangan

Mendetak-detakkannya agar siap pakai untuk menetak

Marsinah belum merasa abadi

Masih ingin menyulut api

Sembari menanti para pembunuh terhadap dirinya.

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Daripada tidak jujur pada diri sendiri dan sekitar mu.,

Lebih baik anda menyerah saja, saya tak bisa, saya tak mampu, saya sih punya niat itu dan tak mampu untuk bertindak, dan saya tak bisa lagi belajar.,

Lebih baik ketimbang anda merasa bisa dan mampu mengubah hanya dengan niat baik.....

Anda tak bisa hanya dengan memamerkan niat baik lantas semuanya akan baik-baik saja..

Itu pendidikan buat diri sendiri yang cukup akut dari zaman feodalime sampai zaman modernisasi saat ini.

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Jika kalaian ingin melawan penindasan, pelajari mekanisme yang ada dalam praktik penindasan.

Dan jika kalian ingin bercerita tentang cinta, jatuh hatilah dengan sedalam-dalamnya....

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Ah...

Jika kondisi sekarang ingin diungkapkan dengan frasa.,

Aku memilih frasa; aku sangat bersemangat hari ini...

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Kepada kawan Kawan di jalan keheningan

Kita..

Tak boleh terus begini kawan kawan

Bertapa di pembuangan simpan dendam pembungkaman

Orang orang hianat segala kalangan berkomplot dengan orang orang asing disebrang lautan

Mereka kuasai segala ruang kenegaraan

Mereka lelang tanah, air, angkasa dan segala sumber kekayaan dari merauke di papua sampai kesabang negeri aceh darussalam

Mereka perlakukan rakyat lebih rendah dari binatang

Tak pantas kita begini terus kawan kawan

Berdoa di tepi tepi kesedihan

Bersajak tentang segala pengharapan

Tidak.....

Kita....  Memang orang orang buangan

Tapi kita bukan pecundang

Kita hanya terllau romantik sikapi kesepian dan terlalu sering pandangi langit gelap

dan kita biarkan kegagahan kita hanya jadi kenangan dan keberanian kita hanya jadi catatan

Ayolah kita bangkit sekarang

Kita tinggalkan kesunyian

Kita terjun kesemua medan pertempuran

Kita teriakkan lagi pekik pekik peperangan

Kita tulis lagi prosa prosa paling garang

Dan sajak sajak paling tajam

Kita hidupkan lagi akar akar juang rakyat

Yang mereka bius

Mereka bunuh

Dan mereka matikan

Kita gelorakan lagi semangat para patriot yang hanya meratapi segala kekalahan

Kita sastrawan sastrawan pejuang kawan kawan

Kita didepan

Kita susun lagi barisan rakyat yang lama dihinakan

Kita tunjuki mereka arah kebenaran

Kita nyatakan keadilan untuk semua orang

Kelola negara buat kita,  gampang

Prosa prosa yang kita tuliskan

dan naskah naskah  drama yang dulu kita pentaskan

dan puisi puisi etika yang kita senandungkan adalah tesa tesa kebernegaraan dan kebijaksanaan

Kita sudah buktikan

segala premis premisan

Aksioma aksiomaan

Abstraksi abstraksian dan teori teorian

Pembangunan mereka hanya hayalan penuh kepalsuan

Semua itu bisa kita batalakan

Kegagalan mereka berserakan direruntuhan peradaban

Mari kawan kawan

Buang segala ragu

Campakan semua bimbang

Ini perang kita

Perang kebudayaan

Kita bergerak kawan kawan

Bersama sama

Bahu membahu

Serentak serempak

Kita serbu segala palsu

Kita serang segala persekongkolan gelap

Kita buru segala penipu

Kita terjang segala kebohongan

Kita kita sibak gelap gulita

Kita hancurkan semua kegilaan

Kita tikam semua dusta

Kita bunuh semua penyerikatan

Jangan diam,  diam berarti pengkhianatan

Tak ada up stand

Up silent adalah kebencian

Ini perang penghabisan

Allah bersama kita

Dia telah pastikan kita menang

Percayalah dan yakinlah

Aku didepan kalian

...Fikar W Eda

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Not only is the ~territory~ thing overblown but it's some colonialist bs in regards to the Hales: rich white family, werewolf royalty almost who ~own~ the land. They're settlers, plain and simple. The show actually did good with Derek living in the burnt wreckage of the house trying unsuccessfully to rebuild the dynasty but ultimately finding happiness and healing and moving on but stans are fixated on rebuilding the house, the seat of power and owning the land

It’s the entitlement.  

As a white person, I’ve noticed that one of the fundamental problems when people like me try to grapple with the consequences of colonialism is a sort of binary thinking as defense mechanism.   If something was good, then it can’t be bad.  There were many positive reasons for expansion and colonization: fleeing religious persecution, exploring economic opportunities away from established oppressive economic structures, countering overpopulation of cities, the ennobling effects of freedom and exploration – all these are great, inspiring things.  What’s uncomfortable is trying to reconcile them with the unintended but very much omnipresent consequences of that colonization:  slavery, disease, generational poverty, and cultural obliteration inflicted on the natives from which colonists stole the land.  You can’t have one without the other.

So their reaction is to deny that it happened.   To say it doesn’t matter.  To say that it happened so far in the past that they shouldn’t have to think about  it.  To focus completely on one side.  (In one excellent development, claiming it was for the natives’ own good has completely fallen out of fashion.) It’s easier that way.  This is also entitlement.

This attitude expresses itself constantly in fandom – an exclusive focus on the Hale family’s needs and history and the wrongs done to them, which serves to minimize and erase that the Hales’ attempts to satisfy those needs were executed on the backs of children and adults who were not Hales.  Yes, the Hales were protectors of Beacon Hills. Yes, they helped found they city.  Yes, they were powerful and influential.  Yes, they were the victims of terrible persecution and a terrible crime.

And not one bit of that justifies the consequences of what Peter and Derek did to the children and adults around them.  It wasn’t until Derek (and to a lesser extent, Peter) let go, as you said, of the idea of Hale supremacy and made it up to the people whom they hurt that they actually got to grow.  

The idea that Derek and Peter didn’t deserve a return to the glory days of the Hales cannot be processed by fandom, so they create elaborate justifications of the worst abuses the show depicted in pursuit of that supremacy.   They’re real werewolves!  They’re mystically tied to the land!   They’ve got the backing of some half-baked werewolf/occult government that recognizes their sovereignty – again and again and again.  It doesn’t matter that it contradicts canon or doesn’t make any sense – if Scott is such a danger because he doesn’t werewolf right that the werewolf government has to step in, are they going in turn give control to Peter, a man who killed people from behind until he got his ass kicked by a bunch of teenagers, or Derek, who never met a Bad Decision he didn’t make? 

No, this concept of the right of others to rule over people who have no idea who they are and never asked for their rule is used to diminish others.  Scott got to play first line!  Scott got popular and the girl!  So he should be grateful for the Bite, for the mental violation, for the lies and manipulation, for all the responsibilities and violence he didn’t want but had to endure. (Look at all the good things we brought to the savages!)  Stiles should be flattered that Peter, after brutalizing the girl he loved in front of him, after kidnapping him, after forcing him to work at his command, graciously offered him the Bite rather than forcing it on him.  It doesn’t matter that Peter used Lydia as an object for his own ends, the trauma forced her evolution into a powerful young woman.   Or the dozens and dozens of people who eventually paid the price for Peter’s temper tantrum.

And those three Gurkhas I mean Betas were willing recruits to fight someone else’s war.  And Derek loved them so much he treated them like family soldiers (training them through combat and breaking their bones, forcing them to sleep on the floor, shouting at them when they dared to want something else.)  Two of them died honorably, fighting Derek’s wars.

The production systematically demolished the arguments of the Hales as to their rights to a glorious destiny.   Derek grew up and moved on.  Peter didn’t and was appropriately punished.   One of the interesting things about every single enemy in Teen Wolf is that they all sprung from the Hales and the Argent’s conflict, and yet the warriors, the people who suffered from them, tended not to have either of those last names.  Every villain was a consequences of the villain before that, and that all went back to a struggle of which most of the victims had never even heard.  

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I had to water my backyard today.

The insects and birds are coming to enjoy the water, and in the air lies the smell of summer rain.

It has been one of the dryest Aprils in my life. The news said it was the dryest ones since 2007 (in Germany).

And it's not only the missing rain. It's in combination with a lot of sun and even more wind that takes the water away.

In a way I'm lucky with my small backyard, with a lot of shade and a dense soil that keeps in the water. But I am still worried.

The last two summers were the dryest and hottest summers in my life. What if the next one is even worse.

So I sm preparing as good as I can.

I can't collect the rainwater from the roof, because I need permission from my landlord, but I am planning to buy some big boxes to put outside when rain is coming, to store it for the summer.

But the main thing i have to do is, to reduce evaporation.

I already sowed white clover as a protective layer (and to improve the soil) but I will look into other techniques.

I am open to any ideas and advice you can give.

People are gardening and farming in much hotter and dryer condition than me, and they have been for millennia. There have to be ways to deal with this. And if I have to change my view on gardening, I am willing to do so.

Sustainability also means to adapt to change.

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Minke pernah berkata dalam cerita romannya...

"tawaran untuk menimbah ilmu di bumi Nederland itu bagi saya bukan perkara yang mengagumkan. Yang betul-betul memukau adalah Kayanya Gadis itu akan inisiatif"

Kepada gadis jepara yang ia temui bersama Istrinya Ang San Mei....

Pram, melalui Minke telah mengajar sebuah pemaknaan yang cukup tinggi terkait INISIATIF!!!

Bahwa roh dari segala perbuatan baik/buruk manusia lahir dari inisiatif-inisiatif yang bisa jadi dianggap remeh!

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BURUH (TIDAK) BERNASIB BURUK

Seusai melakukan kewajiban dan mengadu kepada Tuhan;

Sepagi itu, jam dinding memaksanya agar siap dan sigap

Tak sempat mengurus anak, tak sempat sarapan banyak

Tergesa-gesa sebab takut terhadap bos yang galak.

Di perjalanan, ia harus memerangi keadaan;

Kendaraan-kendaraan makin geming makin bising

Menghirup polusi, mengatur presisi, bila sial akan ditilang polisi

Sebab orang-orang besar makin gila dan sinting pada masalah yang begitu saja belum bisa menemukan solusi.

“Duhai”, hatinya mencoba tabah.

Belum sempat menyapa kawan, sudah harus menyapu jalanan

Belum sempat menyapa kawan, sudah harus menggali timbunan

Belum sempat menyapa kawan, sudah harus mengecor bangunan.

Belum sempat menyapa kawan, sudah harus menyajikan makanan

Belum sempat menyapa kawan, sudah harus mengurus laporan

Upah yang katanya lumayan, sama sekali tak sebanding dengan jam kerjaan.

Di wajahnya, ada doa yang tak henti-hentinya mengharap

Di wajahnya, ada harap yang tak henti-hentinya disekap

Di wajahnya, ada ikhlas yang tak henti-hentinya berserah

Di wajahnya, ada pasrah yang tak boleh untuk menyerah.

Wahai, buruh.

Lelahnya yang membangun bangsa

Keringatnya yang membahagiakan keluarga

Senyumnya yang menjanjikan surga.

Atasannya menjanjikan apa?

mungkin biaya hidup

mungkin bahaya hidup.

2019, 1 Mei.

Gembel Syar'i.

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Tuanku yang terhormat.,

Hamparan tanah telah dihuni oleh rakyat,

Berpuluh tahun silam sebelum keruntuhan para raja.,

Mereka bercocok tanam untuk generasinya dan buminya.,

Mereka bersuka ria dengan anak dan alam.,

Meski sesekali mereka harus terdiam.,

Tuanku yang terhormat.,

Kemarin kusaksikan hamparan itu kau tanam dengan aspal licin.,

Kau tancapkan pula besi dan beton.,

Sekarang kau minta mereka bercocok tanam.,

Pandemi mengacam ketersediaan pangan mu.,

Kepadamu tuan yang terhormat.,

Selamat atas kebodohan yang tak sedikit pun kau miliki...