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Apology Post

Under the cut for mentions of Melone and trauma related to infertility

Let me preface this by saying that in no way do I condone anything that Melone has canonically done in any way, shape or form.

Upon watching part 5 of jjba I took an interest in Melone’s character. I thought that he had a lot of interesting potential in terms of his role in la squadra and I liked his character design. Because of this I tried to separate the character from the events that happened in the babyface arc. That was my first mistake.

From there, I attempted to remake Melone as a character, throwing out the complete function of Babyface and some of his more perverted characteristics. All I kept the same was his design along with his analytical and paternal traits. This was a huge mistake on my part.

It was a mistake because that caused me to become more and more comfortable with my personal remake of his character, and in turn forgetting about how he is as a canonical character. As I grew more fond of this remake, I started to project some of my own traits onto him.

These projections ranged from very simple with appreciation of certain aesthetics to quite in depth; using his more paternal side as a way to project my own personal trauma I have with risk of infertility due to medical complications. However with the more I projected onto him and the more comfort I felt from the rendition of this character, I decided that I actually kinned him. Not the original Melone, but this recreation I have of Melone.

And I honestly regret all of it. I should have seen the red flags beforehand and shouldn’t have let him become so close to me. For a period of time I even went as far as to go by the name Melone. It was stupid and I didn’t think about the possible discomfort that would cause for people. 

I will gladly take the blame for this, as I recognize that it’s my fault that I made people uncomfortable. I’m terribly sorry for any discomfort I ever caused anyone, it was clueless of me to tread so lightly around a character like that. That sort of thing is not what I want to put out into the world and was definitely never my intention.

If you want to unfollow or block me, I understand completely and won’t ask of you to stay. Once again, I’m sorry for all the harm and discomfort I’ve caused anyone. This post is not me trying to forgive myself or saying that I even deserve it, I’m just trying to bring some clarification to the situation.

I might delete my blog. If I do so, I will edit this saying where to follow if anyone wishes to stay. I’m terribly sorry. Peace.

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used to be thembomista! mutuals please like or rb :0

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simp

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prosciutto in your brain

prosciutto in my brain... 😔

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Good news for you, this August 23rd.

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a forgotten fugo from my sketchbook. 

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hi latine lesbian and girlfriend an afrolatina woman in need here. We been very tight on money lately and things dont seem to look up so im here again asking for help to buy groceries and meds i want to help my family but we cant work due to mental illness and the covid situation in our country. if you wanna help us in our urgent situation

you can donate here

you can commission me for a drawing like this for $40 per person in drawing i just need your reference and details that youd like (phrases, colors, addons also keep in mind these are not paint overs)

you can reblog this post in fact please reblog it!!!!

my paypal

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Whew! This is THE ONE! 🙌🏿

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with everything going on in regards to the group of trans women who were recently attacked, it's not enough to post "black trans lives matter" and leave it at that. if you truly believe that, you need to be ensuring their survival by donating to and supporting black trans women directly.

black trans women please feel free to add your links below as well!

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Find your funky toad name!!! 

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also if ur one of those ppl that are like "the black and brown stripes on pride flags are uglyyy umu make it more aesthetically pleasing!!!" please stop talking i dont like you

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Ok good fun donation post time. My friend is in some deep shit. I don't rly know how to post more proof of this but I can ask them for texts, etc. I've known them for a good few years and they're definitely telling the truth, unfortunately.

I told them I've had relatively good luck using tumblr for crowdfunding, and they gave me permission to make a post asking for them.

I don't expect this to fully fund them the $2600+, but I will still keep that as the goal & update as they let me know what's going on.

Please reblog.

(8/18/2020)

$5/2600

Cash app: $AspenAdams | vnmo @nyoron | paypal -- these are all my payment methods, I will send the money to them.

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I mad agree with this.

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Here's a chance to change some black trans lives

Saw this on facebook and am keeping the momentum going. I've copied all the fundraiser links below, and here's the link to the original post in case you'd prefer to look at the list that way.

Help me get home, please! $1,105/10,000

Gender Fluid Human In Need Of Help $1,610/3,500

Adopted Trans Woman seeking safety & medical help $16,626/29,000

Shane's Top Surgery $934/6,180 《《 this one has been up for over a year and he's still waiting

Help J Remove Themselves from Toxic Household $330/2,500 《《 needs more contributions

Grace Mwangi's Gender Confirmation Surgery $2,966/38,000

Nyne's top surgery $2,893/8,000

Help Grayson start transition $1,101/2,000

Skyler's Transition Fund €380/3,000 《《 needs more contributions

Londynn's New Life $8,793/15,000

NYIEMÄ'S GENDER CONFIRMATION FUND $8,195/37,000

Zoeys transition fund £3,959/10,000

Supporting Black Trans Elders cashapp $fakerapper $15,805/100,000

Top Surgery For Yadriel Acazio $1,762/11,000

Coco's Medical Transition Fund. $3,395/15,000

Maya's Transition & Recovery Fund $1,922/35,744

Help Create Corbyn $1,748/4,000

Flora's Transition Fund $360/5,000 《《 needs more contributions

Amina Transition And Rent Fund €3,206/5,000

Help Guilly Get Top Surgery!! $3,050/7,500

Atticus' homeless fund $5,578/10,000

HOUSING FOR TRANS WOMEN OF COLOR $7,368/60,000

Ahren's Top Surgery $3,961/7,500

Malakai's Top Surgery $754/10,000 《《 needs more contributions

Top Surgery $7,195/8,000 《《 up since last year; he's so close!

Phoenix gotta move! $572/45,000 《《 needs more contributions

Kiana's Gender Transition $2,140/35,000

Jacobs top surgery $6,855/8,000

Skye's Top Surgery $2,027/8,500

Hunter's Top Surgery $4,610/12,000

Alexandria's Transition fund $3,562/40,000

Myles's Tracheal Shave Procedure $2,825/8,450

Zeke's Top Surgery Fund $4,469/9,000

help mika start a new life $499/25,000 《《 needs more contributions

Landon's Top Surgery! $795/2,000

Donate to Myla's Breast Augmentation $1,957/6,000

Vanessa L. Naisha needs support to seek justice! $14,373/15,000 《《 so close!

Travis' Transition Fund $14,063/30,000

Disabled Enby Needing Help For Top Surgery! $2,025/8,500

Tyler's Transition Fund $13,725/30,000

Clarabelle's Gender Affirmation Surgery $10,300/20,000

help deluca get top surgery ! $4,842/7,000

Help Black Trans Woman Transition $17,523/20,700

Wriply's surgery/ continued living fund $8,597/26,520

Help a black trans woman w/ advanced cancer in ATL $21,656/25,000

Help Harmony, a Black Trans Woman Survive $7,676/20,000

Help a black trans-man get FTM top surgery! $6,018/15,000

Malikais Top Surgery $4,077/7,500

Finn's Therapy & Wellness Fund $2,920/7,000

Kyo's (aka Key) Transition Fund $13,509/25,000

Transition Funds for Dallas $6,790/15,000

Help a Black Trans Woman from homelessness $5,901/8,000

Bottom Surgery and Electrolysis $6,329/40,000

Noelle's Breast Augmentation $11,135/13,000

Aeri's Moving Out & Transition Fund $14,809/20,000

SAVE A TEENAGE TRANSMAN'S LIFE $4,245/25,000

I will periodically update the progress amounts. As the goals are met, I'll mark them as funded and change the colors from green to pink to make it clear. I'm also tagging the ones that could use more attention with red.

Been hearing a lot about "reparations" lately? Well, this is one way to start working towards that, since those in power certainly won't.