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This is how I originally wrote it. One of those that starts as a poem and then begs to be a song. I posted a fragment of this on tumblr a while back, but here’s the initial piece in its entirety 🤍

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loudly going "YOU'RE GOOD YOU'RE GOOD" to myself to ward off the memory of every embarrassing thing i've ever done

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my step mom was asking me more questions about the nonbinary thing and after talking to me for a bit, she said "oh, so youre a rosé! not a chardonnay transitioning to a merlot, just your own unique type" which was such a middle aged white woman way to frame it, but i cannot lie gang. it did make me want to cry

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Bruce feeding Selina's cats after she's hospitalised from saving his life.

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I took two sick days last week and I’m terrified to log on to work tomorrow

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I hate that I don’t know if my MS symptoms are exasperated cause I’m sick and I don’t know it, or it’s too hot, or I’m stressed, or I’ve eaten something I shouldn’t have, or it’s an actual MS flare up and my immune system is attacking me again, like it could be anything

Sometimes I feel like this disease has made me learn so much more about my body, and then sometimes I feel like I know nothing at all

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it’s so insane we have to just keep showing up for work. no matter what is happening globally, locally, personally, you’re supposed to show up and act like the formatting on a report is actually really important and demands your attention.

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"Nothing that happens is ever forgotten, even if you can't remember it."

SPIRITED AWAY (2001)

Dir. Hayao Miyazaki