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When your cg gives you praise for doing something really hard for you to do and you had very little faith in yourself the entire time, however, they had complete faith in you from beginning to end and encouraged you to do what was needed for you to succeed. Praises like that will always hit differently, especially when you didn't think you'd succeed in order to get called things like "My smart little baby" in the first place. 🩶

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What is better than going to bed while little and just before you go to sleep your cg sends you a good night text to wish you sweet dreams and reaffirm that they will talk to you the next day? I'll tell you what, waking up in the mornings feeling little and getting a good morning voice message from the person both your big and little self are attached to so much that just the sound of their voice makes your day start off better than any other day. 🩶

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tryna find more fwens

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Little ones, Having truble finding safe friends and friends that also age regress,

Me to, but I’m coming up with a few solutions.

First is a simple symbol

Here are some examples

The number is your little age and the Y is a code meaning Years.

While I didn’t make it myself I would like to help increase its popularity in the agere community

I know that we all have trouble telling others or finding like minded people irl, especially because it’s almost always hard to tell people.

This is why that symbol is good, it allows us to communicate and contact each other without that fear

I also want to make bracelets with the symbol on it, but I have to wait for some stuff to come in the mail.

I think that the bracelets will be better then the symbol because it’s not odd to ask to look at someone’s bracelet, plus you can see it from further away.

Example of bracelet:

I’ve made a few posts about this before but I wanted to do a better one

Care givers can also have symbols and bracelets

The 9 stays the same as a sort of code and the letter should be a reference to being a Big one (b for big, c / g for caregivers)

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Before my Spanish class started, I talked to my teacher about my birthday in April, and she asked me if I was excited, "Eh, kinda." I paused for a second before adding, "I would have been more excited if my Dad could have been here to celebrate it with me." (As he passed away November 2023), and the look she got on her face when I said that... I felt my heart slightly break when my words registered to her...

Immediately she started to comfort me and say stuff like "I'm so sorry", and "I know that's going to be hard for you", and then she accidentally called me honey. It took all I had to not regress on the spot because when anyone calls me honey or sweetie in the tone of voice she did, I instantly have the urge to regress... but then her face changed. She started apologizing for letting it slip and said it was an accident and she didn't mean to disrespect me. My heart completely broke at that time. It wasn't because of the look of distress on her face, no, it was the fact she thought she disrespected me when she tried to comfort me and was scared I would take her calling me honey badly... I quickly assured her she in no way offended me, and it had the opposite effect and comforted me.

The fact that she thought she disrespected me hurt me, and that was why I immediately pushed my regression aside to comfort her. If anyone ever says anything that makes you want to regress but turns around and has a reaction like she did, do a good big thing and make them feel better first if you can. I could tell my reassurance made her feel better, and I know if I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been able to regress as happily as I did, no matter how many emotions were making my head spin. Grown-ups need comforting sometimes too, and your little self will feel a lot happier when you can do a big self thing like that, trust me. 🩶

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it's so sad when you feel little, but you're trying to be big while you're arguing with one of your friends, online or in real life, only for them to leave you... you want to cry because you got attached, but you know it would be better for you, though you still dont want them to leave no matter how much they made you mad or upset you...

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i just got home from watching Wonka in theaters! I have see-ed it before but I no have been in a movie theater since 2015 before the Big-C hit in 2020 and it was so much fun!! I sooooo happy I got to go and see it, I regressed the entire time and I still is, but it was da most fun I has had in years 🥰

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Question, but what powers do stuffies have do you think? I’ve heard about them making sure there aren’t any monsters under the bed, and that’s why they sometimes are on the floor in the morning, but what else do they do? Would love people to add to this too with what their stuffies do!

Ooo, I love this question!! I have two I know my stuffies have.

I have noticed since I was younger that my most favorite stuffie that I've had since I was six sometimes ends up at the bottom of my bed by my feet or on other parts of the bed and not in my arms when I initially went to sleep. I think he does this because monsters are trying to grab my feet and he protects me by making sure the monster can't touch me. His little legs carry him all around my bed whenever he sees something trying to get me to make sure I'm safe and don't wake up if I'm touched by the meanie.

This applies to my giant stuffie and the same stuffie as the previous one. Since I've had those stuffies some of their fur has hardened over the years and at first I didn't know why. Then, I remembered that over the time I've had them, I've confided in both of them whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, and the pieces of fur that have caught my tears that I didn't wipe off make scars on their fur. That is their way of showing me no matter how many years have passed, they'll always remember everything I've told them whenever I've come to them crying, whether I wiped my tears off of them or not. It's their way of forming scars, but just like scars on us, their scars are just as beautiful as ours are, because we still love them just as much as we did when we first got them; if not more!

I was really excited to get this question, and I couldn't wait to answer it. 🩶

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For the numbers thing: 11! What’s your ideal little day?

11: What's your ideal little day?

I'd have to say my ideal little day would go something like this:

I would wake up with my cg giving me little kisses to wake me up and he would tell me we would be going on an adventure! He would help me get ready by grabbing my favorite clothes to make an outfit and help me get dressed before he would go into the kitchen and sit me down while he made my favorite breakfast, talking with me about anything I wanted to while I waited to keep me busy. After breakfast, we'll get into the car and drive to my favorite stores and buy anything I wanted to take home: New outside clothes, pajamas, pacies, stuffies, books, etc.

Afterward, he would take us to a park with a playground after all the little kids were done playing on it so he could play with me on the swing set, slides, monkey bars, and other things before he spread out a blanket on the grass for us to have a picnic for lunch with all of my favorite picnic snacks and drinks. Then, once we were done eating and talking we would go play some more either in the grass or on the playground.

Once dinner was inbound, he would drive us back home and help me bring all of my new things inside and we would have a fashion show for me to model all the new clothes I bought, and he would help me put everything away before he started cooking my favorite food for dinner, letting me tell him my best parts about the day even while we were eating dinner because he loved how excited I got whenever I was talking about something we did together.

Finally, with dinner finished, we would sit down and watch one or two movies of my, or our unanimous, choice while we snuggled on the couch and watched it together in our pajamas with popcorn, snacks, and my stuffie. Then, we would climb into bed together and he would help tuck me in, making sure I had my favorite stuffie and paci with me before he got in bed with me and cuddled me to keep me warm while he told me his favorite things about our day together, or even reading me my favorite story to help me go to sleep to end off such an awesome day!

Thank you for your ask, and I was so excited to write about this! I would absolutely love to experience something even slightly similar to this one day. 🥰

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Comment or send an ask! 😊

I'm bored and really want to make more friends

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Having someone who knows when you're regressed but doesn't even ask you if you want your paci because they know the answer is yes, and they even go the extra step to get it out for you and put it in your mouth has got to be one of the best things of having a cg or just someone who babysits you when you're regressed 🥰

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𓆩⟡𓆪 𝓜𝓸𝓸𝓭𝓫𝓸𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓼 𓆩⟡𓆪

Wonka (2023)

★ Willy Wonka 🍫

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The Bad Guys (2023)

★ Mr. Wolf 🐺 ★ Mr. Snake 🐍

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Hazbin Hotel

★ Alastor 📻

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Hazbin Hotel Moodboard - Alastor

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Hi! I’m also an involuntary regressor, but I saw in your post and intro that you’re an impure regressor. I’m unfamiliar with the term, would you mind explaining to me what it means? Thank you!! Have a nice day/night!!

Hello~! Thank you for your question! I hope my answer will help explain it well enough that you understand better. 😊

Impure and pure regression isn't what it might imply, it actually refers to the experience we have while regressed.

Impure regressors (also known as vent regressions/ors) like myself, have bad experiences while in littlespace and it isn't always a happy, safe space for us. More commonly, this is also associated with those who involuntarily regress due to external or internal negativities. This means when we regress, we are likely to experience negative feelings, such as feeling overwhelmed, having meltdowns, or attacks of any kind (i.e. panic attacks). It could also cause us to mentally relive traumatic or other bad experiences/memories that make us feel unsafe or uncomfortable.

However, pure regressors (also known as play regressions/ors) have happy and safe experiences while in littlespace. Voluntary regression is more often associated with this type of regression, as it can be a safe place for littles and middles to regress to in order to feel calm, happy, and/or safe from the bad things trying to hurt them.

I hope this clears everything up~!

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One thing I want as an involuntary, impure regressor, who also regresses in public, is to be able to bring my most favorite stuffie with me in case I need his help to feel safe... But the bad part is, one, I don't have anything big enough to carry him in. And two, no one around me knows I regress, so I can't do it anyway without them questioning me...

There's hardly anything worse as an involuntary and impure regressor than to be struggling while feeling like the smallest thing on the planet and not having your favorite stuffie, blankie, paci, or favorite anything at hand to help make you feel safe... 😭

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The Bad Guys (2023) Moodboard - Mr. Snake

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