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Happy Halloween

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Did you know

You still give me nightmares. I don't think you even look at this anymore and those who do don't know it's me, but if you ever wonder how I'm doing. I'm still terrified of you and what might happen if you ever came back. Perhaps, even more than i was before.

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The 'my brain is effing useless' starter pack

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Periods + OCD

You know the equation of 'my S.O. asked my to change the radio station so he obviously going to leave me forever and now im going to bawl myself to sleep while he holds me and reminds me that my brain is a useless piece of junk but he'll always be here'

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List of pet peeves

1. People

2. Existing

3. Weird gory intrusive thoughts like ripping a skin flap off the front of your throat

4. Existing

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Me in church yesterday

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Why is this such a big mood?

me: *is bored*

my ocd: WHAT THE FUCK. U know that makes u a sociopath right? Sociopaths struggle with constant boredom. You are a fucking sociopath. You probably dont even have ocd. Youre fucking faking everything and u know it. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I hate this fucking illness

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Reading a book called the OCD Mormon by Kari Ferguson and the first capture starts off painfully relatable. Honestly realizing that was the point when i was finally willing accept that i couldnt just 'push through' it or 'tough it out'.

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US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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YES! And then i do and everyone thinks im nuts...yes, i swear im im not a pedophilic serial killer. (But what if i was tho? (Jk im not my bf is 24 and i think about consequences too much to risk murdering ppl dw))

have you ever had such a huge volume of obsessive thoughts about something that you’re afraid that you are going to blurt aloud the thing you’re obsessed with instead of what you actually intend to say?

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OCD is shitty

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Hot Coals Nomination

So just entered a poetry contest with a 1000 dollar reward. There's a readers choice nominee so if you dont hate me, please like it. It's also on the topic of mental health awareness and so if that's an important issue for you, also please like it. THANK YOU!

https://www.booksie.com/558501-hot-coal

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Finals week is gonna be the death of me

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Happy national best friends day to all the friends i dont have!