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”Remember this feeling. This is the moment you stop being the rabbit.”

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I know damn well Andrew softens whenever Neil is around. He has that deadly blank aura on a regular basis, can threaten someone without a change of expression or even batting an eye. But when Neil is around, the tension leaves his shoulders, his eyes glare a little less, he moves with less sharp precision, almost gentle, the tiniest bit of softness overtaking every peice of him. Neil doesn't even have to do anything, simply being in the room is enough for that devilish edge to smooth over. He breaths easier, walks lighter, his whole world is a little calmer with just the presence of Neil Josten.

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Girls🥺💞

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the press going insane after andreil coming out because they finally after years!!! understand what neil means by "i swing towards the goal" that he says when a reporter asks about his sexuality

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andrew wakes up everyday smug as hell knowing he bagged the man who said he doesn’t swing. he knows he won the lottery of a lifetime.

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I’m wheezing

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the audacity of neil to say ‘they could have blinded you’ to andrew when he himself had just had the skin right under his eye burned with a dashboard lighter. baby they could’ve blinded YOU fgs

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*in a foxes group chat*

Neil: lol im dying send help

Matt: oof same

Aaron: me af

Dan: rip, what's up man?

Andrew: Good.

Neil: no like im legit dying

Neil: some guy stabbed me in a mcdonald's parking lol

Neil: the lol is habit

Neil: *sends a blurry picture of himself dabbing in the ambulance*

SEVERAL PEOPLE ARE TYPING...

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Yes or no?

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they are so important to me

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This part-

They ruined me forever

I still haven't finished the third book but I needed to draw that scene

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sometimes when i want to feel really crazy about mary and neil i think about that part of the ec where neil says he wouldnt give up the life he has now for his mother and bee says she doesnt think mary would ever ask him to bcus mary only ever wanted him to be safe and its just so.

like often when people talk about how mary would react to neil's life if she were still alive its heavily negative with her being violent or her hating the decisions he's made but can you imagine the relief mary would've felt to see that her son is vibrantly alive and in love and free in a way that she had only seen previously when he was on little league courts. like despite it all this is still mary who only ever smiled while watching him play :(

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happy pride month to the foxes

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'Don't look at me like that.'

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How can he be this good at flirting and sweeping Andrew of his feet.. and not even realize it??

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imagine being such a good boykisser that the boy who never wants to kiss anyone thinks he could die happy after spending his last days on earth having the privilege to kiss you and the kicker is, he means this literally bc he's certain he'll die, and then he almost does. not only that, but you're such a good boykisser that after said boy is tortured and almost killed and left extremely injured, one of his top sources of anxiety is that you might not kiss him again. genuinely no one was doing it like andrew minyard.