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Are they tired of me? Or am I getting tired of them? I just hate feeling this way, feeling left out in your own circle. There are things which seem like only them knew. Work-related understandable, but then from time to time they there are small things like enjoying /laughing on a video to themselves alone. And now planning or doing things to themselves only. I don't think I matter to them anymore. I really really hate feeling like this. Its so petty. Or maybe it's just me, do I lack effort but most time I just don't wanna be pushy or nosy. I mean we're friends, you gotta share it right? Coz I'm sure I'll do. Especially thou nonsense things we love talking about. Now it's nada ☹️

I can't just cut them off, probably slowly drift away. Be detached again, that's how I get so peaceful.

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You always knew when I need to hear you 🥺

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Nope. Don't feel this way. You are nothing. There's nothing going on.

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I really should have stop depending my mood/happiness on other person. What I thought as harmless "kilig" wasn't that harmless.

Gotta get myself back up.

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You're making me hate you more than ever

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I wanna breathe. I'm starting to loose interest in everything, again.

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“What you now have was once among the things you only hoped for…”

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what’s stopping you?

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change your questions, change your life.

“where attention goes, energy flows, and results show.” T. Harv Eker

via a subtle space

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I'm so in love with the Hospital Playlist's Kim Jungwan. He's so cold and mysterious but he's got a heart of gold 🥺

#HospitalPlaylist

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I just happen to open my socmed apps and found tumbler again. Its been a while since I made my last entry. I'm not sure if I'm doing better then or I'm just preoccupied. Nonetheless, I think it was better that way rather me posting here from time time and complaining about everything and anything.

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I wanna experience that kind of love whereas no matter how painful it was the both of you will still choose to fight. It'll get ugly. One will get hurt while the other regrets. Time will fly. The scars of yesterday will always be there. These once you thought as scars are nothing but denial of what you've been feeling to spare yourself of a greater pain. You'll grow and work on your issues. Unintentionally tried to get back and start from square one. There you'll develop how each of you grow... matured yet those tiny little pieces that made you fall in love was there. It is still there and its up to the both of you to work it out.

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These are the days I dreaded the most. I got no energy for anything. Easy to reason that you felt lazy. You woke but just wanna stay in bed. Too bad you gotta earn to eat so you keep your ass moving. Other than that you'll probably stay in bed and do nothing. Feed your mind of the what ifs and what nots. Ending up blaming yourself. That's the easy way out, of course. Got nothing to blame aside from yourself. You got zero control on everything except yourself.

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If there's VIP seat going to hell, let Matt Forney have it. He's asking for it. 🥴

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Don't you ever loose your identity.

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I can feel it

My mind's racing

My heart's pounding

My breathing heavy

I felt like throwing up