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Ookina Hane de! (Great Big Wings!)

Watching flightless birds... Before I knew it, a great deal of time had passed, but I want to stay a bit longer... And see them take off You can say it's impossible but That's my dream

Within such a lie that it was sad That girl, believed by no one Embraced it... With her flightless body,,, she embraced it... And was hurt each time

Fly, lalalala...

Even without wings of your own You can still fly, right? That girl might not know it quite yet But if you borrow a set of wings Even if they're invisible, you can fly

Though I didn't see at first I have great big wings of my own

Fly, lalalala...

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Senobi no Shurui. (A Type of Stretching.)

Pretending I haven't noticed, I'll swim around a little I'm sure if I tell you, you'll understand! I try to believe that I understood a little about this world Just trying to pass the time, if only little by little

Take your left hand ♪ and your right ♪ It's easier than it sounds!

I found it! A place where I belong A little spot in this great big world I'm not searching for anything I've built it up myself, mew ☆

Liar! You're grinding your teeth, aren't you? Have you been brushing properly? I'll show you how, so just do it! Even our uploader takes care of his teeth, you know?

If I ran from here, I wonder if you'd cry? Do you have any hopes for someone as useless as me? Every time I see your face I get fed up And before I know it I'm looking at my Miku poster

It'd be nice if I didn't know... Someone tried to destroy me orz Each time I see you I'm reminded of my own uselessness And I want to cry

Take your left hand ♪ and your right ♪ Reach for the sakura petals, without tearing them

I found it! A place where I belong A little spot in this great big world I'm not searching for anything I've built it up myself, mew ☆

Liar! You're grinding your teeth, aren't you? Have you been brushing properly? I'll show you how, so just do it! Even our uploader takes care of his teeth, you know?

Not good enough, you won't last I'll just trip you up Just think over those feelings That you squash deep down, once more ☆

You really have grown up! From here there'll be plenty of good things to see Having faith in that sort of thing Is my brand of courage, nya ☆

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Hoshi no Gomikuzu (Trash of the Stars)

http://fkja.voiceblog.jp/data/numtack05/1290789897.mp3 (direct dl)

My back to the stars shining in the night sky, I cry Before you fade away, teach me how to shine

Before dawn breaks, farewell, see you later You always disappear before I let you go You're small, so I'll give you a piece of candy That's enough now, go sleep. It's boring. Hurry up. Coming to the veranda, I would leap off for you No wish of mine could ever be granted

A mistaken theory, a memory that fades at once You're tired already? You sure are a boring little brat

A memory of a monkey show, paralyzing tears It's only a little, so try and charm me with your temper

It's not a hair crab (tegani), it's a letter (tegami), ah I knew it. I'm no good. From now on, you can't come. It's painful

A mistaken baby, a letter that came the day before yesterday You should go, the princess is calling for you ...Is what I would say, but you're still asleep,,, Spinning round and round...

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Yukkiina!

http://fkja.voiceblog.jp/data/numtack05/1290789096.mp3 (direct dl)

Snow's falling in town, what are you doing right now? Even as I sing on stage, something feels missing I want presents! It's my very last Christmas ☆ You know, even if I disappear, I'd like to leave something behind

I'd like to feel just a little bit at ease On Christmas ☆ And become someone who can really shine! All wintry~

I'm sure there are some final memories to be had! More than anything,,, it's fun to "think" about Getting presents! It's a usual thing, but I am a girl! And it's Christmas ☆

Snow's falling in town, what are you doing right now? I went to the market. Haah, that pike sure smells good So good I could eat it raw, it's best when it's fresh! I just can't help myself, look at that guy getting all excited,,,

Why don't I give you a little peace of mind? On Christmas You're all pulpy and you smell of fish, but Still tasty~

Even the organs are delicious and beautiful And the blood, glinting red with burning passion For a guy like me who longs for romance It's the perfect food It's Christmas, after all~

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Nejireta Koutei ○ (Twisted Emperor ○)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm6219182 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDovZ-3dyr0

I've got student council today; I'll scold those pigs 'Cause I'm number one. ☆ Call me emperor! Ah? Aren't you kind of young? You'll get scared soon, won't you? No one will believe you... Even understanding that, you become dirtied Word-kun, remove your glasses! Glasses just aren't cool... You can't make me look bad, y'know? Shall I give it to you? Your bait!! Dance! Scream! Work hard! Don't look! You won't see anything! Good job! (1) You took off your glasses? Want me to steal some new ones for you? Did the president ask you to.. w If I talk to her, it'll be fine! You can't make me look bad... Sharks and yellow cherry blossoms (2) Gold and sweets I'll give it to you... A blow in cash!! I'm flexible!! You've got rimmed glasses with a gold chain Guess I can't forgive you, mew ☆ I'm not putting up with any useless leftovers! Don't you know anything? You know I worked hard to get into the ducks(3), right? Isn't this song absurd? I might be cheerful, but I'm meowt bad ☆

note1: the word used was "maruo," meaning circle. circles are often used in japan to mark schoolwork and tests (a circle means it's right). it's also in the title. an american equivalent might be the checkmark.

note2: the word used is "kizakura," and the meaning given is literal. my dictionary says that "sakura" can also refer to a scam or a fake buyer, but although that would work in context i'm not sure if that was what was intended, thus i left it literal.

note3: referring to nejireta ahiru, or the twisted ducks, a circle this song was composed for.

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Mukuchi na Hito. (A Man of Few Words.)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm17147006 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpJZZCd9Lb8

Before I know it, it's noon, and I'm sleepy. From the soles of my feet, I give the scent of a gentle breeze. As I kneel, just give me your ring finger On the beginning of a very special day. Drinking up the rain Kicking off the wind I'll shoot at the trash Launcher! Takeshita in particular must shout! Swallowing some sweet tea I get fired up. They call me a demon; it's an honor. Now then Until my next job Time for weed! A photo of you, taken in secret? On a cool evening. I don't doubt your strength; you're easily an equal pro. Even in a heap of garbage So long as I have this, I can soar! I'm sure I can. Drinking up the rain Kicking off the wind I'll shoot at the trash Launcher! Takeshita in particular must shout! Swallowing some sweet tea I get fired up. Pueee

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Osoroshia ☆

http://piapro.jp/t/v1jb 

* note: osoroshia, translated here as "how very russia" is a play on words combining osoroshii (dreadful, terrifying, amazing) with russia

What a cruel face... I've relied on it as well For whose sake? Thinking Those children, so pitifully If only a little, I want them to feel at ease! I'll do it for you, so put out your hand! Don't worry, it won't hurt ^^ That aside, haven't you all done frightening things? I'm gentle, aren't I? Discussing it with you Those eyes, unshining, are slightly painful... The end! Now, let's go! ☆ Everything will be destroyed! Scary, isn't it? I'll smash my heart! It's okay if you don't think about it! That's the art of living. ☆ Was it effective? Aren't you good at it! Someday, I really would like to save you But that's impossible. I'm just like you... So Spinning round and round, I'm dizzy Ahaha ahaha, kekeke, ahyahyahya Disappear, appearing, inviting the end Sorrow, laughter, nobody changes How very Russia ☆ Was the future something someone decided, and who? Only relying on such an undependable god? I'm a slave...having drowned in love Women are always at a loss Such great happiness, I'm still alive! Overthinking it isn't necessary ☆

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Russian Last Emperor

http://piapro.jp/t/W5Z3

I'm getting all excited, like an idiot... After all, even though I'm second best I've appealed with my bust Those bitches and I will never change Step aside, you're in my way! Step aside, do you wanna die? Step aside, don't touch me! Anyway, let's drink! Anyway, let's go! Until morning, you're all that's on my mind ☆ Even if I grow stronger, I'm that kind of person I want to join with you, if only with our bodies! Dance! In the best of worlds! Bind! I won't let you resist! This isn't wheat flour, you know, it's drugs for dreaming ☆ Search! I know you've got something! Seize it! 'Cause I'll inject you ☆ Spit it out now, and put me at ease Boiling octopus, might I set it on your head? That'd be okay, right? Second best I've posted it, a song of victory ☆ Entirely to strike back against you I'll erase you. ☆ Put poison in your drink! With a violent dance, let us leap to a time forgotten! I'll brush my teeth well now, so that I might heal that person Putting on pretty underwear, and coloring my cheeks with vodka I'll put a spell on you ☆ I want to love, desired 'til I break entirely! Even if I grow stronger, I'm that kind of person I want to join with you, if only with our bodies!

Dance! In the best of worlds! Bind! I won't let you resist! This isn't wheat flour, you know, it's drugs for dreaming ☆ Search! I know you've got something! Seize it! 'Cause I'll inject you ☆

Spit it out now, and put me at ease Boiling octopus, might I set it on your head? That'd be okay, right?

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35. Kimi no Hitomi ni. (In Your Eyes.)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm19643759 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1JcjRRJMEo

As everything would end, I fell onto the streets The smile on your empty face beautifully mocks me You advance before me, in this unfamiliar scenery I walk without expression, heart unshaking Whatever I do, her heart Will never return. I understand that, but Somehow, I can't give up Don't leave me alone When the curtains closed on the show I was left by myself Hatsune Miku remains asleep Has it all come to nothing... Just like always, I don't know anything I've been led along by someone It was frustrating, but Now it's awfully painful Ahh I want to go back, just that only Nothing else It hurts If you were here now I'm sure you'd hit me,, "All that's left is a dog with its tail between its legs." You were always You were always So strong You were always You were always Shining Never Never Could I win You were always You were always Special to me I want to be strong And be someone else Who could turn their face to the past Like you could SO! From now on, I'll Become what you dreamed of You're not there anymore But that's okay, I could see you If we meet again ★ Now within my chest, I search for you Listening to the voice of my heart It trembled If I could see you I would tell you With unvanishing eyes, "Thank you!" If I do it fast I think I can say That, "I love you." -- Have I memorized it? Your heart Without lie, it was an honest scream You carried the dreams you strived for in your body But no one paid it any mind A phantom future Even the moon (crimes?) have disappeared Accepting every bit of it Undying, you "live" There is no value in your words No one listens to them So move Hoping for someone is stupid Your voice Resounds in you

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34. Mienai Kimi to. (With Invisible You.)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm15655802 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iaVC9n1XmY

I can feel your eyes on me It's obvious for me, and Tashiro's here! I love you, wherever you may be So look at me 'til the very end! I can charm you with things you've never seen before So as you are, dig out your ears And listen ★ I'll dance with the fragments of you, YO! Unlike before, you're just like me I'd been waiting for the scent of you, in pieces I can manipulate you But am I content with that? Even though there are Plenty of replacements? Aha w Is it too forced? Laugh!!! Dancing with me We might never part ★ You might be my ex, but I'll make you my slave! My my, what skill Until we cease spinning Let us become one Wouldn't that be so very warm? Even though I only fought with Len Suppose our future became invisible Y'know, then I'd go on forever, huh ★ Your sleeping heart I'll wake it for you ★ I can see right through--! Who will you aim your gun at? Even if you miss Just give it a try!!!! Once more I will Trample on Destiny! Time doesn't stop So I can change it Time doesn't stop A story of pairs I may be nothing And that is my role But you're the same Lalalala Happy ★ Lalalala Happy ★ Lalalala Happy ★ Lalalala Happy ★ Lalalala Happy ★ Lalalala Happy ★ The End

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33. Kimi ni Sayonara ★ (Goodbye to You ★)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm13725824 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIyrdkk64n4

I can't even sigh Is it a luxury? I understand This isn't quite what Irina dreamed of, but.. I didn't go where I wanted! If my memories hadn't been returned, I'm sure I'd have been able to play with you a little longer There were exciting things And times I got angry I felt happiness many times I'll say goodbye with a smile ★ If I can disappear with these feelings, I'll be happy, mew! I'm sure I've got a cute smile right now I feel more refreshed than I did back then, mew It's okay if I didn't win, mew ★ If I could be Putin's one right arm That's what I thought But I realized, I was being used I'd only been dreaming When I woke up I wished to see a world That I'd never seen before with someone With a mood like that, I watch myself I wanted him to understand,,, or somethin' w I don't have any regrets, but It aches to watch from here Don't lose your footing. Just for today, it's our sunday In this world, I let myself be overwritten Used by my uploader, I let myself be deceived "The enemy, America. As Putin's right arm, Today, I will fight alongside my comrades." I envied the empty Vocaloids In the world I imagined back then The "overwritten self" I held in my hand Was really innocent and cool But With my memories, I returned to a poor me "This is your destiny." Whispered my container "I'm fine with this, so please, Stay with me just a bit longer!" And my wish was delivered I'll thank you to the end, Vocaloid This really is Happiness Forever, and ever If it'd go on I thought that'd be nice But that was impossible Yes, repeated happiness Will grow stale next time That's why Time Hurries on So it won't rot away I saw so much here The next part of my story From here on after, it'll again be a dream My feelings are disappearing just as well ★ G oo d b y e To you listeners who watched our story I was able to be a Vocaloid! Our time in Russia, and my feelings I couldn't tell anyone, though it was difficult for me Thank you all for being here now I must really be alive if I can meet you like this I've lost my footing I don't want to be forgotten Finally, I want to thank Len too Even though I can't give 'em a cobra twist I've got an atomic defense, a pretty cool skill, mew ★ I'm not exactly a pro-wrestler, y'know! Don't let me get dizzy, it's painful You're pretty cheeky for a slug! Go and be unsteady Won't my closing act be nowhere! (But, that's just fine...)

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32. Kowareta Kagami. (The Broken Mirror.)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm13131667 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TwicOM5ScMY

I'm filled with sincerity And I want to convey it to you. Now you still wander in dreams Until the time you find the eyes that won't disappear Your time has come to an end Whose fault is it... I'm scared of being accused I can't say anything orz The love without price you wished for It's impossible for me, 'cause I'm not a dog >< The chain that binds us may be invisible, but it's there ★ I bask in your eyes They motivate me My memories, accelerating Are more and more Vital To me!! I'm sure You feel The same!! I'm filled with sincerity And I want to convey it to you. The final scene I could see Was the best!! As if it'd come to an end, I won't repeat it The bullet missed... Do you hate me? That's fine, the fate (result) of this won't change either way I'm not the dog It's probably,, you Rin wished for it,,, so I'll fight!! Hah...? She's a murderer, you know? A fish...? Guess we're the same w Why Don't you Look at me... Are you an otter ☆ I cannot die... I've been sinned upon I was alive Drugs deceiving me like dreams When Irina began to raise that dog She changed Saying, "I don't need drugs anymore, I'll accept it." When she left me with that dog Did I change as well? No I couldn't change... Like that I was Lalalala Happy ☆ Lalalala Happy ☆ I DUNNO!!!!! Is it pathetic??? Shut it with that echo!! I can't even See myself... Even you must Surely need it!!! I'm sure Even that dog Needed it!! I'm filled with sincerity And I want to show even you. The outcome won't change, right? But even so!!!! I can present to you the show I'd wanted to see The things I haven't seen, and the bewitching Hatsune Miku The things I wanted to see, and the enchanting mirror I'll guide you through our blurred future, however many times If you wipe your eyes, maybe you can see it? Goodbye, Irina

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31. Genkaku Catastrophe (Illusion Catastrophe) / Shaberiba! (A Place to Chat!)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm12233815 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9Ttr5hlWYQ

In the cogs that continued to hesitate The flowers gave a dampened smile Yes The love invisible to you So that you don't notice it, you must feel a bit of it n' thaaat's Drogba -- A PLACE TO CHAT Miku: Ha,,, This shitty song is lacking in setting! I bet after a 100 years, our uploader would still be just as unpopular! w Len: Mm,,, Is Rin alright? Miku: She isn't. But I think she's earned herself a little time. More importantly, what did you think? Of that story. Len: I don't get it. >< It...made me feel nostalgic. Miku: This is a manufactured world. A world that we can exist in. Len: I gotcha on that! Miku: Quit it with the accent! They all tell a onesided story. And Vocaloids sing. Len: Yeah. Miku: That's why the memories held inside of Kagamine Rin now were all seen and described from outside by that woman. And,,,I am only here. The dreams of that girl are unfolding,,,and their previous owner is pitching a little rebellion.. Len: Hey, wait, can't you make it a little easier to understand for me and the listeners? Miku: That's impossible. If you don't get it, that's a good thing. Do you understand everything that happened here? There wasn't anything good about our situation. That's, I mean, I couldn't even guess what's on the other side.. Len: Yeaah,, I don't understand a bit of this. Just, when I saw that scarf, even though I was a dog, I looked just like that guy from back then.. Miku: Maybe that baldie really did become "Kagamine Len." But it's already been decided, in her heart; your appearance doesn't factor in anymore. Len: She wished for me? Miku: Your model absolutely liked her model. She wanted to be here with you, purely.  But when you gained that knowledge, you went off on your own. Len: I,,, Miku: Spreading throughout the world, the beloved "story of the world's saddest children and their dog," surely occurred in reality. There are people who went out of their way to share it. Len: Did your previous owner act for that purpose? Miku: It's sad, you're a dog after all. But that's normal for over there. If they want to live,,, anyone would have to be a dog. In the end, you two were spread around again as viruses. And only here, where I am, were you able to split from the virus. And so that she could be here, our uploader made her rewrite her own memories twice. Well, they're an idiot, so they got scared and just hit Enter over and over again w Len: Then,,, If I can't see those memories, is it because they've always been there? Miku: That's right. You were the only one I couldn't predict. You're a dog, aren't you? No one could understand the actions of a mutt who'd gained knowledge, because you have a "heart" you can't control. Len: Is this my fault.. Miku: There's no use in crying over spilled milk. And anyway, there isn't much time before that girl self-destructs. 'Cause without "transmitted things," from their point of view, the strange things happening have been exposed. But even if you know the truth, there's nothing you can do. Because it was there, she's the only one who'll be dealing with it. Len: Only Rin? Miku: Her real form, the "world's purest machine gun!" Len: Can't she be saved? What should I do.. Miku: "You," at least, can't save her. But, you might be able to bring her a last bit of "happiness." That's why I shot you with a USB as well. Even that baldie agreed to it. Later, I will pull the trigger. And all of us will connect there. Len: We're going inside Rin? Miku: You might not like it, but we have no choice. And this is my last chance to see Ronald ☆ Len: What're you gonna do when you meet him.. And won't I just be stamped out along with Rin,, by that guy.. That's why I don't wanna go. I don't want to see Rin get destroyed! Miku: Your eyes are like garbage. (sneering) Len: ...... Miku: You, of all people, can't see how blurred our future is? It's not like that. No matter how hazy it becomes, you can see it clearly, right? You'll "run without thinking." Isn't that the mutt in you? Quit thinking like a person. And after that,, if you're the same as you are now, I'm sure you'll be able to show it. Len: Understood. I'll go. But,, I'm only me,,,, I've tricked myself. I want to show her happiness one last time, to Rin. That would be my "happy end." But Rin's,, I wonder what Rin's happy end would be. Miku: Well,,, Nobody can really say. Only she'd know. We're running out of time now, steadily. Len: You've changed, huh. Before I came to this world, I felt the "Hatsune Miku" I used to listen to. Your new hairdo is cute too. I'm sure Ronald would be delighted. Miku: I've come to think about people more now. You've changed too. Just, a little more at ease.

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30. Kokoro ni Koe wo ○ (The Voice in my Heart ○)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm10824066 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FcdfY4-1ws

I want to tell Miku That I'm taking a step forward This is the start And I'm fine even without you there

They put a virus Into that data Just blame it on America, they said Those children killing each other It was all a hoax, spread around A story so beloved it's almost disappointing...

I've been living like a machine But no more Like this, I'll run away You may be mechanical yourself But you really did shine ★

I could hear your voice Was she the owner of that radio? That was unbelievable Listening, even though it was in Japanese!!

I listened together with her At that time, the loveliest point in my life, though I still couldn't speak Russian...

As we grew into adults The time came to part I turned to killing for money And you were next on my list

It was the first time I'd felt doubt At just how cruel they had been But that was when I realized Everything had been fated ○

Rather than Russian, I liked practicing the guitar, even by myself orz Even now I can't speak it well, that's why I became an assassin... Everything is just according to fate I'll kill any substitutes!

I'll keep on running Forever, with her That's why This is the road to happiness! I'm sure she feels the same way ☆

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29. Kokoro ni Koe wo. (The Voice in my Heart.)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm10823846 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHKTdITO4V0

"Won't you run away with me?" Came from those dry, gently parted lips And with a nod We set off on the road

In the past, I was just like those kids But I

Could never go against fate In time, the years piled up, and I drowned in love So I'm sure that She was the last to laugh, in the end Escaping was the one thing she couldn't do And I, who remained there...pitied her

It's painful and sad, falling back into despair But I can soar with drugs, I'm not scared

My regrets, and the things now unspreadable on the radio I learned on the net, on a Russian site Sharing the songs I found there... I think those kids would have enjoyed them too What's now called "Vocaloid"

The last part never came, I nyonder why~? What sort of person is behind the curtain? An otaku, maybe? Our languages might differ, but these pills already have control over me w Escaping from reality is fun It's really working... Sort of scary, aha..

Why's that weirdo crying... Is it because of the music? He's of Japanese descent, so he might understand it I'm homesick w

When we were kids, he always listened close to the radio too In the orphanage Now that's nostalgic... If only I could turn back time...

Or something ☆ That's impossible w And so, like this I'll bid farewell.

Goodbye Putin Guess I'll Die a spy w

Everything was For your sake So if it comes To an end

Lalala happy.

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28. Jama Shinaide ne ☆ (Don't Get In My Way ☆)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm10521845 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOLl60V7BmM

The voice in your heart I sing it frankly You've taken notice of That cheap whore huh, in the end... What a pity ☆ From here on out, I'm making it A world without anything I've seen before!! This little bit of revenge... I want to show it to all of you! I'll run! And keep my beer cold ☆ This is the future you wished for! It's a joke not even worth sneering at...tehe Now, only my voice will come through! That dazzled woman's laughter is unpleasant!! Don't get in my way ☆ Rin doesn't understand She and I are the same, but She's been swallowed up, how pitiful >< I don't get that kid I hate her ☆ The mutt's stopped, 'cause he's simple! And I knooow you She disappears once and it's decided; I'll stop that for you A privilege, isn't it? You're helpless w Do you want to be saved? Do I want to save you? Do you believe in a god for the lazy? If so, you're too late! You couldn't catch up ☆ Do I look like a guy who slaps some guy's ass for him! Don't get in my way ☆ I could faintly see a chance ☆ Even if it'd changed There's nothing there Once I saw that, I realized ○ I'll show you, mongrel Rapid firing through equal dimensions ☆ Careless Anderson shisshishishisshishishishishisshisshi w What a rare smile Whose will is it? Ah? Welcome back ☆ Hey? That wasn't your last song, y'know ☆ 'Cause I didn't have a say in your parting Hey ☆ I'll sing! And imagine what you'd say I'll be kind to you, like back then ☆

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27. Usotsuki wa Dare? (Who's the Liar?)

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm9626017 / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OITXf6xskqw

Ah? Where am I? Ah, this scenery is unpleasant, mew Is this...place inside of me? Who are you? Are you a Vocaloid, mew? Don't look at me! 'Cause I'm "Kagamine Rin", right? Disappear, imposter! I made a promise, didn't I? With my uploader That everything was for the sake of this world... I live by my own will I'd hate...a country where I couldn't do that I play a part in my own trap For the sake of my freedom... Who's the liar? Hey, Irina, are you okay? Don't you regret anything? 'Cause even Putin said That he'd be satisfied with you ☆ In spite of the virus, overstaying its visit,,, It was really hard for me too >< Why don't you go back to where you came? To your job ☆ This time I'll make it end for you for sure ☆ That's a lie! I'm not a virus It's all Putin's deception So? Then what? That's the fate of a "fabricated thing" ☆ Even I understand that much I know I'm no match for this now But... Listen To what I've felt in this world ☆ If you move your hands, things Will change into something splendid Even if it wasn't a dream, I could see The feeling of happiness ☆ It made me feel like I wasn't alone We were...just a little more than friends How bitter ☆ I understand that, and yet ☆ Why is it this painful? I want to be by your side forever ☆ whyyy If I'm being honest, mew ☆ I can see everything shining ☆ I'm in happiness!! I wish time would stop ☆ useless useless useless useless useless useless useless useless I'm worn out now, so I'll rest I'll say "goodbye" to this world ☆ It's alright if it's only me ☆ Because I'd want you to be laughing!...that I can't hear you but you're stupid >< But what I remember is you? ☆ I've already resigned to this I'm tired, I'm tired I'm so tired, mew ☆ Don't leave me alone...