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𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭  ,  𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲  𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞  ,  𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐚  𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐤  ,  𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦  𝐚  𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠  𝐨𝐟  𝐢𝐜𝐞  𝐚𝐧𝐝  𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞  /   𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐨𝐟  𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬  .  𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝  𝐛𝐲  𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐞  ,  𝟏𝟖+  𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲  ,  𝐨𝐜  𝐚𝐧𝐝  𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫  𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲  ,  𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲  𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧  𝐚𝐬  𝐪𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡  ,  𝐞𝐬𝐭.  𝟒/𝟏𝟗  ,  𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐝  𝟑/𝟐𝟏  .

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is this fandom still alive i miss sansa sm 

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                                independent / selective / multimuse             featuring muses from harry potter, game of thrones, and more                                           established 12/3/20, loved by nicole

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TAYLOR SWIFT’S FOLKLORE SENTENCE STARTERS ( part 1 )

disclaimer: some lyrics were slightly modified 

the 1

“i’m doing good i’m on some new shit” “i thought i saw you at the bus stop” “but we were something, don’t you think so?” “if my wishes came true it would’ve been you” “i have this dream you’re doing cool shit” “if one thing had been different, would everything be different today?” “it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one”

cardigan

“when you are young they assume you know nothing” “i felt like an old cardigan” “a friend to all is a friend to none” “you drew stars around my scars but now i’m bleeding” “i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs” “i knew you’d come back to me”

the last great american dynasty

“how did a middle-class divorcée do it?” “their parties were tasteful, if a little loud” “there goes the maddest man/woman this town has ever seen” “she/he had a marvelous time ruining everything” “fifty years is a long time” “i had a marvelous time ruining everything”

exile

“i think i’ve seen this film before and i didn’t like the ending” “i’m not your problem anymore” “who am i offending now?” “there is no amount of crying i can do for you” “you didn’t even hear me out” “you never gave a warning sign”

my tears ricochet

“if i’m on fire you’ll be made of ashes, too” “i swear i loved you” “i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace” “i didn’t want to have to haunt you” “i can go anywhere i want, just not home” “you would still miss me in your bones” “you turned into your worst fears”

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i know it’s night time (here) so a lot of people aren’t online but hmu for plotting and stuff bc i’m officially back and want new threads 

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The Spanish Princess S01E05

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@hakune​ said: ‘i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first.’ 

DEATH NO LONGER SEEMED SO DREADFUL. a long sleep, eternal peace, a reunion with those lost and gods who damned them throughout their lives. once upon a time, death crawled through the cracks of her mind, causing a young girl to run startled to her mother in the dead of night. though now, sansa welcomes it, sees it as a long lost friend - a bridge to those who they miss most. mother, father, robb ... 

though she pushes such thoughts aside. it has grown easier to do such. if she gave into temptation to think of those gone, there would be days wasted and nothing worth avenging. instead, sansa looks to what she has gained. arya, her sister, her pack. together, along with their brothers, they will avenge what was taken from them. they will live the lives they deserved. still, arya’s words unsettle her, despite how much sansa finds herself relating to them. with a sucked in breath, older sister looks to younger, expression twisted as she’s torn between providing comfort or trying to set arya on a different path, a better path, one where she values her life so much more than to just live a little.  let us grow old together, sister. it is what we deserve. 

‘ such talk seems so normal now, doesn’t it? ’ she begins, eyes looking off into the distance, observing the people of winterfell busying themselves in preparation for the wars to come. sansa swallows thickly at her throat, eyes glancing at the floorboards before wandering to arya. there’s a moment where sansa pauses, afraid the words that are about to pour out make her vulnerable, this may be her sister, but sansa had so many walls up. for too long she had been guarded, now with her family by her side, these walls began crumbling, the lady of winterfell slowly allowing herself to be, well, herself, once more. 

‘ i forbid you from dying, just so we’re clear. ’ such words sound almost comical, especially coming from such a solemn woman grown. if anything, this statement belongs to a young child who refuses to accept the realities of war. despite knowing her fair share of death, there might be a small part of sansa who feels this way - who hopes that if she forbids it, arya’s death can be controlled by her, much like with everything else in her life - she’s trying to tighten her grip and control it. 

‘ you’re all i have left. i don’t think i could handle losing you. i couldn’t bare it. ’  blue eyes quickly look away, the vulnerability of such words a heavy weight upon her shoulders. eyes stung with tears, though she quickly blinks them away, refusing to break down in such a moment. a moment that probably seemed so foolish to her sister. 

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@wclfcrown​ said: “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ”

SHE WISHES TO NOT UNDERSTAND. it pains her that not only does she understand, but she echoes these very thoughts in her mind when the sun has set and her eyes should be shut. sansa stark had her whole life planned by the time she was three years old - she’d marry a handsome prince, perhaps even a noble knight, and she’d produce beautiful heirs and have ballads written about her sons. life had other plans for her - the universe seemed to laugh at such foolish dreams from a child, for reality has been painted for her, though there are no shades of happiness, only bitterness and loss. 

robb’s words echo off the walls of their father’s study. it was no longer ned stark’s to claim, but sansa cannot bring herself to say it is anyone else’s. blue eyes watch her older brother, lips moving to make a thin line. her response isn’t immediate - they aren’t so quick anymore. for a moment all she can hear is their breathing, distant sounds of swords clashing as men practiced for what was to come. it has grown to be a numbing sound, much like everything else in her life these days. yet, despite how dreary the world feels lately, the recent reunion with her brother brings a speckle of color to monochrome days. much like the sun daring to shine through clouds after a storm. it is moments like this, just sansa and robb in winterfell, that she feels she’s in the eye of the storm. she’s too naive to believe the storm has passed - she knows, they both know, what’s to come soon enough. the cruel story of the starks has not yet concluded, more chapters will reign grief, that she’s almost certain of. 

‘ who says you must have it all figured out now? ’ sansa questions, and there’s a sound that leaves her after these words - a laugh... almost. the irony of these words doesn’t escape her. once upon a time, sansa always had a plan, and she looked down on those who had no such plan. though these days, what’s the point of having a plan when the future was so unknown? the only plans that mattered at this point were battle plans. though, these words offer no comfort, she knows this, and so she tries to approach the subject differently. hands come to flatten her skirts, throat clearing slightly. 

‘ you’re robb stark. my brother and truest companion. ’ a smile appears, one of the few genuine ones she musters. her hands reach for his, offering a comforting squeeze. ‘ you comforted me during thunder storms, hugged me when i scraped my knees, protected me as my shield when we played. ’ there’s a moment of silence, mind wandering to simpler times. times when they both knew who they were, knew the roles that must be fulfilled. ‘ that’s who you are, that’s who you always will be to me. let’s focus on that for now. ’

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queen in the north

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@zcldrizes​  said:   “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ”

IT IS WORDS LIKE THESE THAT CAUSE KNOTS TO TWIST IN HER STOMACH. so many promises. so many assurances of her safety. yet, where has that found sansa stark? certainly it hasn’t bode her well. a wolf pack dwindling down to few, a soul once soft - now harder than the ice upon winterfell’s walls. her heart more guarded than her bed chambers at night. the queen’s words mean nothing and everything simultaneously. the consideration from a one time enemy is enough to cause a smile - though the haunting of empty promises of the past keeps her anchored, enough to have the words bounce off her. 

‘ that is very kind of you, your grace. ’ though the gratitude seems to fall flat. the curve of her smile if unenthusiastic, and there is no twinkle behind her eyes. sansa stark has learned many lessons - has been dealt a hand so cruel, that she now trusts no one but her own kin, her own self. there is reluctance to let anyone in, for whoever gets let in now has the capacity to let her down. though this is what her life has become, just waiting for the next bit of misfortune to sweep her up once more, almost as if it’s an embrace so craved (though it’s anything but). 

‘ perhaps we shall start with cersei lannister, seeing as she’d love both our heads on a spike. ’ a smile is forced, as though it’s a joke, but sansa knows that daenerys understands that her words shielded with a smile hold much more truth than she’d admit aloud. 

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misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

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I fucking miss your ass

i miss yours 10x more my love

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𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   you  don’t  have  to  hide  your  tears  from  me .   ” “   you’re  doing  great ,   okay ??   i mean it .   ” “   you  are  so  strong .   ” “   please  don’t  ever  give  up .   ” “   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” “   why  do  you  always  think  you  have  to  do  everything  on  your  own ??   ” “   it’s  okay ,   i’m  here .   i’ll  always  be  here .   ” “   you’ve  always  been  strong  for  me .   let  me  return  the  favor .   ” “   just  listen  to  my  heartbeat ,   okay ??   ” “   come  on ,   take  a  deep  breath .   it’s  gonna  be  alright .   ” “   please ,   just  hold  me .   ” “   you  always  meant  the  world  to  me .   i’m  sorry  i  let  you  forget  that .   ” “   i  never  stopped  loving  you .   ” “   you’ll  feel  better  if  you  talk  about  it .   i’m  here  to  listen .   ” “   you’re  so  much  more  than  the  mistakes  you’ve  made .  ” “   i  forgive  you .   ” “   you  are  so  fucking  powerful .   ” “   i’m  not  leaving  you  here .   ” “   i  trust  you  more  than  anyone  else  in  this  universe .   ” “   it’s  okay  to  be  confused .   nobody  has  all  the  answers .   ” “   i’m  so ,   so  sorry .   you  didn’t  deserve  that .   ” “   healing  is  not  linear ,   but  it’s  always  moving  forward .   ” “   you  can  admit  that  you’re  hurting .   it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   hold  my  hand ??   ” “   you  are  my  home .   ” “   no  matter  what  anyone  else  says ,   you  are  so  important  to  me .   ” “   don’t  worry .   i’ll  protect  you .   ” “   shh ,   it  was  just  a  nightmare .   you’re  safe .   ” “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ” “   just  say  the  word .   you  know  i’d  do  anything  for  you .   ” “   you  are  loved .   ” “   i  just  need  a  hug .   ” “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ” “   don’t  ever  let  anyone  make  you  feel  ashamed  of  who  you  are .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   you’re  stuck  with  me  forever .   sorry .   ” “   well ,   hello  sleeping  beauty .   you  fell  asleep  on  me .   ” “   if  you  don’t  take  your  butt  back  to  bed ,   i  will  carry  you  there  myself .   ” “   i’m  sorry  to  wake  you  up ,   but  i  really  need  someone  to  talk  to .   ” “   i  hate  seeing�� you  like  this   …   please ,  let  me  help .   ” “   you  are   &   always  will  be  precious  to  me .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  that  asshole  said  that  to  you .   it’s  not  true ,   you  know .    ” “   you  want  me  to  punch  him  in  the  face  ??   ” “   you  deserve  every  good  thing  in  the  world .   ” “   you  know  i  always  have  your  back .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  worry  about  anything ,   as  long  as  i’m  around .   ” “   stop  apologizing ,   okay ??   i’ve  already  told  you  i’ve  forgiven  you  a  hundred  times now .   ” “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to  yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ”

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Do I fuck around and come back now that my semester ended

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I’m alive I swear just insanely busy and overwhelmed by school (which ends in 3 weeks!!)

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They say none truly knows the Lady Sansa, for they see in her that which they most wish to see. ❄ Post-Series Starks