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Meds!! and Fanfiction!!

I finally got me some ADHD meds again!! I am enjoying being able to work on stuff when I want to. Now I can write my fanfiction and do homework! I enjoy writing down my ideas and making stories with people and stuff, and now I can do it with no problem! I can actually do a hobby and not be bored by it after a day! I hope at least because writing my lovely lesbian characters is so nice and writing about cool superpowered lesbian Izuku Midoriya is very nice! Writing girls being gay together makes me happyyy! Then the gays can be super cool and beat up villains! I guess I can do homework in one sitting now too. But the cute gay stuff that I enjoy writing is much better. There is plot but it’s mostly cute gayness and cute family stuff too. 

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Ah yes I shall read more about fictional overcoming thier problems rather than doing anything to fix my own

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I wanna hug my wives but they too far away

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I have ADHD and I just started college and now I'm thinking that my ADHD has become a problem. In high school I was able to do the classwork and everything I needed to do because I usually got to do it in class and it was easy. However, as I get farther in th o my first semester I can tell that my ADHD is affecting me much worse. Now I have to do all the work on my own in my room. I find it hard to focus on what I need to do because theres always a book right next to me that I've been reading or my TV so I can watch some dumb YouTube videos that don't matter. I find myself feeling tired after I've done a single assignment and spent hours trying to read and listen to my textbook. It makes me so mad at myself that I feel tired or unmotivated to even continue when I know that I shouldn't be. I shouldn't be tired and want to do something else. I want to really work on an assignment but I end up just sitting there trying to psych myself up to do it and it usually takes hours.

Perhaps it isn't because of my ADHD, but I feel like I should be better at this. I was doing well in highschool and homework was usually never an issue as long as I played attention to the teacher. Which was easy because other than my books the only thing I had to do was pay attention to class. (Even though I was yelled at by teachers many times for reading in class)

It feels nice just typing this out and I doubt that anything will come out of it, but at least I was able to write down and organize my thoughts for future reference.