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I'll be your host this evening, my name is Taylor!

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Midnights | 10th Studio Album | Taylor Swift

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I'll be your host this evening, my name is Taylor!

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when will i get my life back together again 

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It’s about six years and yet here we still are.

Keep Moving, My dear self

I want to write again. I want to blog. I want to paint. To draw. To dance. To be active. To be productive. I want to travel. I want to be independent. I want to be good in cooking. I want freedom. I want to be an achiever. I want to push myself further. I want to improve my skills, especially in music. I want to taste what life is. 

so where do i begin? in this bed? where id rather lay back and chill? I hope not this time again.

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what do i do?

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I am at work

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Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.

Kate Jacobs (via quotemadness)

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adulting be like...

So  it’s 1:30 am and I just finally surrendered to the fact na dito na ako sa ospital matutulog lol. I was trying to find a way (also strength and motivation) para magbiyahe pa din pauwi but my back is already complaining. 

Dati at this hour, going home is a must if you doesn’t want to get killed becuase you’ve just been nagwalwal. Now going home is less advisable and staying somewhere to crash is better. Why you ask? kasi nakatipid ka na ng pamasahe, nakatipid ka pa ng oras kasi syempre sa ayaw at sa gusto mo papasok ka pa rin kinabukasan. Yung panahon at energy mo na nagbibiyahe ka, naitulog  mo na. Also, risky din mabiyahe ng ganitong oras since the world gets to be a less and less safer place. Mas panatag pa ang lahat if you stay put somewhere na mas safe kesa out in the roads,

Now it’s all work that keeps you up into this hour of the morning. It’s not even your choice to make (except for those lucky enough who’s not alipin ng salapi lol. So what the point of this entry? IDK. Maybe just to vent out some realizations now that we’ve entered young adulthood. So much have changed I’m not even sure I am coping up. Parang paurong ang progress ko lol. I hope that I get to get over this transition soon. It’s been a while since the last time I felt ‘me’.

-drama queen signing out zzz  -_-

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sometime in the near future you will wake up at 3AM beside the person you love most in the world; wearing next to nothing, you will touch their cheek and they will sleepily pull you closer. the sky will be pink and gold and reflecting onto your love’s bare back. you will feel safe and secure.

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talkin to ur crush like

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Dreams 001

Someday when I get married, I want to be able to cook real and good food for my husband and kids. Yung tipong when they had a long day at school or work iniimagine na nila yung ulam sa bahay.

I want to be able to cook different kinds of food for them.

Foods that they'd what to eat when they're sick

Foods that boost them up when they're feeling down, comfort food kumbaga

Foods they'd want to share during celebrations

Foods we can share during leisure times and bonding moments

Foods that they'll crave and ask you to cook once in a while

Foods they'll love and be proud boasting to their friends

Foods on the default menu during Christmas and other special holidays

Foods that will always remind them of me, even when I'm gone.

I always want to be the mother that prepares lunch boxes and gets stressed on how to make the kids eat veggies without actually just forcefully shoving it to their mouths lol

I want to be personally baking their cakes on their birthdays and make pancakes with them in the morning

I want to cook for my in-laws and they'd actually like it. I want my husband to love me even more with the meals I serve for him and whoever woman that would cross his way, my dishes will always leave a mark on him.

Well, so far I know how to fry, boil and sauté. The best I could serve is fried rice. Obviously, I got a very, very long way to go.

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she's got everything that I have to live without

So, I've seen your MyDay post flexing your girl. I'm not jealous of her in a way that she was the one that holds you. I just realized why she was the one holding you. And those reasons are the ones I do envy.

She's