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lacy oh lacy

laufey, magnolia // olivia rodrigo, lacy // unknown // alessi rose, lucy // dolly parton, jolene // conan gray, heather // unknown // unknown // david byrne, everyone’s in love with you // little big town, girl crush // unknown // unknown // sza, special

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see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

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I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.

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MEOVV / Toxic for @notmejenny

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I love Keefe, don’t get me wrong, but why is he dubbed the “jokester” or the “humorous” one?Like have we seen Tam’s jokes?? Forget his jokes- he’s just naturally hilarious. Eating snacks in the midst of danger?? Offering to kick Keefe further down the stairs as he comes tumbling by?? His slick comebacks and nonchalant behavior is written so well, it’s actually insane.

Now I wouldn’t say Keefe’s not funny, he is sometimes, but his jokes lean more into teasing people than him just being a funny guy, if that makes sense. I feel like he tries to be funny to cope with things and he sometimes sticks the landing with his jokes and other time he just falls flat on his face lol

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growing up being autistic but not knowing is just *hiding in room while people are over* *getting tired and needing to recharge after the smallest chores* *getting called a gifted kid* *knowing that you’re “weird” because people are making fun of you but not knowing how to stop being weird* *having adults tell you how “mature” you are* *getting in trouble for not doing work* *convincing yourself that you’re just lazy and stupid because you can’t make yourself do work* *getting really invested in “weird” media*

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just saw a post that accused someone of using generative ai to write an essay because 'no one uses — instead of commas or semicolons' and i've never been more offended in my life

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"they're a stranger online!!" to you. to me they're my everything

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we were cosmically destined to be tumblr mutuals

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it's very surreal to see posts about palestine dwindling down after the ceasefire. israel is still blocking aid to and trying to make life difficult for palestinians in gaza. we still have to continue to speak up about gaza.

in this ceasefire, many palestinians are trying to rebuild in attempts to try and return to what they had before the genocide. despite the heavy and unbearable loss of life that gaza has experienced, her people continue to try to make a better world for their children.

alaa is a mother of two young children. she wants to rebuild her house and get a better future for her children. please have heart and consider helping her out. her fundraiser has been verified.

please donate here

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Goodnight

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I bought some new Ikea furniture and five days later I still hadn't even opened the boxes. Procrastination often feels like there's this large Item in the middle of your mind that you keep pretending not to notice and going out of your way to avoid, but procrastinating on opening several huge boxes taking up space in your home makes this metaphor distressingly literal!

I was whining to a friend on the phone about my cowardice (I was sort of afraid of the furniture and the amount of steps required to build it) and how these large boxes were the material embodiment of procrastination and—she was affronted. She reminded me that she's one of those people who find building Ikea furniture super fun and she couldn't believe I hadn't invited her for this—it's a 5-hour round trip from where she lives but she announced that she was coming over. I was legitimately feeling a bit bad that in 20 years of friendship I had somehow failed to learn this fun fact about her, that she loves reading Ikea instructions and sorting through tiny pieces and different kinds of screws—what kind of neglectful friend am I that I didn't know that about her after all this time?

and it wasn't until she was sitting on the floor in front of me looking confused by instructions and insulting a drawer's mother as she tried to make it fit into a cabinet, that I realised she was actually here for me and not for my Ikea furniture. That she'd lied through her teeth and has zero qualifications for this activity but it's easier to say "I'm a world-class Ikea expert" than "you sound stressed about this so I'm coming to help you." And possibly she assumed I would have no trouble decoding what she meant. I felt very 🥰 but also a bit daft—if I were reading a book in which someone says "I have Ikea furniture to build and I am Dreading this task" and their friend said "Don't you dare do it without me, building Ikea furniture is my passion" and the first person went "Wow, really? I didn't know that about you!" I would think that this character is unrealistically thick. But it's me.

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MOONSTRUCK @ ENCHELLA

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SUNOO @ ENCHELLA

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After the war, I want the kids to rot.

I want them to fail living up to their purpose. I want elven society to look upon them with awe and disappointment.

I want them to feel the weight of heroism and ignore it. They may never recover their childhood but, maybe, they can enjoy the beginning of adulthood.

It would start with Sophie. She saved them, saved the entire elven society. So, they’ll ask er to join the council. The question will tear her apart until her family and friends convince her to say no.

She won’t know what to do with herself, how to be something other than the Moonlark. She can wonder her house, helping with the animals and finding who she is without her life in danger. Maybe she’ll pick up a book, find something interesting to research. Eventually she may rejoin the world of politics, with her own policies. She’ll find ways to incorporate even species, even humans.

Dex will go back to Slurps and Burps. Giggle with his dad as they make new medicines and watch his siblings become adults. He can make little technologies that improve their business. Eventually he’ll have an invention that is used in every household.

Biana will design the latest fashion. She never wanted to fight, this has been her dream her entire life.

Keefe will heal. Actually spend time to understand his abilities and utilize them in a way that does not destroy his soul. Maybe he’ll share his way with the younger generation, be the teacher children look up to. (Maybe become principle of Foxfire).

Tam and Linh will look upon their childhood experiences in sorrow. As adults they will learn forgiveness but will never forget what they have gone through. Tam will make sure no child grows up in a household like his own. He’ll teach them how to handle their emotions, work on finding safe homes for everyone. Linh will teach at Exillium. She’ll make it an education to be proud of.

They will all change the world in their own ways. It’s quieter, compared to what was expected, but full of honor. They will not be puppets to the council but learn how to separate from the past and become themselves.

(On a side note, I cannot picture Fitz being anything other than a councilor. I don’t know if he can move on from being the golden boy. But he will be so proud of what his friends and family have become. And he will be a councilor for the people, refusing to continue any ignorant ways)