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I’m getting worse.

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i need some fucking pills to knock my ass out cold for the rest of my life

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Rules for tomorrow

No more than 800 cals.

No more than 17 bites per meal.

Never finish what’s on your plate, always leave at least 3 bites.

Water after each bite and put your fork down after each bite aswell

30 minutes of exercise per day is the minimum.

Set utensil down after every bite.

Exercise if you feel like binging, but exercise after if the binge still happens

No snacks, never eat alone.

Study and finish any work before eating.

30 sit ups, 30 squats, 30 jumping jacks, and 30 lunges after dinner. (after every meal on the weekends.

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I don’t deserve to be happy, but I can’t let myself be sad.

I have to be strong.

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TW VENT -

I wish I never existed.

Or maybe, existed to be someone,something else.

Someone actually useful with a purpose, who could make a change.

Someone special that people would look up to and genuinely like.

Someone so amazing that even imagining hurting them was one of the worst things a person could do.

Someone who isn’t a self-centered, annoying waste of space that isn’t “probably just faking this” for attention

Someone perfect, unable to make mistakes and unable to hurt people.

Someone like her.

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This!!

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I honestly feel bad for Eugenia Cooney :/.

The people making fun of her online obviously don’t understand 4n0rêxï4.

Even if she does recover people will never stop talking about her b°dy when she was at this low of a weight.

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starting tomorrow I will post what I eat here to keep me motivated. Idk if i’m going to post pictures yet.

Wish me luck!

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can't wait until september to relapse and be the worse I can be 🤩

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waist size: 27 in

bust size: 32 in

hip size: 35.5 in

thigh size: 20.5 in

arm size: 8 in

calf size: 12 in

my ✨ dream ✨ measurements:

waist: 20 in 💎🌠

thigh: 16 in 🥢

Currently, I only have dream measurements for those two things.

My waist is “small” to most people, but my stomach isn’t even close to being flat so that cancels that out. :{

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The upsetting thing is,

I would be a size 00 if my stomach was flat.

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i don't wanna look "normal". why they can not understand?? i wanna be skinny. normal isn't enough for me

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Me going about my day normally

My brain: Damn, you should kill yourself

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Ugh, I can’t believe I did that :/

I will work it off.

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I want to feel my bones through my skin <3

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how much i walked today ✨

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Hi, my name is ✨ eden ✨ im new to 3d tumblr, i came from twt but it was too toxic there so i switched :/

some things about me

i love the color pink

i love flowers!!!!!!💗💓💓💖💘💞(my favs are tulips)

i have an 3d & i s//h

my pronouns are she and he ✨

im 14 years old!

i live in the U.S

black ✊🏽 and gay💅🏽

i want to BE draculaura 🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖

my stats

my cw is: 116.6 lbs 🤮

my ugw is: 95 lbs <333

my gw is: 110 lbs 🫠

my height is: 5’5

current bmi:19.4

DNI

DNI if:

racist

homophobic

transphobic

fatphobic

over 18

or just mean :[

im looking for an 4n4 buddy to fast with, be motivated with, and restrict with so dms are open! im ok with bodychecks but only if YOU’RE comfortable because im not a crrepy gross f3t1sh1st! (im not comfortable sending any,so dont ask me to :] )

TY FOR READING!!!

have a good night/day/afternoon 🫶🏽🫶🏽