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here's to hoping that our hvac tech has pity on us since our ac unit is from the 80s and he just installs a new one for free

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The blob is having a normal time in that well

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i actually haven't been reading too much lately since i finally got around to buying Animal Well and have been hopelessly obsessed with it for the past two days

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I keep seeing posts about "overused plot twists" or whatever and one of them always is "unexpected pregnancy" and I'm like.. I've NEVER read a book with that plot. BUT THEN I read Gilded by Marissa Meyer and y'know what? first for everything. And minor spoilers for Cursed (the sequel) but

it doesn't even impact the story that much??? like ig we can't nerf our protag too much but having her be out of her body for the entirety of her pregnancy kinda feels convenient ',:/

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the amount of grounding i've had to be doing recently is insane. like if i stop feeling the wind on my face for an instant i get dragged into the pits of hell.

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kinning laughing jack right now because i, too, have been left alone and neglected and then expected to live up to other people's expectations even though my pain has made me into someone unrecognizable.

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no one i know irl (well, no one who knows me personally) is following me on here so i'm just gonna keep treating this like no one is reading because it makes me happy to write this somewhere someone COULD read it, but won't. like a diary. but not, since every time i try to start those, my sister inevitably reads it. anyway, this past weekend has been the worst. the worst, the worst. so much i'm just thinking it'd be better off if i just offed myself. telling myself it would pretty much just solve all the problems at hand. i'm telling my husband this, though, since i can tell him anything. but then i remember what i used to tell myself when i was a teenager: never kill yourself.. just disappear. just leave. and now i, as an adult with money and the prospects of a family of my own, can technically do that. we were both indulging in escaping to somewhere far away where we can just start a new life, away from everyone and all these problems. it's not like they're anything we can solve anyway. so pretty much from now on, when things get tough, i'm just gonna be imagining running away with my husband to a small town in montana, with a nice church, a public library, and a park, where we can raise our children and build a new future together.

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i'm relating too much to tommyinnit rn

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so used to burning bridges, im baffled that some people find it difficult, or even painful

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gohs, just put it to bed already

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playing FAItH: The Unholy Trinity for the first time with my husband. I've watched Wendigoon's video on it about five times so I didn't think it could FREAK me out as much AS IT IS I'M IN FIGHT OR FLIGHT.

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ugh it is flipping GORGEOUS outside today it's overcast and perpetually rainy with THUNDER???? and all my lightbulb covers are antique so the light is a wonderful yellow in my house sighhhh if only i didn't have to work today i could be playing Mario Kart World all day.

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help why do i get sick stomach anxiety when literally my two favorite people in the world are about to be hanging out with me like why would i be nervous for that

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I WANNA PLAY SOTM SO BAAAAAD

but i DON'T wanna play it on pc and i DONT have a playstation so i HAVE to wait until it comes out on xbox and i don't know how long i can WAAAAIIITTTTT AAHAHAHAHHHH

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Ugh please give them more moments the tension is palpable. (Haven't read Cursed yet)