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landscape study from one of my totk photos. view from hateno beach (possibly from up in a tree).

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happy birthday to The Thing That Replaced Jessica Telephone

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old art from 2021: the Wheel of Millie design i did for blaseballcares merch

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old work from 2021: patty fox and kiki familia for blaseballcares's tlopps project

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old art from 2020: an oc i ended up never using for anything. she's a coney island fortune teller and that bug is her son.

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old art from 2020: a slightly-late-for-halloween vivienne

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old art from 2020: my first blaseball fanart and the first visual depiction of mclaughlin scorpler

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old art from 2020: @jagdstorm's oc, the perfect woman, ballista pavise

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The Two of Cups - a relationship between equals; collaboration, truce, attraction

so i entirely forgot to post this to tumblr for a solid 3 months, but this is my finished illustration for @newmannanthology! part of what draws me to this ship is the idea of these two, despite their squabbles, having only each other to lean on while facing down the end of the world. i think they had their heartfelt moments... when nobody else was around to see. still so proud to be part of this project <3

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with my first semester as an art major just about over, i feel like it’s appropriate to document the highlights of what’s been keeping me from drawing cute animals and gay shit my technical progress! lotta charcoal, lotta forcing myself to think ahead and work with precision. it was nice to have a slight leg up with the skills and knowledge i already had, but there’s still a lot i have to work on too.

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a lil preview of my illustration for the @newmannanthology zine! i went pretty ambitious with this piece and i’m excited to show it off to the world. look forward to preorders, this zine is gonna be a beast!!!

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two of hearts two hearts that beat as one ~

ok, so this was a submission for the @sfwnewmannfest but that was a month ago, so mea culpa. in my defense picking a palette for this was a nightmare! the prompt i received was ‘talking on the phone’ and i decided to take it into full stylization territory.

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✨🤖SUPPORT THE PACIFIC ARCANA TUMULTUS KICKSTARTER!! 9 DAYS TO GO!🐉✨

ok, everybody and their mom is posting process gifs now, so i wrestled with CSP to show the process behind my Two of Wands! i also haven’t really talked super in-depth about the process and inspirations on my card, so it’s behind the scenes time under the cut.

i knew almost right off the bat the motifs i wanted to use for my card-- Tumultus is a Thoth deck, but i saw parallels between Thoth’s and Rider-Waite-Smith’s versions of the Two. The RWS Two of Wands traditionally shows a figure on a castle parapet, holding a globe but looking out at a vast untamed wilderness. in the theme of each suit’s two depicting duality or choice, it depicts a choice between a Known world, conquered and safe but predictable, or an Unknown world, with the promise of risk and reward. Thoth’s minor arcana doesn’t follow the same patterns, but i saw in its concept of Dominion-- dominance over hardship, refinement of skills, making something one’s own-- an answer to that choice, a wholehearted embrace of the Known. November Ajax turns his back on the ocean and whatever monsters are still lurking under it, and instead focuses his attention on those he rules over, fitting right in the palm of his hand. (even if she’s certainly not psyched about it.)

the big thing that was gonna make this card work was the colors, so i was already stressing about that early on. (and being unfamiliar with the constraints of CMYK, there was a lot of tragedy and frustration with the blues that you’re spared from watching in the process gif. it’s from my layer info from the finished piece, so it looks smoother than it all actually was.) the key: November Ajax’s bright blues and silvers, haloed in red-gold, while around him are desaturated browns and beiges. a larger-than-life science fiction sentinel, contrasted by a world that’s borne the brunt of a very unkind reality. i wanted to evoke the original movie’s big bold use of primaries in the space of Uprising’s (let’s be honest) less adventurous palette, and draw out the duality in the Pacific Rim universe’s themes in the space of the Two. there are questions to be asked in Uprising about the PPDC’s actions as a police force, if jaegers like Ajax should be deployed against citizens, if what everything our nominal heroes are doing is the right thing, even if it’s in the service of bettering the world. Dominion can be kind, or cruel-- or both, at once. these aren’t always a contradiction.

other fun facts:

the file name is robonarc_large.

a few accent colors are cribbed directly from the Hye-designed card border, to better tie the border and illustration together. cheating? good design praxis? it saved me some palette time!

the two horizontal sunbeams are shaped like the Aries symbol, the astrological sign the Two of Wands is associated with! the card also traditionally has strong Mars and fire associations.

there is a pizzeria poster in the foreground ruins. pizza boxes were a minor joke in the discord early in the project after Hye shared a story about having to package things in them for the first pacarcana kickstarter back in the day, so i wisecracked that i’d sneak some pizza signage into my card for the memes. and then i laid in wait. for two months. until i could remind them that i never forgot about that exchange.

it took all my self-discipline to not put the noid on that poster.

with the visuals and themes going on, there ought to be-- like with any good tarot card-- more than one valid way to interpret it in a larger reading. maybe you the reader are the card’s central figure, the refiner and protector of your own Dominion. it might need some TLC, or it might be trying to slip through your fingers. or, standing above and separate from it, you may feel fundamentally disconnected from your surroundings...... or maybe it’s another force’s Dominion that towers above you, for better or for worse.

since you made it to the end of this card essay, here’s the kickstarter link again --> [ding]! we’ve got 9 days to raise about $4k, i think we can do it!

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fantôme dans la machine

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and here’s my other contribution to @pacificarcana -- the tracker for our kickstarter campaign’s stretch goals, featuring Newt, Liwen, and a whole bunch of imagery from the deck’s design and symbolism!

check out the project and its campaign (and hopefully see this bar fill up to the top) here!

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Tʜᴇ Tᴡᴏ ᴏꜰ Wᴀɴᴅs - Nᴏᴠᴇᴍʙᴇʀ Aᴊᴀx

the @pacificarcana kickstarter is live!!! here’s the full version of the card i contributed to the deck-- the 2 of Wands, the card of Dominion in the thoth tarot. check out the campaign, and all the other amazing artwork in this project, here!

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“numbers do not lie...”

preview for an illustration i did for RISE UP, a Pacific Rim zine! it’s available for preorder now (and features fanwork from two dozen cool creators), so please check it out!