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Its been a few weeks. And im thinking back now. At how insane solarflare is. Like wdym as soon as your enemy stopped hating you, you lost all purpose on the server compleatly. and at the very end met up with her just to give her all your stuff and kill yourself.?? Like what is wrong with you FlameFrags....

And DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE "scars" BOOK... WHICH COULD'VE BEEN INSANE. Like. Wow. Its such a shame he scrapped that idea. I get it.. but wow.

What the fuck... whatt the fukk dude. Ive been thinking a lot about them. And how Zam says his biggest win of the season was void trapping Flame. Which. In a way. Gave her purpose aswell as confidence.

There were full weeks/months. Of Zam's n1 purpose on the server being one to kill Flame. They were eachother's purpose for a while. But Zam had so much more else to care about. And worry for.

Flame didn't. So once Zam moved on. It was over. There was no point in playing. And killed himself on front of her. Giving her Everything and making her promise to win whatever fight she got herself into... wow..!

They're so normal. !

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do you know why he killed his best friend's dog?

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I feel like in both s5 and s6 respectively, Spoke wanted something from Planet and the empire that he could never get from them. He...wanted them to be who Parrot was to him. He wanted them to "give" him what Parrot "gave" him during their time in past seasons team, but it's something nobody else could ever give him because nobody else is Parrot. Or maybe I'm just too obsessed with havocs, and it's not that deep. >_<

YES. no it is that deep. ahh im going to cry. Spoke misses Parrot dearly and is slowly facing the reality that nobody can ever be Parrot.

It's something I've been reflecting on a lot as new members are added and the iconic members of the past either leave or only long on three times a season.

Nobody is anybody else. And their absence is felt deeply and completely. We can't escape that nobody can fill the void that someone else leaves.

And yet the players keep hoping, wishing that the others were what they imagine they are. And none more than Spoke in this finale.

Bringing up exploits with the new owner, did he hope Minute would act like Parrot and let him exploit by his side while Parrot did his own content? All Spoke used to have to do was be excited about what Parrot was excited about, or present a content idea to Parrot and get him excited for it. And the two would go on grand adventures.

And you see that so much with Spoke in the convo with Zam too, the second he heard Zam wanted to keep spawn safe, he started caring about spawn. But then as he slowly realized it was a lot deeper than just an area to build in, his tone shifted and he got much more serious. Only then did he hype Zam up as being the hero of the server, that he believed in Zam. I wonder if before he hoped Zam would ask to join the team, and only at this point did he realize what Zam really needed was the reassurance that Spoke absolutely didn't want him on his team. And so he let Zam go.

In the havocs era, Parrot was always down for the chaos, he wouldn't break the rules himself, but he wouldn't stop Spoke from doing it, he even encouraged Spoke to break the rules in the first place at times. And the two would dance together, the chaos and the exploit god.

But not anymore. Mapicc believes the season ends the second a big exploit is revealed, he doesn't want to be involved if his only purpose is to watch someone else break the rules for him. Minute is diametrically opposed to exploits and would rather kill Spoke than play along for the game. Zam at least sees the story mode and understands they have a role to play and fills that role, but Spoke loves exploits and Zam hates them. Even they wouldn't work well in the long run. (if they end up teamed s7 and zam does exploit or pulls a parrot and just lets spoke exploit i am going to loose it)

Nobody is like Parrot. Not a soul.

Even s5 planet was like his avatar to be the world ender while spoke could not. He played the role of parrot, being owner and limited by that. But Planet never had it in him to be evil in the long run. Planet doesn't pull off long dastardly plots, he's more about the long devious plot that is lighthearted in the end. He would always fall back on changing the trajectory of another's life rather than place himself in the center of conflict where it all begins to feel too real, like they really hate each other.

Havocs never worried about others' opinions (ok, not true, and maybe that was part of parrot leaving, we will literally never know. And spoke needed his retirement to gain distance from the dastardliness he pulled in s4). In s4 they never cared about other's opinions. They just played the game for the love of the game. Anything for content.

I mean for goodness sake Parrot removed 4 of his echest slots for the challenge of it, didn't wear pants, was on 1 heart for a week and did a duel on 1 heart, moved wardens on 1 heart, got a pet with the hope someone would steal it, moved pangi's house into the air for the conflict, tried traps for the conflict, kept the tubbo hearts for the conflict, and basically did every other nerf and risk he could think of to instigate a challenge he could face just to see if he could. Adrenaline junkie in minecraft.

The only other member that is that unhinged in content is princezam. And honestly it's not that close. parrot was on a level nobody else dared go. Zam goes into situations knowing he'll die with a 10% chance to see if he can win anyway. Parrot made situations that were difficult to win, but were meant to be won. He just made the game harder for the fun of it.

It's a whimsy and intoxication that stole Spoke's heart.

Spoke's primary motivator is to do the impossible and that the most beautiful thing on lifesteal is when something grand happens. And with Parrot that was possible. But it hasn't been possible since.

I truly wonder where Spoke will go from here. my silly little heart thinks he will be more active next season, after all he said how he agreed with Mapicc that he didn't do enough to deserve to be the world ender. And if him and Zam team and Zam doesn't care about exploits, my goodness. What might happen from there. Probably not much lmao bc that is not a pvp team in the slightest they would just die. Then again nppp was not a pvp team either.

Squiddo matches Spoke's chaos, and she's gotten to a point where she is willing to be that chaos with just a little encouragement. But idk if they work well long term.

He's tried Ash many times, and they work well together, but the timezones kill them every time.

Mane would be Interesting. now that's a chaos matchup. But is it too chaotic. Mane seems like he wants to do what he has decided is the right thing to do and doesn't effectively embrace other's ideas as his own, unless he thinks it's the right play. Like i can see more conflict than synergy there. but i would love to be proven wrong.

But like I said, nobody will ever be Parrot.

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we had to be afflicted with the timezone debuff alas </33...also take your time! I am patiently awaiting your thoughts :3c!!

hi nitew! I hope you’re having a great day (๑>◡<๑)

here’s a flower thing I saw :D

Hi radio!!! Omg that thing is so adorable it's smile is so cute omg!!! I just woke up ����😭 our schedules DO NOT match you were right... unfortunate.... also im still answering your ship game ask.... im yapping so it's taking a while sorry... but the ones you asked were so good thank you!!!

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arkco roleswap au masterpost

more stuff + pre-revamp art under the cut

this au was made for arkcoweek 2022 for the prompts au/roleswap. I like it a lot! Here's a twitter thread collecting all the current works made by me and other artists. cool stuff!!

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guilt, or something

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Help a enby sibling afford rent this month💛

Hi everyone!

As many of you know, I've been struggling financially and with my mental health for some time, luckily my mental health has improved actually and I've been doing little jobs like pet sitting and doing chores/paperwork for people to be able to pay rent as also looking for a full time job

right now i'm only want to be able to pay rent on time before the 29th so i won’t be getting us into trouble with our landlord

reblogs and sharing this post is very helpful too! don't worry if you can't financially help please take care of yourself first!

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Big hugs and thank you everyone for being nice to me

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Season 4, post team awesome devotions... a dog and a bird.

Chasing after something that flies ao gracefully, it's beautiful and you want it. It soars through the skies, with nothing but its pretty wings.

And when you're on the ground, wishing to see it from up close, the bird seems too far up, it's unreachable.

But then it lands, and you get close. And you've got it, it's yours, your teeth close around it, it stop moving.

Even if you gently put it back onto the ground, and even if it somehow survives, its wings are broken. It will never fly the same, or maybe it will never fly at all.

And it wasn't your intention to break its wings, you didn't want it to stop flying. And no one believes you when you tell them how it belongs to the sky, because the bird lies on the ground.

And then you leave. And each time you come back, you nudge its body ever so slightly. It never does flap its wings once more.

And so, your teeth close around it again.

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shapeshifting attempts

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The genocide in Gaza destabilized the entire region. The Biden administration allowed Netanyahu to walk all over them, just as the Trump administration has.

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jaiden never died and roier never got kidnapped and cellbit never stayed on that island and the kids never disappeared and theyre all in the blood castle and its a game night and theyre all playing candy land because pepito liked the candy visuals and jaiden loves pepito and theyre watching movies that richas & bobby picked together till late in the night and theyre all sat on the couch snuggled up in blankets of which are all mainly spiderman themed and roier & jaiden want to paint everyones nails so theyre all matching and all the kids are excited except maybe bobby who thinks its lame but he doesnt wanna be left out so he agrees to it anyways and cellbits drinking wine cause hes the alcoholic of the month and he secretly not so secretly enjoys roier teasing him about it and theyre happy and its a serene type of quiet that night. no bears, no fighting, no purgatory, no death, just peace for one night.

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I'm still thinking about this btw. This one is actually going to haunt me.... oh, Manepear.

Manepear, one of the strongest people, feared by all. He is strong enough to kill anyone. But not actually strong enough to keep his friends from killing themselves, nor to stop himself from doing the same.

Even though he says he is. He's just not.