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from time to time, i still replay that day

it bothers me when I am awake

it bothers me when I am asleep

it bothers me when i not even thinking about it all

i have been blamed in the past to always be the one who was crazy

but they don't know what crazy feels like.

crazy is when you can't stop telling yourself you are never sexy, pretty, gorgeous, or beautiful enough.

crazy is when you thought you gave it your everything and don't wanna give anything at all

crazy is when anything that reminds me of the day that I have been betrayed or my trust has been broken, that my heart aches so much that that pain is so unbearable

all my life, i just wanted to be loved the way I love people

all my life, i just wanted to find the one

all my life, i just wanted to matter to someone

but... I will just keep my head held high and keep to myself. and stay with you because I love you too much even when you are the one that hurt me the most.

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@knight-errant-daken

you are my bestest friend in this whole world & i love you with all my heart ♡

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Faraway views (right lens of my binoculars)

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Remind me - The Age of Romance: Is it past? Is it now? Is it the future, my future?

sources: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 // @ayafuyaspeaks photos

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